After 14 days orz...

I look around the house but it’s empty and lonely. Hugging the pillow, I help tries to comfort myself. I gaze up again, seeing no one but me, and then tears started to prickle down my eyes. I really hate being lonely.

It’s always like this, I will sleep without Hyukkie and I’ll wake up without him either. For years we’re apart, too close yet too far. I can’t blame him, even myself. Remembering our days back then, when we can cuddle on bed or eat together, it making my heart to ache. I miss the old days. I miss everything. I miss Hyukjae.
 

But I keep telling myself that I have nothing to worry. We’re still together anyway, it’s not like we’re parted forever. I keep on hoping for that yet it keeps on hurting me. I can’t wait any longer, I’m tired of this but I don’t have any choice. We don’t have any choice.
 

I blindly get my phone, dialing that familiar number but no one answered. Not even a single word and it’s really painful. I’ve been calling him for hours, hoping that I could hear his voice yet I failed. Now, I blame myself for not calling him earlier, for trying to revenge back to him. If I didn’t think of other things and just talk to him then we may be together. Spending the whole day together, just the two of us together.
 

I force myself to sleep, shutting my eyes tightly. Pictures of him invade my mind, again and again. I felt restless and lonely; I really want to see him. Sighing in defeat, I just sit up to grasp my phone once again, just to call Kyuhyun.
 

I could hear his grumpy voice and I felt really sorry for waking him up. Yet I didn’t hung up, I’m just lonely and I want to talk to someone.

“Hyung? Something wrong?”

“No. I’m just lonely and—”

“And I’m sleepy. For goodness sake, let me rest. Sungmin is whining a lot because of his headache and—“

“Okay, I get it! But let me ask if you have seen Hyukkie."

"Did you guys fight again?"

I lean my head on the head board, resting my tense shoulders. I don't really think me and Hyukkie fought, we didn't. But why isn't home yet? Why he isn't answering my calls? Did I do something wrong? Is he mad at me? What did I do?
 

"Okay, Hae. I can hear your heavy breathing so stop on being paranoid. I'm just asking okay? I didn't mean it so calm down."

"But why is he not home yet? He's not at his office, but then I found out he's not with granda either. What am I suppose to think right now?"

"Just don't jump into conclusions. You trust Eunhyuk don't you? He'll go home for sure."

"What if he didn't?"

"Donghae!"

"I'm sorry. I'm just lonely and-- I'm sorry Kyu."

"It's fine. I understand but don't stress yourself."

"Thanks and go back to your sleep."
 

I end the call, feeling lighter. Kyuhyun is right, I shouldn't think of other things. Maybe Hyukkie is doing something important, so I should not worry too much. I decide to continue my sleep and with Hyukjae's face in my mind, I drift into dream land.

--

The loud sounds from my phone wake me up. I groan before sitting up to get it. I manage to sleep an hour ago and this just ruins it. I couldn't see the caller's name; I'm still a tad dizzy for the sudden waking up. After rubbing my eyes, I stare at the screen only to see the name of the person I miss.


There's Hyukjae calling me right now and I just can't help but to be happy. With a huge smile, I press the answer button, too excited to talk to him. Maybe he did something to surprise me? I can't help myself but to   bit my lips to hide the idiotic grin lingering on my face.a

 

All my hopes are crushed when I heard the voice. It's not Hyukjae's, neither someone I know. It's a girl's voice and I don't know but I suddenly fist my hands, gripping the sheets underneath me. Then there I feel a sudden jealousy inside me. Anger, pain, confusion and doubt, it's just making mad like hell.
 

But I stop myself, maybe I'm just wrong. Maybe I'm assuming something overboard. I know Hyukkie won't do that to me, and I trust him. He's too good to cheat. No, he'll never do that. Right, it's not what I'm thinking. I'm just wrong.

"Is this Lee Hyukjae's boyfriend?"

"Yes but who are you?"

But before the girl could answer, I hear someone moan at the other line. I shivered. No, this can't be. That's not Hyukjae, that someone else. They're not doing something bad. No! He can't do that to me! He will never do that! He loves me! Hyukjae love me and only me.


"He's here with me."

A/N:

Shoot anonymous, anonymous...
After the 2 weeks break, I give you a chap
Okay kill me~

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Drama... drama... isn't it too early?
And yup, no Yoona
but who's tat girl >.>

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Finding Donghae - Hae as freaking Nemo lels
Her Love - Feautering ghost Hyuk lels

edit:

sorry peeps! gotta leave this story hanging for weeks. I got myself in some serious trouble...err I mean, writer's block. A big one so yeah. And please don't mention ever again, it hurts me for not being capable of writing it and it's making depress as hell. Also, the major reason of my hiatus.
Honestly, I regret writing all of this, a marriage fic without researching first... I'm such an idiot but I have some responsibilies... I just can't abandon this fic.

remember, don't mention ... it's smashing my brain.