If it's you I think I can always smile
Description
When you think of Kim Himchan,you think of a cold boy who cared for nothing and nobody. When in reality he is just a young boy who got so hurt after his father left, that he closed his inner feelings up so know one sees how pathetic he really is. He live for 12 years of his life now with his cold mask on. No one saw his pain or cared for his real feelings, but when Himchan noticed how the new boy Yongguk looks at him, he felt like someone cared. Like someone could see right trough him and see his pain. . But what is when Himchan is so afraid that he pushs Yongguk away, the only person who cared for him..
Foreword
"Why do you want to leave me too like he did ?"
"I've had enough Himchan. I tried , i really did."
"No please.. don't do this to me. You're the only one who knows me. I'll do better you see"
"Then tell me how your feel"
"I-I don't understand what you mea-"
"You know exactly what I mean. See ? You're so afraid to get hurt then rather let me leave you , when you just have to tell me what you feel. I knew you from the begining Himchan. I saw right through your cold mask. I saw how lonely you felt and that you were in pain, because i were too. And i wanted to help you. I wanted to fill your cold eyes with happiness , but you just pushed me away- all the ing time. And I rather be in pain by leaving you then be hurt by you. I'm even hurt more now then before i met you . Himchan please.. stop this now. I love you. I loved you from the begining and I will love you to death. You just need to tell me the words i feel for you and everything is gonna be okay"
"Yongguk.. I-I.. I'm sorry bu-"
"Thought so.. Goodbye Himchan"
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Also thanks to seouldream_eunjung for making this wonderfull poster ^-^ <3<3
i feel like give you a spoiler ._. haha let me tell you .. y yongguki is going to finally take his place in this story ^-^
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