1 Month Later

Hard to Love

---JIHYUN POV---

Today is Sunday. It's 4 noon already and I'm sitting on the swings at the park I usually hang-out with L oppa

You guys must be confused right why I don't went on a date with him? Well--

*FLASHBACK*

"Oppa, I'm sorry I can't accept you" I said as he decided to meet me after class to hear my answer

"What?" he widened his eyes. Yep, that's my answers, I mean it everyone

"I'm sorry oppa, but I'm still not sure whether I love you or not" I looked down, afraid that he will get mad on me

And then, there's silence. Maybe he's really mad?

"Okay then.." he took a deep breath

I looked at him and he didn't--leave?

"I'll give you one more month again to decided, deal?" oh, he hasn't finished his sentence

I think, why not? What's the harm of it? I bet nothing will change...

"Sure" I nodded

He jumped like a little kid. Well, he looks so gloomy earlier-_-

"Love youu" he hugged me

I blushed, and pushed him away

"We got jobs to do. Come on" I feel my heart beat faster as I quickly walk leaving him. I shouldn't love him, no I shouldn't

"Wait for me" he shouted

*END OF FLASHBACK*

And so, today is the end of our deal. The last deal, no more extended time

Jihyun, you can't lie to yourself anymore, you do love him. And you have to accept his past!

Something really changed! You really fell for him!

"Baby!" I heard his voice from a far

I get up from my swings as he stood infront of me already, with panting and huffing and sweating, a lot

"Tired oppa?" I wiped his sweats that are rolling down his forehead

"It's okay" he breath eventually got steady and he looked at me

"So, may I have my answer now? I don't want a no coming out from your mouth, you hear me?" he winked

I giggles, maybe a little teasing won't hurt?

"Sorry oppa, but no. I just want us to be friends! It's better that way!" I smiled

His face got shocked, and it feels like he just got strucked by a thunder

"Wh-what?" he stuttered

"Sorry oppa. But--"

"Jihyun, please. How about another chance? How about, another month?" he look panicked

I giggles, and kiss him on the cheeks. Heck, why did I done that?

"Just kidding oppa, I just want to tease you. I want to be your girlfriend" I mehrong

He got all red, and stopped moving. So cute<3

"Sorry oppa for teasing you. But I meant it when I said I want to be your girlfriend" I winked and he sighed in relief, I guess?

"Oppa how about--"

He suddenly hugged me, I even can't finish my sentence. I feel my cheeks burning like crazy and I don't know where to put my hands-_-

"I love you" he whispered

"Me too.." I whispered back, in a verrryy small voice. I hope he heard it though

"Don't tease me like that again, okay? I'm scared, having the thought losing you after all the things I've done for you, after all the moments we shared.." he hugged tighter

"Okay oppa, I promised. Wait--" I pushed him, thinking about the line 'after all the things I've done for you'

He looked confused, and asked why

"What does oppa mean by 'after all the things I've done for you'? Does it mean you don't like to sacrifice other girls for me?" I crossed my arms, started my teasing again ;)

"Eh-eh? No no! I don't mean like--"

"I'm going to reject you then. Hmph" I looked away, with a fake-mad face

"Wait Jihyun, it's not like--"

"I'm just kidding oppa. Sorryy HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" I can't held in my laughter anymore, so I cracked up, seeing his expressions is the best!

He looked at me in disbelief and he suddenly gripped my wrists, tightly

"Hahaha, wait oppa, too tight!" I stopped my laughter after he suddenly leaned in closer

"Payback" he ..

HE KISSED ME, ON THE LIPS! WHAT THE--

And it's not a ordinary peck! It's something everyone called by the 'french kiss'! (Where the tongue is involved in the kissing)

I tried to push him but, yeah, he gripped tightly on my wrists. My legs feel weak and wobbly as he kissed deeper and deeper.

It's kinda, good I guess? Wait Jihyun, it's not the time to think something like that!

"Mmphh" I barely can talk, as he keep on attacking my mouth with his tongue and every sound that escaped from my mouth become a moan, which make him become more excited

After a good few minutes, he pulled back. I panted, feeling tired and good at the same time

"Got you" L oppa also panting, but he still can smirked

"Aish oppa such a " I smack his chest lightly, since I still feel all wobbly

"Do you want to continue? On my apartment or your house?" he winked

I gaped, and feel my cheeks burning again. This early?! YOU'RE KIDDING ME?!

"What?! Oppa, you're reaaally the biggest player" I said in disbelief and walked towards my home

"Hey wait Jihyun, I'm just kidding!" he chased me and walked beside me

"Yeah whatever" I rolled my eyes, avoiding eye-contacts with him

"I'm sorry" he suddenly went to my back and back-hugged me. This is unexpected

I stayed in silence. Since this is an awkward position and I don't know what to do either

"I'm sorry. I know you don't rush things like that. I'm sorry" he tucked his face on my neck since I can feel his breath in my neck

I felt shivers all over my body since his breathing keep on hitting my neck

"I'm sorry, please forgive me" he keep on apologizing

"Okay oppa, will you just stop breathing in my neck?" I surrender and I feel--

He ing kissed my neck! And it a little!

"Ahh oppa!" I pushed his hands away and I got free, eventually

"Sorry" he mehrong

"Aish jinja, what a !" I stomped my feet

"Yeah I know. I can't stand it around you. I love you too much that I can't hold it in anymore" he rubbed the backof his neck and his face eventually got red

I giggles, now I know the other side of him. When he's shy, he'll get all red. And it's cute<3

"Okay oppa, just walk me home okay? it's getting late and we got school tomorrow" I giggles, and walked first

He followed me and walked beside me, holding hands while watching the sunset

Yep Jihyun, you totally fall in love with him already


Wootwoott! L.Joe is coming soon<3 CAN'T WAIT<3<3<3

Oh and, I kinda feel nothing to L.Joe anymore. Yeah, that's weird. Maybe because I keep on reading EXO fanfics (most of it were Kris, Kai, Luhan, Baekhyun and Sehun) WARNING RED ALERT! >.<

Anyway, enjoy the story and STAY TUNE<3

 

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SummerLuv #1
Chapter 46: Ehhhh, why do her parents still get her into an arranged marriage even though she got someone in mind at that time. OMGGGG and I didn't expect her to end up with ljoe. I prefer her with myungsoo, he did so much for her yet in the end he still suffered ):
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 47: Awwww the three of them are still hanging out together like the past xD
I thought they got married already.........
Ryeosomnia_
#3
Chapter 47: Oh its jihyun
Ryeosomnia_
#4
Chapter 47: That was a good fanfic! I don't know why but i was kind of hoping Myungsoo to be with the girl. Sorry i forgot her name
mee_ya
#5
Chapter 47: Ow yeah!!!! Sequel!!!!!! Huahauhauhauhuahauhaaaaaaaa
Koobaby
#6
Chapter 46: Omgggg something interesting gonna happen!! I can feel it!!!
Sava1333
#7
Chapter 46: AWWW, IT'S OVER NOW? ;W;
Well, I'm looking forward too the sequel! And if you compare this chapter to the first one your writing has improved a lot. ^_^
Good luck on future stories, I'll be reading them! :)
sincerely-me
#8
Chapter 46: Its end already?? *crying* ah well , LOVE IT SO MUCH! DAEBAK AUTHORNIM! sequel neh? *aegyomaking*
sincerely-me
#9
Chapter 45: hahahahah i love this chapter so much! ! But poor myungsoo.. Well.he need to study. i am so cruel. Haha
-Jihan-
#10
Chapter 45: she is so adorable ! and poor Joey he was in tatal shock with the kiss