This songs for you dear miss, long time no see
Thank you for helping me realize the extent of my love
I learned that I think of you when it rains
and how to control myself
I learned it all from you. I fall asleep today thinking of you again
The tears that pool under my eyes flow down my face, just thanks

After weeks of trying to forget you, I saw you from afar at a music program. It was raining again that day, like how it was when we went to watch the sun rise. You looked tired and overworked. How i longed to drag you away and let you rest on my shoulder just like that time on the train. I knew i would think of you again that night. I also knew that along with thinking of you again, i would also feel the tidal wave of emotions that i’ve been suppressing come crashing, swallowing me and i would cry myself to sleep.

I wake up and let out a regretful sigh
I knew you were hurt but I always ignored it
I hurt you like that because I didn’t know how to love

When i woke up the next day, i was still thinking of you. I still hadn’t recovered from my aching heart. But some part of me, was always telling me to just spill my feelings for you, because if you did not love me too, you would not have been concerned about my well being. You would not have concerned yourself over my health. You would not have been angry & worried when you didn’t hear anything from me for 1 month. But i was a coward and i didn’t want to risk anything at the peak of CN Blue’s success.

I expected to receive everything
My foolish love bruised your heart
and your tears never dried
But I didn’t know it back then.
I only wounded your exhausted love.
You can’t hear me even if I call you now, my mind

“Seohyun-ah saranghanda” i shouted. They asked me who was prettier, you or Son Eunseo. I chose you because for one, your obviously prettier (maybe i’m just biased) but also because I remembered i had promised to always choose you when they asked me this sort of question. The MC then continued on to asking if i loved you. Before i knew what i was doing, i shouted that i loved you on the broadcast. Realizing what i had done, i sat down quickly and thought out loud, “what do i do?”. I expected you to call me or text me about this incident, but little did i know you were hurting because of this.

I’ll keep all those words I spoke to you, the smile I showed you
and my trust in you.
I can’t promise that I’ll forget you.
When the time solves it all, I’ll let you go with a smile.
Just please my mind is true

A/N: Hello readers, here is the second chapter, hope you guys will like it. More yongseo coming up in the following chapters, stay tuned and comment^^