My eyes are ing hurt but I insist to write...
Be grateful >.>

“You look like !”

“Yeah, I appreciate that a lot Kyuhyun.”

I’ve been staying till midnight again at my office, planning for the expansion of our company. It’s really hectic, I didn’t even get any proper sleep. Sometimes, I really miss how my bed feels and of course, sleeping together with Donghae since we haven’t done that for such a long time. It’s just so frustrating.

Kyuhyun then sit on my table, eying me as if I’m the weirdest he ever seen. Then he nods, as if he understand something but I’m too tired to care.

“Hyung, I think you need to get laid.”

With that, I accidentally rip a too important contract that cost millions. Damn you Kyuhyun, you little evil brat. I could only close my eyes and try to calm myself or else I’m going to kill him any time soon. He’s just so annoying yet he’s kind of right.

But I’m not going to say that, it will only make him happy. And I hate it.

“No, what I need is for you to leave.”

He snorts but stay still on my desk. Now, I glare at him so he also glare at me and we have quite a staring contest before he says, “Your ual frustration will eat you.”

“Hey! Who said I’m ually frustrated?”

“Uh? Your body? Seriously, you look like a .”

“I… I just miss Donghae…” I am really sad. We never meet for days since he’s also busy. Yesterday, I nearly die because I want to see him but my body can’t move. And I also tried to not go to work but then my secretary said I need to go to a meeting so early in the morning that he even drags me from my house. Such a heartless bastard.

“You just confirmed it! You miss Donghae since you’re ually frustrated!”

“Drop it Kyuhyun. I miss Donghae because I never seen him for days and that doesn’t mean that I want to feel his body on mine because he won’t allow me!”

“. . .”

We look at each for a moment and I dryly gulp the imaginary lump in my throat. Kyuhyun mouth that is originally is hanging open turned into a sly smirk and I really feel scared when I see him like that. What did I just say? Anyone just except Kyuhyun and of course, Heechul. Now I’m really dead.

“Donghae won’t allow you? Such a loser!”

“Kyuhyun… Just shut up and let me work…”

“Don’t tell me you’re afraid?”

I don’t know but I just snap and grab Kyuhyun by his collar. Instead of feeling scared, he smiles happily as if he succeeded on something. He succeeds on irritating me.

“Go out.”

He pries my hands away and smiles evilly while humming a tune as he went off my office. Something likes ‘Like a ’ of Madonna.

Damn him.

--

I went home when it’s like an hour after midnight and I’m kind of irritated or frustrated or whatever. I just don’t know, my mood is kind of not good. Donghae probably gone and I’ll sleep alone again. Why am I this lonely?

The house is kind of gloomy, it’s big and empty. Right now, I pity myself since I can’t enjoy my life. I don’t even have time to have fun or some bonding moments with my Hae. I’m such a pitiful creature.

Snapping out of my drama mode, I decided to go to our room and sleep, not even thinking of eating. And when I’m about to close my eyes and feel the bed, Donghae come out of the shower, wearing a damn towel and that’s it. He’s half- while I am ually frustrated.

Oh kill me now.

“H-hae, what are you…”

“Ah! Your home Hyukkie! My shift was moved for a few hours so I decided to take shower.” He smiles innocently contrasting with his smoking hot body in front of my eyes. I just want to get killed; this is just too much for me.

I lay on the bed, covering my self with a blanket up until my head. I’m suppose to be sleepy yet I can’t stop on thinking of him but I can’t. Kyuhyun this is all your fault!

I felt the bed squeak as Donghae sit on the side of it. I gulp dryly and pray to be calm. I must hold myself, hold yourself. Lee Hyukjae, stop being you idiot!

“Hyukkie, are you sick?” His hand gets the blank off my head while the other to check my temperature by putting it on my neck. I shivered a bit with his touches that I’m near on crying since this it too much tease. When he removes it on my neck, I sigh in relief but then when he hugs from the back, I nearly died.

“D-don’t you think… you need to go already?”

I could sense him pouting and it didn’t even help me. Just the image of his adorable face make me to be push on the edge of being insane. Donghae is just driving me crazy!

He then squishes me more before muttering, “I miss you Hyukkie.”

I could feel something spark on me. In a second I am already on top of him, seeing his flustered face and mouth wide open. And I just turned into a hungry beast, ravishing his mouth before he could close it. His lips are soft and he taste sweet that I think I’m addicted to it already.

I bit his lower lip that make him moan and it only make want me to hear more so I started on touching his bare chest. Everything just feels hot, we never kissed this way before and I can’t help but to think why. This just feels so good.

I parted our lips to inhale some air and I couldn’t help but look at him. And when I see him almost crying, I couldn’t help but to be guilty. Maybe I scared him, damn me.

“Hae, I’m sorry…” I get off him and caress his cheeks, wiping the tears away.

“I won’t do it again. Sorry if I scared you Hae.”

He wipes his eyes and sit up then hug me tightly. He’s shivering a little and it made me guiltier. I should have known that he will be shock if I did that.

“I’m sorry too Hyukkie. If I felt scared, maybe we should just do it…”

“No! No Donghae. I won’t push you okay? Once you’re ready then we’ll make love.” Then I peck his lips before hugging him again.

I prefer a sweet moment with him than having while he’s scared. Maybe some time, some time we’ll do it anyway.

“Uhmmm… shouldn’t you get dress already? I mean you’re getting late.” With that, he jumps off the bed and wear clothes quickly. I could only watch him while thinking how lucky am I to have this cute angel.

While he’s searching for something, he found the bag that Heechul gave me few days ago. I remember I haven’t open it since I won’t dare so I just hide it but Donghae found it. Oh no.

“What’s this Hyukkie?”

“Ah, some stuff Heechul gave me…”

“What? Heechul hyung?” Then he started on opening it before I could stop him. What will happen if he saw those ert stuff, he’ll get scared again!

“Oh! This is perfect!”

“What?”

“Ah… I’m the one who ask Heechul hyung for this stuff.”

What the… He asked also those stuffs from Heechul? Condoms, lubes… Donghae? Someone, tell me I’m hallucinating or else I’m going to kill myself.

“Heechul hyung is the best!”

He’s suppose to be innocent…

“Hyukkie let’s use this! It will be amazing!”

Oh my God…

“Donghae…”

“These cooking materials is so good! I can’t wait to use them!”

What?

I look at the bag and to my surprise, it’s full of pans, kitchen gloves and even cooking magazine. So this only means that Heechul fooled me? Damn it! I could imagine him now laughing at me with Kyuhyun on his side. Those bastards, they're having fun of me.

“Will you let me go to the kitchen Hyukkie?”

“Fine.”

“Yes!”

“But with my guidance okay?”

“Awww…”

Aisssh… at least Donghae is still innocent.

A/N:

my original message is long
and kind of irritating~

Just wanna say, I can't write
Kill me -_-
and some people here call me unnie...
hmmm, I'm 14 yrs old btw :P

This fic will have 20 chapters max

And don't kill on the drama I'm putting
I just love it... sorry :P

--heechan27