minho's pov

when the manager said that we are going to preform in the sm concert....well....let's say it freaked me out

i didn't even get used living with the boys or practic like machine everyday without much breakes for rest

and out of the blue they just tell us you will preform when the boys went to thier own rooms for changing to practice i took my jacket and walked out of the dorm without much thinking

i arrived at my house when i opened the door my eyes landed on the clock right away it was still 7:10am

i heard my phone ringing again i looked at the id it was onew again i sighed and went to my grandmother's room right away

i sat on the edge of the bed 

''grandma i'm back''

''grandma they want me to preform''

''it's so sudden''

''i don't have any confidence''

''so i just ran away''i looked down in shame

''i know it's wrong''

''i wasn't thinking''while i kept talking my heart out i dozzed off to deep sleep 

onew's pov

''so still didn't answer?'' taemin asked worried

i shook my head and put my phone down 

''did he ran away?''jonghyun said almost shouting

''yahh lower your voice''key said

''what are we going to do?we'll be in so much trouble if he didn't came now''taemin said

''let's practice for now he's good at learning dances fast so when he came back we can teach it to him faster''i said

''but what if he didn't came?''key said

''let's be positive''i said patting on taemin's shoulder 

''who is not coming?''a voice cracked from the door we all jumped in shocked and  nervouse 

''oh  hyung''i said

''where is minho?''he said in stern voice

''ahh he is ....''key started but didn't know how to finish

''at the dorm still changing he is late because he has to wait for us to be done from the shower''taemin said 

*wow he is really good liar*

'' no need to lie i heard almost all your conversation''he said angry

''he ran away hyung''jonghyun said

we all looked at jonghyun but he was so cold he seemed angry as well

*it's not like we are not angry but still we have to understand minho he's still new*

''did you call him?''the manager said taking out his phone to call minho but he found that his phone was switched off

''that little punk switched off his phone'' the hissed between his teeth

''why don't we look at his house maybe he is there''key said we all looked at taemin

''what?''he said

''you are the closer to him don't you know where he live?''i asked

he shook his head slowly ''i never went to his house we always met out''

''ahhh what are we going to do?''jonghyun said angrily

''let's just practice for now we can do nothing else''i said the manager nodded and walked out he was really mad yet nervouse and worried

minho's pov

i opened my eyes again and surprisingly all the worries i had it was all gone for good it's like the rocks on my heart was gone i was all relaxed i sighed and stood up 

i turned my phone on and my eyes widen to see 25 missed call and 10 messages and 11 voice mails i didn't dare to open anything i just changed my clothes *thank god i left some of my clothes here* and then looked at the clock

''what????!!!!! i'm dead meat it's 1pm oh my god''i shouted and ran out of the door

after 15 minutes i was in front of the practice room i stood there for long 5 minutes nervose to open the door that's when i felt hand touch my shoulder i turned around and saw onew

''ahhh where in the hell have you been do you have any idea how worried we were''he shouted

i looked down''sorry hyung i don't know what happen to me i just get scared''i said in low voice

''come in you have to practice you know''he said pushing me in to the practice room

when we went in taemin was teaching jonghyun the dance and key was singing  they all looked up when they saw me they all were talking to me at the same time

''hyung where did you go''

''what happen to you''

''why didn't you answer''

''do you have any idea we were worried?''

''hey hey stop it let him speak''onew said shutting everyone i looked at him with smile and then turned to the boys but i couldn't face them so i looked down 

''guys i'm really sorry it was just so sudden i was shocked and...''but i couldn't continue because the next thing i saw was a fist making her way to my face i lost my balance and fall  on the floor

''jonghyun''onew shouted on on him 

''it wasn't sudden on you only it was the same for all of us but you got us in so much trouble and you say what ?you got scared ?bull''he shouted on me i stand up ''i'm sorry hyung''i said 

''yeah right''he hissed 

i felt really sorry he is right i'm not the only one here

''we don't have much time let's continue practicing taemin will teach you the dance and jonghyun and will practice singing with me while key practice on the rap okay?''onew asked everyone nodded

after about 2 hourse we had to practice on the song all together

we had many difficulties and made many mistakes but we were out of energy as well

''ahhh so tired guys can we go eat something i'm really hungry''taemin said

''yes can we i'm hungry too''key said

onew nodded ''let's go''

''aren't you coming?''taemin asked jonghyun who seemed not caring

''no you guys go i want to practice i'm still lacking''he said not even looking at us we all walked out of the practice room

we were in the way to the cafeteria 

*ahh i need to talk to him*

*how am i going to talk to him alone?*

*aigoo what an idiot me*i thought and hit my head with my fist

''what is going on with you?''key asked looking at me confused

''ahh nothing i'll go back to the practice room i don't feel like eating i'm going okay?see ya''i said and ran away not leaving any chance for them to talk

i opened the door of the practice room slowly i saw jonghyun was dancing 

but he stopped when he saw me and sat on the floor

''can i set?''i asked

he just nodded so i sat beside him

''hmm can you tell me why do you hate me so much not just today but always you never even talk to me''i asked really curious yet nervouse

''who said that i hate you?i don't''he said looking at me

''then?''

''it's just you were so shy not even trying to get to use living with us  you always stayed alone not trying to get to know us more .i know it's not easy but you didn't even tried''he said he looked like he was waiting for this moment to say all his heart out

''i'm sorry''i said lowering my head

''no worries i just want you to open up to us more''he said smiling 

''yeah i'll really try but you should know that i have so many bad habits''

he laughed and then spoke

''hey since you are such good dancer how about you help me?''he asked i nodded we stood up and i started showing him the dance slowly

after half an houre the members came

''oh you guys still here practicing?'' taemin asked

''yeah and for your information minho is away much better teacher than you''jonghyun said causing everyone to laugh except for taemin

anyong ^_^ how was it ?boring right? well you guys can't imagin how long it takes me to write it 

sorry for not updating yesterday i hope you like this one ^_^

you guys saw nu'est teaser? it's really to describe it with one word

and taemin's photo it's for the teaser too