I don't think I can do it...

Hard to Love

---JIHYUN POV---

Today is the day after yesterday horriible incident. I can't even brought that up to Jieun-_- urghh

"Jihyun!" Jieun called me, as it's lunch time already

"Oh hey!" I greet her back, as she spun around the chair infront of me and eat with me again

"So.. how's it going yesterday with L oppa?" she asked

"Well, it's kinda failed.. since, something happened yesterday" I mumbled the last part quietly

"What? What happened?" oh damn, she heard it

I told her everything, from my first meeting with that group until L oppa.. saved me

"Oh.. I see.. I'm, so sorry" she looked down

"Don't be! It's nor your fault!" I panicked

"But.. it's me who told you to avoid L oppa. If you didn't avoid him, you will still be walking home with him"

"But it's my choice to believe you, so.. it's my fault! After all, he avoided me too.." I sighed

Jieun looked up, and sighed also

"I'm sorry, I know it's hard avoiding him knowing that you have some kind of feelings to him" Jieun explained

"Me?! I have some feelings?!" I widened my eyes

"Yeah, I mean, it looks so obvious" Jieun smirked

I feel my cheeks burning, urghh.. it's so embarassingg....

"It's okay, I don't forced you to avoid him. But, just be careful" Jieun warned

I nodded.. haaahhh, I don't think I can avoid him any further, knowing he care for me. I know, I shouldn't get my hopes high but..

---MYUNGSOO POV---

"Soooo, how's it going with Jihyun yesterday?" Seunghyun asked me

Me, as usual, I slumped into the table. Since Jihyun didn't text me that she want to go to the canteen with us or something similiar to that

"Well, I can't get my eyes off her now, that's for sure" I sighed

"Why?"

"She got attacked by some crazy young hormones"

"What?! Our goddess?! Damn if I met them I'll--"

"Relax, nothing happened. I rescued her in time"

"So.. how about your decision erasing your player image off?" he smirked

"Seunghyun, keep on dreaming" I got up, and walked out the class

"Hey! Where're you going?" he shouted

"Girls" I said, and walked through the corridor

Obviously, they all are asking me to have s*x with me and they're me with their eyes.

Maybe if I get close with one of them..

---JIHYUN POV---

"Oh, Jieun, I'm going to the toilet for a min" I stood up, and Jieun nodded

I walked out the class and towards the corridor

As I walk, suddenly, there're pair of couple making out a hot session in the corridor

Sheeshh, get a room!

I passed by the couple--

"L oppa.." I accidentally called him, I can't believe it, it's him. This is the first time I saw him making-out with some random girl...

His eyes opened quickly, and looked at me with a panicked face

"Jihyun-ah.." he released the kiss, and his eyes widened

I don't know what happened but, my heart... it hurts so badly right now.

It stings

In pain

Broken into million pieces

What the hell am I feeling?!

"I-I'm s-s-sorry" I stuttered as I bowed, damn why did I stutter?!

I quickly rush to the toilet. Not wanting to see his face right now

"Jihyun! Wait!" L oppa yelled as I can sense him chasing me

I manage to arrived at the toilet and immediately went in the ladies' toilet

I got in one of the cubicles and lock myself

My breath become uneven, my chest is going up and down.

Tears starting to form, my vision become all blurry

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? Am I jealous?

---MYUNGSOO POV---

I stopped running as Jihyun got in the toilet

"AISH!" I punch the wall, and sighed

Why did I feel so guilty?

Why did I chased her?

What am I doing right now?

"Oppaa~ Why did you leave me?" suddenly, some random girl crept up from my back

"Just leave me alone. I'm not in the mood all of the sudden. Go away" I walked away, leaving her

I ruffled my hair. Aiiisssshh, being catch by Jihyun is the thing I'm avoiding all along and now?

"Dammit!" I cursed

I hate it so much when she saw it. And on top of that, she even apologized to me! What is she thinking?

I must apologize to her no matter what!

---JIEUN POV---

When Jihyun came back, she's ruined. Her red eyes, messy hair, messy uniform

"Omg Jihyun what happened to you?" I quickly stood up and grab her shoulders

She muted, like a doll. A broken-hearted doll who's been thrown away by her master

"I'll bring you to the clinic" I hugged her arms, and dragged her to the clinic

On the way to the clinic, we met.. L oppa

"Jihyun.." his eyes widened, and his face look surprised. Maybe because of what she looks like now?

"Let's go in quickly" Jihyun immediately rushed into the clinic

"Wait, Jihyun! Let me--" and SLAM! Jihyun slammed the clinic's door in his face

I brought her to one of the bed and lay her down

Eventually, the nurse isn't here.. Oh well, might as well I accompany Jihyun

"So.. what happened?" I asked

"Saw L oppa make-out with some random girl" she mumbled

I don't know why but I can clearly hear her mumbling

"And you feel jealous?"

She sighed and reply "I don't know"

I feel sorry for her. Amongst all of the good men, she fell in love with the player L..

"Soo.. what are you going to do now?" I asked

"Avoiding him is the best thing I could do right now" she replied, and closed her eyes, getting a rest

----JIHYUN POV---

Everything Jieun said become a reality.

Why should I attracted at L oppa from the beginning?

I don't think I can do it anymore.. loving him. It's too hard, knowing he's a player


Updated! Oh sheeshh I planned to update yesterday but I got all sleepy and zzz

But, I'm thinking about double update, how about zhat?!

So, enjoy the story and STAY TUNE<3

 

 

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SummerLuv #1
Chapter 46: Ehhhh, why do her parents still get her into an arranged marriage even though she got someone in mind at that time. OMGGGG and I didn't expect her to end up with ljoe. I prefer her with myungsoo, he did so much for her yet in the end he still suffered ):
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 47: Awwww the three of them are still hanging out together like the past xD
I thought they got married already.........
Ryeosomnia_
#3
Chapter 47: Oh its jihyun
Ryeosomnia_
#4
Chapter 47: That was a good fanfic! I don't know why but i was kind of hoping Myungsoo to be with the girl. Sorry i forgot her name
mee_ya
#5
Chapter 47: Ow yeah!!!! Sequel!!!!!! Huahauhauhauhuahauhaaaaaaaa
Koobaby
#6
Chapter 46: Omgggg something interesting gonna happen!! I can feel it!!!
Sava1333
#7
Chapter 46: AWWW, IT'S OVER NOW? ;W;
Well, I'm looking forward too the sequel! And if you compare this chapter to the first one your writing has improved a lot. ^_^
Good luck on future stories, I'll be reading them! :)
sincerely-me
#8
Chapter 46: Its end already?? *crying* ah well , LOVE IT SO MUCH! DAEBAK AUTHORNIM! sequel neh? *aegyomaking*
sincerely-me
#9
Chapter 45: hahahahah i love this chapter so much! ! But poor myungsoo.. Well.he need to study. i am so cruel. Haha
-Jihan-
#10
Chapter 45: she is so adorable ! and poor Joey he was in tatal shock with the kiss