Changmin POV

I looked at the clock on the wall. It’s already 11 pm. Where is him? I let out a small laugh. You can’t lie to me, hyung! I know so well.

You are with him now. With Jaejoong hyung. So stupid, hyung. No matter how much it’s hurt you, you can’t deny your feeling. You

loved him so much. How lucky he is?! Without realize, I clenched the smooth small pillow in my hand. Truly, I was jealous and mad. I

stay with you. I keep support you. I deserved more! But, you rejected me. You said you can’t love me the way you love him. You only

saw me as your little brother. Do you know how much it’s hurt me?

But, I tried to understand you. You and he had been lover for almost 5 years and who am I? I’m just yunjae’s son like your fans said.

Yes, I am happy with that position. I am happy with him. I am happy being a little maknae in our group. But, everything had changed

when we split. Nothing is same anymore. I hate three of them. They broke their promise. That night, I saw you crying. It’s hurt so much

to see you like that. You never like that before. You were strong, you always protect and support us. But that night, you are damage.

You were broken deeply. Because of them, especially him! He had been hurt you. I can’t…I can’t forgive him. So that, I stayed with you.

I want to protect you like you always did. I want to make you happy again.

I still remembered those two years. You are not Jung Yunho anymore. You are fully damage. Everyone hurt you. Even your fans left

you. Saying you are coward! You are failed as a leader! You can’t even protect your own group. It was like a hell for me at that time. I

was so scared! Afraid if I was not gonna see my leader, my brother, my friend, the same Jung Yunho anymore! Therefore, I made a

decision. I will do anything to make you smile again. Just to get my brother back.  I will keep protecting you from any harm anymore.

I was successful. I had made you happy again. We rise up again as a member of TVXQ. I had helped you to fulfil your dream. We

protect TVXQ’s name! We protect our precious fans. We keep up our promise to them. TVXQ is finally shining again with just two of us.

I finally see your beautiful smile. I did it! But, everything is not going on as I planned. I feel strange. I had developed a new feeling in my

heart. It’s beautiful and unique but I love it. Without realise, it’s getting stronger. I’ll easily get jealous when I saw you talked to him in a

phone, when you had a date with him or even when you singing a song. Because everything is him. You always saw him in your eyes.

You loved him so much. You are such a loyalty lover. But, I realise something. You tried to avoid him. You always rejected his call,

messages or date. Actually, you are still hurting. You are not fully forgiving him.

I don’t know why but my little heart felt so happy. I gained a new determination. This is my chance, this is the time. I can get you. I can

make you forget him. I can help recover back your pain. And that night, I couldn’t hold anymore. I confessed to you. You were so

shocked. You were speechless and you didn’t expect that. You take a deep breath and looked at me gently. You rejected me! You

can’t accept my feeling. I forced a smile. I already expected this. Your love for him too strong. I feel hurt but it’s okay because I made a

great decision. I was special to you because I am the only who stayed. Regardless, I still love and care about you. I will keep protecting

you.

The door opened shocking me. I jolted a bit and turned around. There was you. You are smiling warmly at me. Yunho hyung, you will

make me going melt right now. “You are back, hyung?!” I asked calmly even though my heart jumping happily seeing him in front of my

eyes right now. It feel too long even though it just a day. “You are still not sleep?” He looked at me. “I was watching a movie.” Instantly I

looked at TV. I was embarrassed. He looked at the TV and shows a snarky smile. “I never know you like romantic movie!” He walked to

his room. I turn to TV and my mouth open widely as soon as I saw the screen. There are a couple having a passionate kiss at the

beach with a beautiful sunset in front of them. “Aish!!” Instantly, I turned off the TV. My cheeks feel burning and flustered. So

embarrassing!

“Hyung, wake up!” I touch his body. He remained motionless under his blanket. “ Hyung!” I raise my voice a bit and shake his body. We

are gonna have our photo shoot and we only have 2 hours. “Aish!” He whined a bit. “Okay fine! I think every magazine will have a

negative thought about us since we just only 30 minutes left!” I stand up, walking to the door. “What?!” He screams out and

accidentally falls down from his bed. “Ouch!” He rubbed his . “Just kidding! It’s still 8 o’clock!” I laughed at him. “ Changmin –ah!”

He pretends to be mad at me. “Go take a bath and dress up yourself! I already made you a breakfast. Quick!” I throw his towel toward

him and heading to the door. “Thank you, Changmin –ah. You are really nice!” I barely heard that since I already out from his room.

But, seriously it made me so happy.

“Morning!” I greet him as soon as he entered the dining room. He looked so handsome and fresh. “Morning!” He smiled at me making

my heart beating uncontrollably. “Toast?!” He looked at me, not satisfied. “Sorry, we are in hurry!” I continue eating. “Haa…but it looks

so delicious!” He said. Look at that! He was so nice and always cares about my feeling. “Be faster before Rain hyung come and drag

both of us!” I quickly said before I was drowning in my feeling again. It’s dangerous.  Sure!” He nodded seriously. I know this is weird

but he looked so cute and childish.

“Hi  hyung!” Both us smiling happily as we saw Rain hyung in the car. “Hi!” He greet back. “Hurry up, faster!” He ordered us to enter

the car. We quickly take a seat in the car. “Did you two already had your breakfast?” He asked. He was a very nice and concern

manager. He always cares about us. “Sure! Changmin’s toaster is very delicious!” Yunho said jokingly. “Better than hyung’s!” I replied

back causing three of us burst out laughter.

Woah, he was so handsome and charismatic! I couldn’t help but keep staring at him whenever he doing a posing for our photo shoots.

He looked so different. This is Jung Yunho! The man who are very committed to his work. I can see a few female staffs who were

giggling over Yunho’s perfectionist. He has nice body, handsome small face and nice attitude. Surely, he will attract a lot of girls

wherever he went. Even male fall for him. Suddenly, our eyes meet. He accidentally saw me. Quickly, I turn around and pretend to be

busy with my suit. I was embarrassed. Hopefully, he didn’t notice I was staring at him.

I feel so relieve because we finally finish our photo shoot. I couldn’t help but feel happier when they prepared a lunch for us. This is

great for me! I am a food lover and have a monster stomach. I looked around, searching for him but he was gone. Where is he? It’s

weird. “Where is Yunho hyung?” I asked one of the staff. He said Yunho going to the restroom. I guess it’s okay. I sit on the chair for a

while, waiting for him because it’s not polite for me to eat alone without Yunho. After a while, my stomach starting to growl. I was very

hungry and started to feel irritated. Where is he? Why he is so long? What he’s doing there? I stand up and heading to the restroom. I

really hope I just can drag him out from there.

I stopped as I saw Yunho hyung was standing on the corner of the hallways. There was nobody there. What he is doing right there?

Slowly, I walk toward them and I finally saw he was talking on the phone. He looked so sad.  I hide myself beside the wall and stood

motionless. “Baby.” I heard he pleaded. Baby? My mouth curved a small smile. He was talking to his lover. I should go! But, my heart

wants to stay. I want to hear more. “Are you already eating your lunch? Did you eat your breakfast this morning?” He was asking

concern. It hurt a bit. “I know you heard me. Please say something.” He was pleaded again. What’s wrong? Did something happen

between them yesterday? I’m getting eager to know. “Jae, I really love you. Please take care of your health. I will call you later.” With

that, he hangs up the phone.

I quickly head to restroom. He can’t see me now. Not in this time. I manage to get myself inside the restroom. Luckily, nobody was

there. Yunho hyung love Jae hyung.  Even though I knew it so well but it still hurt to hear from his own mouth. How I wish it was for me!

Taking a deep breath, I opened the door. Feel like wearing a mask. I walk to the dining room. He was there, smiling widely as he saw

me. “Changmin –ah! Where were you?!” He asked me. “I went to restroom. My stomach aches so much.” I lied. “Really? What’s wrong?

Are you okay?” He looked anxious. Hyung, please stop you concern. It just makes me gone worse. “I’m fine. I was just hungry. I want to

eat.” I went to the dining table. He smiled. I pretend to eat happily but everything felt so tasteless in my mouth. Hyung, why you are so

stupid?! He just keeps hurting you? Why did you still love him so much?!

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