Chapter 8
Nothing is same anymore!
Junsu POV
I stare at my phone again and again. Should I called him again? Last time I called, he did turn off his phone. What should I do? He
must be mad, thinking that I’m probably one of his sasaeng fans. But, this is my only chance. I should try to talk to him. I just can’t let
this chance to disappear again like before. He may be changing his number as soon. “Yes, I can do it!” I grab my phone and dialled his
number. I waited for a minute. Nothing! Maybe is busy with his schedule. I look over at the clock against my wall. It’s already 10 pm.
They should be home now.
I tried again and finally, he picks up his phone. “Hello?!” He greeted. I was speechless like before. “Hello! Who is this?” He asked. I
gulp my saliva down my throat. “Changmin –ah…” I call him. He remained silent. I know he must be so shocked. “Changmin –ah, this is
hyung. Your Junsu hyung!” I said, so desperate to hear his voice. “Sorry, I didn’t have any brother like him.” He said emotionless,
stabbing my heart deeply. I can’t blame him. He was hurt. “Changmin, hyung miss you so much.” I plead at him. Suddenly the line was
cut off. He already turns off his phone. I sighed and throw away my phone. “What should I do to make you forgive me, Changmin?!” I
clenched on my messy hair. I was so stressed and desperate.
I parked my car and went inside our CJES building. I didn’t had any mood today after what happened last night. “Junsu!” I look up and
saw Yoochun was walking toward me, happily! With Jaejoong hyung beside him. They were smiling happily especially Jaejoong hyung.
He looks glowing. “Why both of you look so happy?!” I asked them. “You must be shocked hearing this!!” Yoochun pats my shoulder. I
look at his face, confused. “What happen?” I asked. Yoochun smile even wider and look at Jaejoong hyung. “Hyung , please tell him!”
He said eagerly. “Junsu –ah…” Jaejoong hyung looks at my face. I’m waiting eagerly. “Yunho asked you and Yoochun to come to my
house this weekend. He will bring Changmin with him and we are having our first dinner together!!” He was jumping so excitedly.
I was speechless! Is that true? Changmin hate us! Why should he come together? Jaejoong hyung and Yoochun look at me. “Junsu,
what happens? You are not happy with this new?” Yoochun asked me. “No, of course I am happy!!” I answered happily. They shouldn’t
know what happened between me and Changmin last night. “I was speechless, hyung! Finally, we are together again!” I said happily.
“Sure!” Jaejoong hyung smile at me. His face looks so shining, what’s going on? “Hyung, you look…” I said and he looks confused.
“What?” He asked back. “I don’t know. But, you look shining and so happy. Yeah…you never like this for over these two years. Is
anything happened between you and Yunho hyung?” I asked him, making him clueless.
Yoochun was smiling at him. He looked like he was holding back his laugh. “What do you mean, Junsu?!” Jaejoong hyung looked
anxious. Honestly, I don’t know what to say but he obviously looks different to me. What should I said this? I focus on his body from
head to toe and then, I spot something under his collar. “What is that? You are bitten by mosquito?” I pointed to the mark at his neck. It
was red. He looks flustered and quickly hiding the mark with his collar but then, I spotted another one at other place. What’s that?
“Yah, don’t look at them!!” Suddenly, he was mad at me. “Why did you upset? I was just asking!” I pout at him. Jaejoong hyung face
was blushing so hard. Finally, Yoochun couldn’t hold his laugh anymore and burst out loudly. “Yah Junsu, you are so dumb!” He said
making me look at him confusedly.
Changmin POV
“What?! Having a dinner together with them! Are you crazy, hyung?!” I shouted at him loudly. He was really really crazy. How can he
have a gut to invite me together? No, this is beyond crazy. He sighed and smiled at me. “Changmin –ah, I know you still couldn’t forgive
them. I’m not asking you to completely forgiving them. But, we can try, right?” He asked gently. “No, I’m will never try to forgive them! I
hate the so much!” I hissed making him clueless. He must be shock with my hatred. “Changmin –ah, let’s stop this. They were once our
family.” He walks forward and pats my shoulder. “No, no, no! They not my family and never be my family! They are just betrayers, I
hate them!” With that, I walk away to my room leaving him speechless in the living room.
I closed my door harshly and bounce on my bed. “Yunho hyung was fooled by them! He is really stupid! How can he just easily forgive
them and forget about our pain for these two years?!” I clenched on my pillow tightly. I was mad, so mad! “This is Kim Jaejoong’s fault!
Everything was his fault. He must be seducing Yunho hyung or put something in his drink to make Yunho hyung forgive him!” I know
this is childish but I’m sure this is because of Kim Jaejoong. He really thinks he can do anything just because Yunho hyung love him. I
can’t allow that. I will make him regret! Oh gosh, I hate this man so much! Then, I heard Yunho hyung knocking on my door. I ignored it.
“Changmin –ah, hyung will not forcing you. But please, think about it. Please do it for me.” He pleads so desperately.
“Doing it for him?” I smack my pillow harshly. Why he is co cruel? He knew that I never ever turned down his pleads. Yunho hyung was
everything for me. His happiness is always my dream but this is different. He will not happy as long they are still in his life. They will just
keep hurting him, again and again. Yunho hyung, please! Listen to me.
Suddenly, my phone was ringing making me jolting a bit. I grab my phone and pick it up. “Changmin –ah.” I heard that voice again. Oh
gosh, this is so frustrating! “Changmin –ah, Jaejoong hyung said you will come to his house this weekend! Is that true?” He asked me
so excitedly. This is so unreasonable, since when I had agreed to come to his house? “Changmin –ah, you are listening to me right?”
He asked. I choose to be silent. I didn’t have any mood to talk to him tonight. “Changmin –ah, hyung is so happy because finally we are
together again. You are finally forgiven us, maybe not completely but I was so happy.” He said. Yeah, I think I just want to puke. Maybe
I should just turn off my phone.
“Changmin –ah, Yoochun told me that Yunho hyung and Jaejoong hyung finally had been together!” He suddenly said making me
frown. What is that? Why did tell me that? He let out a small laugh, confusing me. “They had made a !” He said happily making my
mouth open widely. “Do you still remember during that time when we always disturbed them?” He asked. I clench on my fist tightly. So I
was right! He did seduced Yunho hyung and manipulate him! I totally can accept this! I must do something! I must separate them.
“Junsu hyung…” I call him, even though I feel like I want to puke calling him like that. “Changmin –ah! Changmin –ah, you are talking to
me?!” He looked surprise and excited. “Yes, I did! Actually, I miss you too.” I lied. “Changmin –ah, hyung miss you too. Hyung miss you
so much! Finally, hyung can hear your voice!” He was shouting happily. I bet he already cry.
“So, you will come this weekend?” He asked me. “Of course! I want to meet you, Yoochun hyung and Jaejoong hyung so much!” I said,
pretend to be really happy. “So, it’s true! You are coming!” He sobs over the phone. Oh shut up! How I hate that! His tears are lie.
“Junsu hyung, I was so sleepy because of my tight schedule just now. I feel like I want to sleep. Good night, I love you.” I lied again.
“Good night, Changmin! Hyung love you too.” With that he hangs up the phone. I throw my phone away from me. I feel disgusting! I
can’t believe I said that! But, this is worth! Then, I let out a snarky smile. “This is only the beginning! I had a really big plan! Kim
Jaejoong, I will make you suffered just how you make Yunho hyung suffered before! And you Kim Junsu, I’m sorry that I had to use
you! You are so fool!” I hissed happily. I can feel my own hatred! This is my revenge!
“Hyung!” I call him making he look at me. “What?” He asked me. “I was thinking about what you said yesterday and I think I should
come together with you this weekend.” I said. He opens his mouth widely. “Changmin –ah, is that true?” He asked me again. “Yes!” I
nodded and put a fake smile. “Changmin –ah!” He pulled me into his embrace, shocking me. “Hyung was so happy! You are so nice,
hyung love you so much!!” He was jumping happily. Only God know how much I hate his face right now?! He looks so happy.
“Changmin –ah, hyung is so happy. Very very happy!” He moves backward and stares at my face. I fake a smile. “Me too. I was
thinking the past is the past. We should move on and live happily like before. You are right, we are family before!” I lied. “Sure
Changmin! I’m sure Jaejoong must be so happy right now!” He mentioned that name making me feel so mad. But, I choose to smile and
nodded my head trying so hard not to burst out. He is always thinking about him! But, just wait! He will hate him later. Not only him, but
everyone will hate him! I will make sure it happened.
Hi everyone! Firstly, thank you for all my subsriber. I hope all of you enjoying reading my first fic. I know I had been cruel to Changmin but please don't worry,
I love Changmin !
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