Chapter 5

Nothing is same anymore!

 

 

Yoochun POV

 

He looked sad yet he was smiling happily. What happened to him? Is anything going on between him and Yunho hyung? He used to

tell me, nagging at me how much Yunho hyung abandon him. I follow him to the kitchen and pat his shoulder. “Yoochun –ah!” He

turned around and smiled at me. Did he really happy? “Hyung, everything is okay?” I asked him. He curved a smile. “I wish it was.” He

answered. “Why? Anything happened?” I asked him. “I don’t know. Everything is too complicated.” He compliment sadly. “What’s

wrong?” I looked at him. He turns off the heat and looked at me. “Changmin loves Yunho. Yunho told me that night.” He said calmly

even though I know he’s not calm anymore. I let out a deep sigh and message my forehead a bit. “I knew it.” I said. “That boy…” I was

thoughtless. “Yoochun please, don’t tell Junsu!” He grabbed my arm. I looked at him. “ ou know how much Junsu love Changmin. Junsu

cares about Changmin the most. It must be hard for him.” He said. Yes, he was right. I can’t tell Junsu.

 

“So Junsu, you looked so happy!” Jaejoong hyung asked Junsu. He was smiling widely. I know he had been trying, trying so much to

make Junsu was not suspicious. He doesn’t want to burden Junsu. This is too much for Junsu. He was already hurt over the

separation. He needs to know nothing. “Sure hyung, my first solo album going on so well!” Junsu answered happily. “You deserve it!

You have a most beautiful voice!” Jaejoong hyung said. Junsu looks flustered. “You too, hyung! So, what’s about your relationship with

Yunho hyung?!” Junsu tried to change the topic. Jaejoong hyung looked clueless. “Yah, don’t you feel shame asking about someone

relationship?!” I tried to change the mood. Jaejoong hyung looked at me and I smiled, nodded my head. Encourage him. “As usual, he

always busy.” Jaejoong hyung finally answered. “Of course, they are having a world tour right now.” Junsu looked sad.

 

“Did he tell you about Changmin?” Junsu asked making me almost choked out my foods. “Yoochun, are you okay?” Jaejoong hyung

was trying to get me water. “It’s okay. It’s okay.” I pat my chest repeatedly. Luckily, I was okay. “You should focus when you are eating!”

Junsu looked worried. “Sorry.” I apologise. “Junsu –ah, Yunho hyung told me Changmin is fine. You don’t need to worry.” Jaejoong

hyung lied. “Sure. That kid love to eat and travelling. He sure enjoying their world tour so much!” Junsu put a smile. I can see how

much he miss Changmin. They are so close before. Fighting, playing, crying, sleeping, and almost all the things they did it together.

How he gonna tell him about Changmin’s feeling towards Yunho?

 

But it’s not the same anymore. Changmin hate us. Changmin hate Junsu. Our little maknae had changed. I couldn’t believe it but

Changmin already turned into a different person. Suddenly, Jaejoong hyung’s phone was vibrating showing there’s a new message

shocking three of us. He grabbed his phone quickly while his lip curved a wide smile. I can see the happiness there. “Yunho hyung?”

Junsu suddenly asked. Jaejoong hyung nodded his head, like a shy girl. Oh gosh, this is so cute. At the same time, I couldn’t help but

feel so pity with him. Everything is too complicated for him. They had separated, Yunho hyung abandon him or maybe not more? And

suddenly he knows Changmin is also in love with his lover. How unlucky his live?

 

“What did he said hyung? Tell us?” Junsu looked so eager to know. Surely, he missed Yunho hyung and Changmin so much. Jaejoong

hyung looked flustered. “Can’t tell you!” He said jokingly. “Hyung, please…” Junsu pouted a bit. “Junsu, are you not feeling shame?” I

teased again. “What? I just want to know, nothing more!” He pouted more. “Okay enough you two!” Jaejoong hyung interrupted both of

us. “He asked me did I already have my lunch today.” He said. I can see he was very happy. “Whoa…so romantic! Since when did

Yunho hyung become this cheesy?!” Junsu almost burst out laughter. “Shut up!” Jaejoong hyung looked so embarrassing. This

atmosphere, how nice it is! Only God know how much I hope Yunho hyung and Changmin hyung would be here.

 

“We go first, hyung! Take care of yourself!” I said at Jaejoong hyung. “You too! And Junsu, don’t be so immature!” Jaejoong hyung

pointed at Junsu. “Hyung, send my regard to Yunho hyung okay! Say to him that I miss him so much!” Junsu said happily. Jaejoong

hyung nodded his head.

 

I glanced at Junsu beside me. He was sitting silently at the passenger seat. I know he was thinking over something. “Hey, what are you

thinking about?!” I asked him. He looked shock. “Err, nothing!” He lied. “Yah, you are not good at lying!” I hit him with my one of my

hand. “Okay fine! I miss them so much.” He finally admitted. I already expected this. “Hey, believe me! The time that we will unite as five

will come, trust me!” I encouraged him. He forced a smile. “But when? It’s almost 2 years.” He sighed. I keep silent. Truly I also didn’t

know. Will we ever unite? Especially after what happened with Changmin?

 



 

 

 

Junsu POV

 

I landed my on my couch and looked around. There’s nobody. So lonely. I’m not used to this silence. I’m only used to Changmin’s

jokes, Yunho hyung’s voice, Jaejoong hyung’s nags and Yoochun teased. Everything is perfect for me at that time. But, we were so

immature. We choose to break the promise, we choose to leave our own dream. It is my fault? Or our fault? I don’t know anymore. At

that night, it was like a nightmare to me. I can clearly remember that night! Everything is so clear! Jaejoong’s hyung cry, Yunho hyung’s

loud voice, Changmin’s silent tears and Yoochun! Yoochun was locked himself in his own room. I was sitting there, emotionless at the

living room. I can hear Yunho hyung’s angry voice inside their room followed by Jaejoong hyung’s cries. I was so scared.

 

Then, I see Changmin. He was standing, walking to his room. “Changmin –ah!” I called him but he ignored me. He never ignored me

before. “Changmin –ah!” I run and grabbed his arm. “Don’t touch me!” He spat at me, yanking away his arm harshly. I was speechless.

This is not Changmin. “I hate you, betrayer!” He hissed and walked into his room, closing the door with a loud bang. My tears fall! It

hurt so much. My little brother that I had loved so much hates me! He even called me a betrayer! I can’t sleep at that night. After that

night, everything was not same anymore. Changmin hate us.

 

We were finally separated! No more TVXQ after that. I never saw Changmin and Yunho again after that. Luckily, Yunho hyung didn’t

break his relationship with Jaejoong hyung. I bet Jaejoong hyung will go insane if Yunho hyung ever did that. Then, we choose to form

a new group, JYJ. We just can’t live like this! Fans hate us, media banned us….nothing we could do. But, we keep going on and never

give up. Eventually, Yoochun and Jaejoong hyung was successful with their drama while I was active in musical. Now, I even had

launched my first solo album. Everything was going well but trusts me, it’s not the same anymore.

 

TVXQ comeback as duo! I should be happy because Yunho hyung finally fulfil his dream to make TVXQ shining again but honestly it

hurt so much. Jaejoong hyung, Yoochun and I should be there. Five of us should be there protecting TVXQ’s name together. But,

everything is too late. At that time, I can see the new Changmin. Changmin had changed to another person. His eyes show angered.

He is no longer the pure Changmin. He had changed so much. God, I want my Changmin back. I reached my phone. Suddenly, I feel

like want to call him. No, I was craving! Craving to hear his voice. Luckily, his number always had been saved in my phone. Will he

answer me this time?

 

I always trying to call him before but he never answered my call. Until that day, he is no longer using the same number. Luckily,

Eunhyuk was so nice. He gives me Changmin’s new number after I had begged him. But, I never try to call him. I was scared. Afraid he

might scold me. But, I deserve it. Slowly, I dialled his number. After a while, he finally picked the phone. “Hello?!” His voice! I was

speechless.

 

 

 

 

Hi everyone! I know this is fast but I only had one week. Please keep reading my fic and I hope you enjoyed it. Comment please...i was

worried about my plot...

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jaelicious
#1
i am yunjae shipper.just go with changmin's plan..
make it angsty..
PurpleCherry
#2
Chapter 10: I completely understand where Changmin is coming from; however, I do think that he is handling things the wrong way, not that I'm saying it should stop, because it is very realistic. In certain situations, people might do things a little more drastically than they should, but they do not realize at the time because they are driven by their emotions, raw emotion is powerful.

I think this is very realistic. And good too! :D
This makes me feel sad, though, Changmin in all of this despair. I feel for him. I feel for Yunho too, because he is in a position of choosing if this keeps up. Is YunJae the main couple of this fic? Will their ever be HoMin? Also, are Yoochun and Junsu together?

Nice story! Update soon, please :D
Alice-tvxq #3
Chapter 10: Go easy on yunjae ok ; LOVE IT .Waiting for your next update .
yanran
#4
Chapter 10: Changmin.. Max changmin our lord voldermin.. He.. Really a maknae..
=_=
YJsoNenie
#5
Chapter 8: omg chang minnie...you're evil. voldemin.
yanran
#6
Chapter 8: Changmin-ah... Don't minnie..do you know? because in your hearts them too valuable, that why when you be left behind, felt betrayed you became really hate, but actually you still love them. Realize that changmin ah.. Our baby maknae TT__TT


Author thanks for update
Chihana #7
Chapter 7: You are so good at describing their feelings, especially Changmin. I really feel bad for him. Also the confused and mixed up feelings Y and JJ are experiencing seem so real. Very good job with this. Please keep writing. Your english will improve the more you use it.
yanran
#8
Chapter 7: This just me? Why i feel minnie love just like brother love? Or may be brother complex
sinsin0501 #9
Chapter 7: I love yunjae