Changmin POV

Finally, I got to see them! I got to see him! He was crying when he see me. It’s all fakes! Actually he never miss me, he never love me!

My heart feels so disgusting when I see those fake tears. Then, I see Junsu and Yoochun hyung. Both of them also were crying when

they saw me. Why did they cry? They don’t love me! They leaved me! But, they were saying they missed me so much! Stop lying!

They never missed me! I hate their lies but I must hold back. I can’t just burst out. I must going on with my plans. I can’t let my all my

plans to be destroy! So that, I had to pretend like I am also happy. I had to act in front of them.

But then, I spotted them. Yunho hyung was embracing him so gently. Yunho hyung was trying to calm him down. My heart is hurting so

much. Hyung, he is just acting in front of you. Why you are so fool? You will keep fooling by him! I stared at them with so much hatred.

At that time, my eyes meet his. Jaejoong was looking at me back. He looked shocked but I put a smile. I don’t want him to be

suspicious. I don’t want my plan fail. This is just a beginning.

He was asking me about his cooks. I said it’s good. How I wish I can puke and throw all the foods into the dustbin?! How could I like it? I

hate him so much. Luckily, Junsu and Yoochun were asking me. Prevent me from drowning into my hatred. I said Yunho hyung need

me! I tried to make him notice and realise that Yunho hyung need me more than him! I am the one who took care of Yunho hyung, not

him! Then, I think I succeed as I saw his face. He looked glooming. I feel good. I went to the living room with Yoochun and Junsu, refuse

to help him. I don’t want them to feel like I had changed. I must be pretending that I am still the same. The same Shim Changmin, their

little maknae!

After a while, I finally realised Yunho hyung was not coming back. He was there with Jaejoong. No, I can’t let this happen! I was so

anxious and upset with my stupidity. How can I’m not notice he was trying to be alone with Yunho hyung. I went to the kitchen. I said I

need to go to the toilet. And as I expected, they were there in the kitchen! Kissing each other so passionately. My heart is burning in

anger. I can see how tight he holds Yunho hyung. He was seducing him again! Luckily, he saw me and immediately pushes Yunho

hyung away. I put an emotionless face. I must hold back. Yunho hyung was asking me to help him. Actually this is not in my plan but I

think it is a good chance. Maybe I should start from now on. Quickly I had agreed to help him. He looked uncomfortable and awkward.

“Changmin –ah, actually you didn’t have to help me. I just have to wash these dishes.” He smiled at me and went to the sink. Continue

his work. “I didn’t come to help you.” I said making him shocked. But, he didn’t turn around. Continue washing the dishes. I move

beside him and take the already clean dishes and wipe it with small towel. He looks tense beside me, probably scared. “I came here to

look on how you seducing him.” I said, still focus on my work. He was speechless. “Changmin –ah, what are you talking about?” He

asked me hardly. “Tskk!” I chuckle. “Stop pretend to be innocent. I always wondered why did he love you so much? Didn’t he realise

how much you had hurt him? You are just keep hurting him again and again. You didn’t love him.” I continued. I glance at him. He is no

longer doing his works, just letting the water flow out from the pipe endlessly into the sink. He was holding the sink tightly. I love this. I

had hurt him.

“But today, I knew it! I had found the reason why he had been rejected me even though it’s obvious I deserved him more!” I said

emotionless like I was talking alone. I stop my work and look at him. His body was tremble against the sink. It doesn’t make me pity at

him even a bit. “You were using your body to seduce him. You are just manipulating his love. You not loving him back instead you are

just keep offering him your body. You just want . You are a !” I hissed. Instantly he looks at me. “Stop!” He said with teary eyes. I

let out a snarky smile. “Why? Am I wrong?” I asked him. He just keeps silent. “I know I’m right! You know why? Because I have a proof!

You leaved him! You choose the other two instead of him. He is not important to you!” I said. “Stop that!” He pleads while his tears now

are falling heaving from his eyes.

“Stop that fake tears!” I said. “Come on, Kim Jaejoong. I’m not as stupid as Yunho hyung. I know who are the real you. You are the

most selfish person in this world!” I let out my anger. “Don’t you feel shame with yourself?” I asked him. He already wipes his tears. “I

totally can’t believe you. You leaved him but you were mad when he did abandon you! Don’t you realise you deserved it?! You don’t

deserve his love, Kim Jaejoong!” I said. “Stop, please stop!” He tried to reach my hand but I yanked away my hand. “Don’t touch me! I

hate you, you are disgusting!” I said. He was frozen. “Listen this! I don’t care if you are gonna tell this to Yunho hyung, Junsu or even

Yoochun because you know what…no one will believe you especially Yunho hyung. He trusts me more!” I said proudly.

“I think I’m gonna go to the toilet for a while.” He was tremble. He walks to the toilet leaving me alone. I feel so satisfied. I feel so proud

of myself. Kim Jaejoong, this is just the beginning! This is nothing compared to the pain you had done to Yunho hyung. I smile to

myself and move to the sink, washing all the dishes. I can’t let anybody know what happened between me and him just now.

“Changmin –ah, lets join us!” Junsu was smiling happily as he spots me. I put a smile like nothing happened. I must going on with my

plans. “Hyung, what are you playing at?” I asked them. “It’s a new game, Changmin –ah! You should join us. Junsu is useless.”

Yoochun said. “Yah, you are the one who are unfair! You are keep tricking me!” Junsu snapped. I keep looking at them. Suddenly, all

the memories come, flashing out in my minds. I feel a little happy. “Yah, stop that Shim Changmin! You are here to get your revenge!

You can let them fooling you as they did to Yunho hyung!” I tried to ease all the memories. “Where’s Jae?” Yunho hyung was suddenly

popped out and pat my back.

“He…he is in the toilet.” I said, acting like normal. He nodded his head and sit on the couch. “Changmin –ah, come on!” Yoochun

suddenly grab my hand and pull me to sit on the floor, playing a game with him. “I can do it!” I said to myself and playing along with

him. I have to make they completely believe in me. “Jae?” Yunho hyung’s voice is shocking me. I look at him. Jaejoong was already

coming out from toilet. Jaejoong look at me. “Tell them if you dare!” I put a fake smiled. “Hyung, what’s wrong with you? You were so

suddenly leaving me alone in the kitchen. I thought you went into the toilet.” I pretend to asked him. He looks shocked with my

statement but then, he try to put a smile.

“Sorry, the bubbles were splashing into my eyes. I went to the toilet and immediately cleaning up my eyes.” He lied. “Oh gosh, you are

so fool Jaejoong!” I smiled with his answer. “Really? Let me see it.” Yunho hyung stand up and walk to his lover. “It’s okay, Yunho.”

Jaejoong is trying to push him away. “No, let me look at them.” Yunho hyung was so serious as he touch Jaejoong’s eyes. I hate this! I

hate the attention Yunho hyung was given him. “Yunho –ah, it’s already okay.” Jaejoong said. “Open your eyes widely, let me blow it a

bit.” Yunho hyung said. Oh gosh, please stop this hateful romance! “It’s okay, now?” Yunho asked him. Jaejoong was smiling at him.

“Whoaah…so sweet.” Junsu suddenly interrupt.

“We were very jealous, right Changmin?” Junsu nudged my body with his elbow. “Yeaah, Yunho hyung never do that to me. I should try 

like Jaejoong’s hyung.” I said with a fake smile on my face making both Yunho hyung and Jaejoong look at me. I can see the guilty in

Yunho hyung’s eyes.  Please, don’t look at me like that. It makes me feel so pathetic. “Whoah, I lose again!” Yoochun suddenly

shouted out shocking three of us. He surely knows the right time to interrupt.

“Jae, we are going back now!” Yunho hyung hold Jaejoong’s hand so gently. Jaejoong was smiling and nodded his head. “Don’t miss

me.” Yunho hyung . Oh come on hyung! “Changmin –ah, please take care of yourself and Yunho hyung!” Yoochun smiled

at me. “Sure hyung!” I smiled back. Everything is going as I had planned. Junsu and Yoochun are finally become closer again with me.

I can get their trust! I look back at Yunho hyung and Jaejoong. Yunho hyung was still holding his hand tightly. “Hyung, I didn’t mean to

disturb you but we already late.” I said nicely. Jaejoong instantly release his hand from Yunho grip. I can see Yunho hyung was so

shocked with his action. This is what I want.

“Good bye Yunho. Good bye Changmin –ah.” Jaejoong look at me. I can see he was hurting so much when he look at my face.“Hyung,

today is fun!” I said at him. He looks shock but then he smiled. “Thank you.” He said. I look at Yunho hyung. He was staring at Jaejoong

hyung. What does he want? “Jae.” He walks toward him and peck his forehead. “I love you so much.” I barely heard his whispers. This

is hurt! Jaejoong hyung glances at me and push Yunho hyung away gently. I fake a smile. I must pretend that I am not hurting. “Good

bye!” Yunho hyung said and we are finally went out from his house. I let out a smile. I had finished my first step. Yunho hyung looked at

me, confused. “I’m happy that you are happy.” He said. “Sure hyung, today is one of the happiest day in my life and I believe I will be

happier as soon.” I smiled.

Hi everyone! Changmin is evil right? But don't hate him...he just hurting too much... so how is it? shoud I going on with Changmin's

plan? comment please....