Go Away

Hard to Love

---JIHYUN POV---

After crying a lot, L.Joe oppa took me home, with me trying to apply make-up to my redden eyes

Not long after I finished applying make-up, we arrived at my home

"Thanks oppa, I'm sorry for today" I smiled, and unbuckle the seat belt

"It's okay, I had fun though" he chuckled

"So, seeing me crying is fun?" I teased

"Oh! Not that!" he panicked

"Hahahaha, it's okay oppa. Thanks for today, and for the penguin also" I got out from the car and closed the door

He zoomed off somewhere, while I get in the house

"Baby, you're back! It's just 6pm. You should've had dinner with him" mom greeted me as soon as I got in

"Nah mom, I'm tired. I'm going upstairs" I walked quickly and get in my room

Thank God mom didn't realized my redden eyes, no, it looks all swollen now. Urrghhh

I HATE YOU KIM MYUNGSOO, why did you make me like this? I hate it! I hate you! ARRGHH

I throw myself to my bed, and buried my face to my pillow

And then, there's goes my phone's buzz

Are you okay? Any better now?

Don't do anything stupid like suicide, okay? It could be only a misunderstanding

Take care

L.Joe oppa

Hahaha, me thinking about suicide?

I'm ok. Don't worry.

I'm not thinking about suicide. And I doubt it's only a misunderstanding

But thanks for worrying me, oppa. Goodnight

and sent. I take off the battery from my phone and tossed it to my desk

ARGGHH Kim Myungsoo you.. really, I never imagine any of this will happened

Does that mean, all this time, it's only a fake act? You just trying to win over my heart then mission accomplished?

aisshh jinjaa! Why am I so stupid?! Tears starting to flow again, aissh, this man really wants to make my tears completely dried

I rolled over my bed, jumping for a moment, throwing my pillows, punching the walls, which made my knuckles bleed. ..

Aaaahh I don't know anymore!

I went to the bathroom, wash the blood and wrapped the injuries, which hurts a lot

But this injuries can't compared to what I feel, what I experienced, in my heart

I pick up all the pillows, and tidy up my messy room which I ruined earlier

No appetite to eat dinner, I immediately went to sleep. Not wanting to go to school tomorrow urrghhh

"UNNIEEE!" I immediately opened my eyes

"Jihyee.." I mumbled

"Unnie, your husband is waiting for you already. Get up!"

I looked over the window and.. it's morning already

It seems like I just closed my eyes

"Oh, and unnie, what happened to you? You look ruined. Your red, swollen eyes, your knuckles, and you even didn't join us for dinner!" Jihye asked with a worried face in her face

Well, at least she can showed a worried face

"Nothing. Just get out, I'll get ready now" I said

She nodded, and went out of my room

I quickly showered, and wrapped a new bandage over my knuckles. Well, it looks like I just had some fights with those punks, hahahaha

I packed my books, and.. my phone!

I took the battery and turn on my phone back

I slip my phone to my skirt's pocket and ran downstairs

"Bye mom, dad, Jihye" I said goodbyes and went outside

"Jihyun, eat some breakfa--" and I slammed the door shut, not hearing what mom's said

Hell, I don't even have appetite to eat breakfast

I immediately get on the car, and closed the door

"Morning oppa" I greeted

"You okay? You don't like--"

"Just drive oppa" I looked out the window, not wanting any conversation to happened

I'm just too tired, to talk, to explain, to.. whatever

I took out my phone, maybe playing some games won't hurt--

You've got 20 new messages from Myungsoo oppa<3

What the hell.. he texted me? For what?

I checked one by one, hoping that will be some explanation about the girl I saw--

Nothing. Absolutely nothing. He didn't say any word about that girl.

All he texted me is his fake worrying sentence, his sweet for nothings sentence, his ILY sentence, how he missed me, bla bla bla urrghh I'm sick of it

I kept my phone back, great. That just ruined my mood even worst

We arrived at my school's gate, and I said the usual goodbyes and thanks to L.Joe oppa, and off he goes

I walked with a ruined mood, and there he is. Leaning by the entrance's door. Urggh I'm so sick seeing his fake smile right now

"Morning babe, why you didn't texted me back?" he said, as I walked closer to him. He gave me one of his playboy smirk

Instead of replying him, I just walked passed him. No greetings for him, no more smiling for him, no more.. whatever

"Wait babee!" he called me, as I walked faster to my class

"Baby!" he managed to stopped me by gripping to my wrists

"Why are you leaving me-- OMG, baby what happened to your knuckles?!" his eyes widened, realizing my wrapped knuckles

Oh please, like you even care

"Why don't you ask yourself?" I replied shortly, and pulled my wrists from his grip

"Wait, baby!" he chased me again

"Urghhh pleasee, don't baby-baby me!" I stopped walking, and stomped my feet in frustration

"What's the matter?" he asked

"Go away. I had no intention to talk with you again, EVER!" I yelled in his face, and stomping away with anger

He made my mood worst, and my heart ache so much. Whenever I see his face, those images keep replaying in my mind

Good thing he left me. If not, I don't know what to do

I walked into my class, and being greeted by Jieun

"Jihyun! What happened between you and Myungsoo oppa?" she looks surprised

I dragged Jieun to my seat and told her what happened

"Well, Jihyun. You're wrong for acting this way. You should've talked it out with Myungsoo oppa" she adviced, after hearing everything out

"Whatever Jieun, I don't have any intention to talk with him, or meet him. Every time I saw his face, it's like, those images keep on replaying in my mind. I hate it so much!" I ruffled my hair, and slumped into the table

"Jihyun--"

"Why? When I already love him, he easily played with other girls?" I bit my lips, helding in my tears

Jieun sat infront of me, silently. She just patted my head.

---MYUNGSOO POV---

I stood there, dumbfounded.

She, just yelled at me, right?

People started to whisper to each other. Shoot, I better get outta here

I walked to my class and being greeted by Seunghyun

"Hey, what happened between you and Jihyun?" he asked

I dragged him to my seat, and he sat infront of me

"Heck, Seung, I don't know what happened. When I met her this morning, she already acted that way" I scratched my head

"Really?"

"Yeah! And on topof that, she looked ruined! Her puffy, red, swollen, eyes. Her wrapped knuckles--"

"Wait, she had injuries? Does she fights with someone else or--"

"I don't know Seung! When I asked her things, she's like 'don't baby-baby me' and 'I had no intention to talk to you again, ever'" I sighed

"What did you do to her?" Seunghyun looks annoyed

"I don't do anything! She said, 'why don't you ask yourself'"

"Well, you should ask yourself then" Seunghyun sighed, and walked back to his seat

I groaned in frustration. What did I do? I never broke her heart, or cancelling our promises

Did something happened between her and L.Joe? But, if something happened between them, there's no way she will get mad at me

Urgghh I'm so confused right now. AARGHHH


I feel so happy typing this chapter, it feels good and some dramas! Hehehehe<3 I'm naughty and bad, yes :p

I'm back in school on Thursday, so.. there will be many updates! (maybe :$)

Anyway, enjoy the story and STAY TUNE<3

 

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SummerLuv #1
Chapter 46: Ehhhh, why do her parents still get her into an arranged marriage even though she got someone in mind at that time. OMGGGG and I didn't expect her to end up with ljoe. I prefer her with myungsoo, he did so much for her yet in the end he still suffered ):
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 47: Awwww the three of them are still hanging out together like the past xD
I thought they got married already.........
Ryeosomnia_
#3
Chapter 47: Oh its jihyun
Ryeosomnia_
#4
Chapter 47: That was a good fanfic! I don't know why but i was kind of hoping Myungsoo to be with the girl. Sorry i forgot her name
mee_ya
#5
Chapter 47: Ow yeah!!!! Sequel!!!!!! Huahauhauhauhuahauhaaaaaaaa
Koobaby
#6
Chapter 46: Omgggg something interesting gonna happen!! I can feel it!!!
Sava1333
#7
Chapter 46: AWWW, IT'S OVER NOW? ;W;
Well, I'm looking forward too the sequel! And if you compare this chapter to the first one your writing has improved a lot. ^_^
Good luck on future stories, I'll be reading them! :)
sincerely-me
#8
Chapter 46: Its end already?? *crying* ah well , LOVE IT SO MUCH! DAEBAK AUTHORNIM! sequel neh? *aegyomaking*
sincerely-me
#9
Chapter 45: hahahahah i love this chapter so much! ! But poor myungsoo.. Well.he need to study. i am so cruel. Haha
-Jihan-
#10
Chapter 45: she is so adorable ! and poor Joey he was in tatal shock with the kiss