Chapter 5
Nothing is same anymore!
Yoochun POV
He looked sad yet he was smiling happily. What happened to him? Is anything going on between him and Yunho hyung? He used to
tell me, nagging at me how much Yunho hyung abandon him. I follow him to the kitchen and pat his shoulder. “Yoochun –ah!” He
turned around and smiled at me. Did he really happy? “Hyung, everything is okay?” I asked him. He curved a smile. “I wish it was.” He
answered. “Why? Anything happened?” I asked him. “I don’t know. Everything is too complicated.” He compliment sadly. “What’s
wrong?” I looked at him. He turns off the heat and looked at me. “Changmin loves Yunho. Yunho told me that night.” He said calmly
even though I know he’s not calm anymore. I let out a deep sigh and message my forehead a bit. “I knew it.” I said. “That boy…” I was
thoughtless. “Yoochun please, don’t tell Junsu!” He grabbed my arm. I looked at him. “ ou know how much Junsu love Changmin. Junsu
cares about Changmin the most. It must be hard for him.” He said. Yes, he was right. I can’t tell Junsu.
“So Junsu, you looked so happy!” Jaejoong hyung asked Junsu. He was smiling widely. I know he had been trying, trying so much to
make Junsu was not suspicious. He doesn’t want to burden Junsu. This is too much for Junsu. He was already hurt over the
separation. He needs to know nothing. “Sure hyung, my first solo album going on so well!” Junsu answered happily. “You deserve it!
You have a most beautiful voice!” Jaejoong hyung said. Junsu looks flustered. “You too, hyung! So, what’s about your relationship with
Yunho hyung?!” Junsu tried to change the topic. Jaejoong hyung looked clueless. “Yah, don’t you feel shame asking about someone
relationship?!” I tried to change the mood. Jaejoong hyung looked at me and I smiled, nodded my head. Encourage him. “As usual, he
always busy.” Jaejoong hyung finally answered. “Of course, they are having a world tour right now.” Junsu looked sad.
“Did he tell you about Changmin?” Junsu asked making me almost choked out my foods. “Yoochun, are you okay?” Jaejoong hyung
was trying to get me water. “It’s okay. It’s okay.” I pat my chest repeatedly. Luckily, I was okay. “You should focus when you are eating!”
Junsu looked worried. “Sorry.” I apologise. “Junsu –ah, Yunho hyung told me Changmin is fine. You don’t need to worry.” Jaejoong
hyung lied. “Sure. That kid love to eat and travelling. He sure enjoying their world tour so much!” Junsu put a smile. I can see how
much he miss Changmin. They are so close before. Fighting, playing, crying, sleeping, and almost all the things they did it together.
How he gonna tell him about Changmin’s feeling towards Yunho?
But it’s not the same anymore. Changmin hate us. Changmin hate Junsu. Our little maknae had changed. I couldn’t believe it but
Changmin already turned into a different person. Suddenly, Jaejoong hyung’s phone was vibrating showing there’s a new message
shocking three of us. He grabbed his phone quickly while his lip curved a wide smile. I can see the happiness there. “Yunho hyung?”
Junsu suddenly asked. Jaejoong hyung nodded his head, like a shy girl. Oh gosh, this is so cute. At the same time, I couldn’t help but
feel so pity with him. Everything is too complicated for him. They had separated, Yunho hyung abandon him or maybe not more? And
suddenly he knows Changmin is also in love with his lover. How unlucky his live?
“What did he said hyung? Tell us?” Junsu looked so eager to know. Surely, he missed Yunho hyung and Changmin so much. Jaejoong
hyung looked flustered. “Can’t tell you!” He said jokingly. “Hyung, please…” Junsu pouted a bit. “Junsu, are you not feeling shame?” I
teased again. “What? I just want to know, nothing more!” He pouted more. “Okay enough you two!” Jaejoong hyung interrupted both of
us. “He asked me did I already have my lunch today.” He said. I can see he was very happy. “Whoa…so romantic! Since when did
Yunho hyung become this cheesy?!” Junsu almost burst out laughter. “Shut up!” Jaejoong hyung looked so embarrassing. This
atmosphere, how nice it is! Only God know how much I hope Yunho hyung and Changmin hyung would be here.
“We go first, hyung! Take care of yourself!” I said at Jaejoong hyung. “You too! And Junsu, don’t be so immature!” Jaejoong hyung
pointed at Junsu. “Hyung, send my regard to Yunho hyung okay! Say to him that I miss him so much!” Junsu said happily. Jaejoong
hyung nodded his head.
I glanced at Junsu beside me. He was sitting silently at the passenger seat. I know he was thinking over something. “Hey, what are you
thinking about?!” I asked him. He looked shock. “Err, nothing!” He lied. “Yah, you are not good at lying!” I hit him with my one of my
hand. “Okay fine! I miss them so much.” He finally admitted. I already expected this. “Hey, believe me! The time that we will unite as five
will come, trust me!” I encouraged him. He forced a smile. “But when? It’s almost 2 years.” He sighed. I keep silent. Truly I also didn’t
know. Will we ever unite? Especially after what happened with Changmin?
Junsu POV
I landed my on my couch and looked around. There’s nobody. So lonely. I’m not used to this silence. I’m only used to Changmin’s
jokes, Yunho hyung’s voice, Jaejoong hyung’s nags and Yoochun teased. Everything is perfect for me at that time. But, we were so
immature. We choose to break the promise, we choose to leave our own dream. It is my fault? Or our fault? I don’t know anymore. At
that night, it was like a nightmare to me. I can clearly remember that night! Everything is so clear! Jaejoong’s hyung cry, Yunho hyung’s
loud voice, Changmin’s silent tears and Yoochun! Yoochun was locked himself in his own room. I was sitting there, emotionless at the
living room. I can hear Yunho hyung’s angry voice inside their room followed by Jaejoong hyung’s cries. I was so scared.
Then, I see Changmin. He was standing, walking to his room. “Changmin –ah!” I called him but he ignored me. He never ignored me
before. “Changmin –ah!” I run and grabbed his arm. “Don’t touch me!” He spat at me, yanking away his arm harshly. I was speechless.
This is not Changmin. “I hate you, betrayer!” He hissed and walked into his room, closing the door with a loud bang. My tears fall! It
hurt so much. My little brother that I had loved so much hates me! He even called me a betrayer! I can’t sleep at that night. After that
night, everything was not same anymore. Changmin hate us.
We were finally separated! No more TVXQ after that. I never saw Changmin and Yunho again after that. Luckily, Yunho hyung didn’t
break his relationship with Jaejoong hyung. I bet Jaejoong hyung will go insane if Yunho hyung ever did that. Then, we choose to form
a new group, JYJ. We just can’t live like this! Fans hate us, media banned us….nothing we could do. But, we keep going on and never
give up. Eventually, Yoochun and Jaejoong hyung was successful with their drama while I was active in musical. Now, I even had
launched my first solo album. Everything was going well but trusts me, it’s not the same anymore.
TVXQ comeback as duo! I should be happy because Yunho hyung finally fulfil his dream to make TVXQ shining again but honestly it
hurt so much. Jaejoong hyung, Yoochun and I should be there. Five of us should be there protecting TVXQ’s name together. But,
everything is too late. At that time, I can see the new Changmin. Changmin had changed to another person. His eyes show angered.
He is no longer the pure Changmin. He had changed so much. God, I want my Changmin back. I reached my phone. Suddenly, I feel
like want to call him. No, I was craving! Craving to hear his voice. Luckily, his number always had been saved in my phone. Will he
answer me this time?
I always trying to call him before but he never answered my call. Until that day, he is no longer using the same number. Luckily,
Eunhyuk was so nice. He gives me Changmin’s new number after I had begged him. But, I never try to call him. I was scared. Afraid he
might scold me. But, I deserve it. Slowly, I dialled his number. After a while, he finally picked the phone. “Hello?!” His voice! I was
speechless.
Hi everyone! I know this is fast but I only had one week. Please keep reading my fic and I hope you enjoyed it. Comment please...i was
worried about my plot...
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