I Got To Love You, No One Else Above You

Love Essence

(Guys, I'm sorry T_T But this is going to be a small chapter, but I hope to have more ideas in the future. Please support me T_T. I know I took forever to finally update, and I' m reallyy sorry. I needed to figure out what to write for this chapter, and I got lost xD. I also just got out of school recently, so yay! It's summer~. Again, thanks for being so patient and please dont hate me D:. This chapter was inspired by SHINHWA's song "Venus". I've been obsessed with Shinhwa since I've been listening to "This Love". It's really good ^^. Here is the video~ (with Eng. Romanizationhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JbBT6_7K6U The lyrics match Donghae's feelings perfectly. )

 

(NARRATOR)

Sae-Rin was laying in her bed listening to music, when she got up and put on an outfit and some shoes. She walked into her bathroom and straightened her hair, and then went back to the window, and opened her door to her balcony. "I've had enough of this.." She said, and jumped off her balcony rail and onto a tree branch and climbed down.

"I..want to see you, Kiseop and everyone else..but I think I shouldn't, I was a burden to you guys, and Leeteuk is extremely pissed off. Despite your efforts, I'm not even allowed to see you guys." Sae-Rin said as she walked down the road towards the gates. The time was 5PM, getting close to sunset. Donghae watched her from his bedroom window, and decided to follow her.

 

(SAE-RIN'S POV)

I was walking down to the gate in a hurry, since I was sneaking out and I had a feeling that I only had 5 seconds to get down the gate and jump it. I finally ran to the gate and looked behind, to see if anyone had saw, I didn't see anyone but I did see shadows of the guys inside the house. I hurried along and took a slow walk. I hated being away from Kiseop and the other guys.

*Why is it that I only felt like I was alive around them or around Donghae?..* I wondered, as I looked up at the moon. *It could be because of how much Leeteuk kinda stabbed your heart.* I thought again to myself. What was I doing, thinking to myself like that?..

I walked to the shopping district when I tripped over someone and nearly fell until I caught my balance by placing a hand on the wall. "Sorry...I didn't mean to.." I said softly, bowing my head down in apology. THat was when I felt someone grab my wrist and shove me against the wall.

"YAH!!! Let go of me you ert!!.." I used a martial art kick and managed to make him fall. "Why you ! Someone needs to teach you a lesson..." The guy said, standing back up.

*!!! I need to run into a store or somewhere...* I thought and took off in a run, and ran into the nearest store. Tears were about to fall, since I probably could have just gotten or even murdered, since there is a lot of crime in this distirict. I jerked out my phone and dialed someone.

 

(DONGHAE'S POV)

I took a trip outside, as soon as I heard something drop from upstairs. I bet it was Sae-Rin. "Aish..Sae-Rin, why jump out the window?" I asked myself outloud when I was far enough from the door, making sure the others didn't hear me. To be honest, I didn't like how Leeteuk was that harsh to her. I understood why Leeteuk was angry about Sae-Rin not following his instructions, but she couldn't have just stayed locked up the whole week. She would've gone insane...

I followed Sae-Rin from behind. It sounds kind of stalkerish, but I just wanted to be there incase anything happened. As she was walking, I realized how much of a goddess she looked whenever the moonlight would reflect on her skin, hair, and eyes. She was truely a beautiful girl.

*I want to win you over, Rinnie..* I thought to myself. I continued to walk, and then I realized Sae-Rin was heading towards the distric where a lot of crime takes place. I hurried my footsteps and eventually caught up enough, but ended up losing sight of her again.

My heart was racing, and I had to stop to take a breath. "Aish!! Sae-Rin please be careful!! Wait for me." 

After resting a little, I heard a scream and ran towards the direction of the sound. I had just reached there when my cell phone rang. 

"O-oppa..come to the music store. Ppalli. I'm scared to walk out alone around here!"  Sae-Rin cried on the other side of the phone. "Arrasso, I'm on my way just stay there. Where are you at?" I asked, then started to walk with her giving me directions, and then I saw her. 

*Sae-Rin, I'm here.* I thought and then rushed into the store and held her tightly. "It's okay, oppa's here now." I said, my chin on her head as I held her close, trying to calm her down.

"Shh..it's okay." I said into her ear in the softest voice possible. I wanted to just kiss her. 

After awhile, she eventually calmed down enough, and stopped crying on my shirt, and I lead her outside with her hand on my arm. I thought of this incase that decided to return. 

Sure enough, he saw us, and walked over. "Yah, this girl was mine!" He said. I smiled and looked at him . "Really? This is my girlfriend and I'd appreciate it if you stopped touching her. " I said, and then turned to walk away with her.

"T-thanks Donghae oppa.." Sae-Rin whispered, I can tell she was still shaken out. "No problem. It'll be okay Rinnie. I'm here." I gave her my derpiest smile, which made her giggle and smile too. She was so precious to me.

I took her out to the ice cream shop not too far from where she was, and bought us both coffees and ice cream so she can calm down a little. "Hey, Sae-Rin, I want to take you some place special to me." I

"Where is it, oppa?" Sae-Rin asked and then got up to take her trash into the trashcan. "Hm~ You'll have to wait!" I smiled and blindfolded her, and got into a taxi and asked them to take us to Mokpo.

"Yah, this makes me nervous, Donghae!" Sae-Rin said, still smiling though. She's like a litte kid when it comes to traveling places. I couldn't help but laugh. Soon, we arrived to the spot and I helped her out of the car and took off the blind fold.

"Donghae?..Isn't this where...." Sae-Rin said, looking around. I nodded. "Yes, my father is buried here. I figured I'd bring you, because it's lonely when I come here alone." I responded back, and walked down the road , close to the lake.

"But...you only bring people who are extremely special to you he----...Oh.." Sae-Rin blushed, and followed afterwards, realizing why I brought her here.

I simply just smiled, and lead her down the lake side towards where my father was laid. "Yes. You are very special to me. I could never figure out how to tell you, though; that's when I thought of this. I'm sorry about Leeteuk hyung's actions, I don't think your punishment should have been THAT harsh." She looked at me for a moment, then back at the water.

"Yeah..it was, but I know he doesn't want me around Kiseop. He thinks Kiseop will be a jerk again." She said quietly, picking up a rock on the ground and skips it across the water.

I couldn't help but be drawn to her. She was so pretty, even when she has those sad eyes. I want to make it all better for her. I pulled her close into a hug and whispered softly; "Joahaeyo." 

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Hello guys~ I'm so sorry I havn't posted anything in nearly a half a year. I totally forgot I had a asianfanfics, plus I didn't think this chapter would be all that good. ^^. Well, here it is, and I hope you enjoy it<3. I also apologize for all the weird font sizes. I've kind of forgotten how to work this;; *Sweatdrop*

Thank you to all my wonderful subscribers, and I promise to be a lot more active as my New Year's resolution!! OH, and Merry (late) Christmas!

 

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Yesungluver #1
Chapter 9: I understand sae Rin a lot I mean my appa was stopping me from looking at lee taemin
poohbear_98 #2
Chapter 7: Very good chapter! Loved it so much even though you know my bias from ukiss is eli. Makes me feel like sae-rin somewhat I understand her anger! :)
dreamgirlduckiebunny #3
Chapter 1: This is really good unnie keep writing. Araso. I know I'm not a big Kiseop or Donghae fan but I know people will want to read it and why is it marked M? I didn't understand that part.
BBisVIP_Love #4
Totally gonna read your story XD