A/N: I felt guilty for not posting for so long so here's the first part of this chapter, i'll update again in a few days but please enjoy this short chapter on the events during and right after the car crash in Seohyun's subconcious state

Seohyun POV

 Pain, heart wrenching pain. It wouldn’t subside no matter what i did, it just kept on throbbing in chest where my heart is. Darkness, nothing but darkness. I couldn't escape from it. I couldn't see where I was going. I just knew I had to get away from all this pain and darkness. I got up and tried and tried again to get away from the darkness. I ran and ran but it felt like my legs were moving while i stayed in that same spot. Soon my legs gave way. I was so afraid that if I couldn't get away, I would eventually be swallowed by the pain and darkness. There was nothing I could do in the moment to get rid of it. So i just closed my eyes and stayed there helplessly and prayed. I prayed and prayed to god to take pity on me and get rid of all the agony I'm in.  

Suddenly a bright light shone before me, the beams of it that touched me gave me comfort and warmth as If welcoming me into it. I took a step in and I saw someone there. He had two white wings made with pristine feathers which looked soft enough to give comfort and warmth. There was something so familiar about him but I couldn't exactly pin point it. I looked up to see his face but it was covered by a vintage masquerade mask with intricate details on it. 

"Hyun~" he cooed, with a voice so familiar and melodious. "Who are you?" I  managed to squeak my voice on the verge of cracking. The melodious voice spoke again saying " I came here to save you from all your suffering." He took slow steps towards me while encircling me within his warm wings as his arms were enveloping me into a hug. As he hugged me all the heart wrenching pain was slowly subsiding. "Do you wanna forget all these pain, my dear?" he cooed as if he was lulling a child to sleep. "Yes, i would give up anything." I said almost frantically. "And so it shall be, my dear..." he whispered. He hummed a lullaby while still holding me in his arms. Slowly but surely I was beginning to relax and slowly letting this warmth envelope me and lull me to sleep...