3 Days Left
Hard to Love---MYUNGSOO POV---
"Oppa!" Jihyun came running to me, as I'm waiting for her afterschool at the front gate
"Oh hey baby" I hugged her tightly, as she jumped into my arms
"Oppa are you bored yesterday? I'm sorry that I went with L.Joe oppa" she pouted, and circled her arms around my neck, as I circled mine around her waist
"It's okay. Afterall--" I stopped mid-tracked, almost telling her about my scholarship
"What?" she blinked
"Oh, nothing" I released her, as I turned around and took a deep breath
"Waeyo?" her face popped up suddenly infront of me and tilted her head
"Nothing" I smiled, reasurring her
"I don't believe you" she frowned
I sighed. How can I tell her? What should I say? What to start?
"It's nothing, really. Come on" I rubbed her palms, as she looked into my eyes
I gulped, as she sighed and nodded her head
"Okay. I believe in you. Come on oppa, let's go to-- oh my!" Jihyun turned around and jumped as soon as a car stopped infront of us
"L.Joe oppa!" she called out, and ran towards the car
I feel my heart hurts, and ache a lot. The sight of my girlfriend running to other boy is not a very happy sight.
She chatted happily with him, by the car-window. As I made my way to her
"Oh oppa" she turned around, and looked at me
"L.Joe oppa offered us a car ride to the cafe! Come on" she jumped excitedly
"Jihyun-ah.." I held her shoulder
"Could you.. walk with me to the cafe?" I pleaded
Her face immediately changed, into the confused, and frowning Jihyun.
"What?" she pouted
"Please? I need to talk with you" I smiled, and held her hands, tightly.
She seems to get my signs, as she nodded and told L.Joe to go first.
L.Joe nodded, as he took a glance at me and smiled, before zoomed off.
I held her hands, as we walked down the street. When suddenly she stopped, and looked at me
"What's the matter oppa? You've been acting funny lately" she released my hand, and palmed my cheeks, with a warm smile.
I smiled at the warmness, and the long-lost affection.
"Jihyun.." I took her hands and kept it away from my cheeks
"Yes?"
"Could you please stay away from L.Joe?" I begged
Her face changed again, and there she is, frowning again.
"What? Oppa, you know I can't--"
"Please? I feel insecure. I don't want you to be with other men" I pleaded
And then, there's silence. Her head hung low as she didn't answered me.
But I think--
The answers is pretty clear, for me.
"Jihyun" I called out, as she looked at me
"Let's break up" I said, with looking straight into her eyes
Her eyes widened, and she bit her lips.
"Yah, oppa, don't joke. This is not the time to--"
"Jihyun.. You know I love you so much. The thing is, you don't love me anymore" I tried hard not to smile and acted cold.
Yes, this is the right thing to do. I'm doing the right thing. Myungsoo, you're really awesome right now. I'm so proud of you.
She just muted, and her eyes started to get red and all teary.
I'm sorry Jihyun, but this is the best for both of us.
"Then.." she started speaking, with her shaky voice
"Then, whom do I love?" she stated
I inhaled deep breath, as I'm ready to say his name.
Yes, his name.
"L.Joe. You love him. It's not me anymore" I answered
A drop of tears rolled down her cheeks, as she started to sobs, and muffled her crying.
"Jihyun.. I love you but.. we must end this relationship" I hugged her, for the last time.
For the last time, inhaling her scents.
Feeling all her warmness.
Embracing her in my arms.
Remembering our good times, when I'm with her.
And, having her. To be mine, only. For the last time.
Aww, I feel a little sad when I read the last part. Myungsoooo I'm here for you just come hereee!
And sorry for the "only" Myungsoo POV for the last 3 chapters (if I'm not wrong). It's easier to see things from his perspective (I think) LOL
And since so much of you commented to update, here it is! I kinda rushed, so.. I'm sorry if it's not as you all expected huhu v_v
The next update probably when I have holiday. ONLY PROBABLY. HOHOHO.
Enjoy reading and STAY TUNE<3
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