after a very long tiring day with haemin i return home it was 9pm already

soon as i stepped in the house i took off my shoes  , the calm music in order to break the silence in the house and entered to  my room 

without changing i jumped in to the bed i was turning from side to side not trying to sleep but trying to think

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''you need to come tomorrow to sign the contract okay don't be late''the manager said before leaving

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''how in the hell did i get in to this mess arghhh''

without noticing i fall in to a sleep

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i'm in my home watching tv my dad was sitting beside me watching the tv as well 

he looked at me and smiled it was very heart warming smile i smiled back then turned to the mom's voice entering the room 

''how about going to sleep now it's really late you know''she said smiling

''alittle bit more we want to finish the movie first''my dad said not even looking at mom i nodded along with him she shook her head and walked out of the room i looked at her closing the door then turned to look at dad but he wasn't there i get up and start to look around i couldn't find him so i opened the door to follow mom but she was nowhere to be seen i couldn't find anyone the house was so empty 

''mom?''

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''dad?''

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''grandma?''

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''moooom''

but there was no answer until i heard a screaming coming from outside the house it was right in front of the door 

i ran there without thinking and opened the door to see no one was there i start looking aroung when i noticed An elderly woman she was all in black

she was wearing long skirt and black loose shirt she was covering her hair in black as well 

i couldn't see anything except her face she looked really tired

i came closer to her and spoke''grandmother are you okay?i heard a screaming coming from here''

but she didn't answer she didn't even looked at me she was just standing froze 

''grandmother?are you okay?''i asked again trying to have her attintion and start to get nervous

she start raising her head soon as our eyes met i felt as if something was holding into me i looked there was nothing holding me but i couldn't move 

i didn't understand what happen or what is going on .i couldn't move at all as if i'm in prison i tried to move but couldn't move at all with great fear i start looking up on the women's face i was so shocked

there was no skin no blood nothing it's was only bones without any thinking i hold her in the neck but there was no neck it was bone it was Skeleton i wanted to scream or run a way but i couldn't do any of that i didn't dare to take my hands off of her i was frozen it was about 2 minutes that way then suddenly it all disappear even the darknes of the night it was all gone i was back home i was standing in the same pose in my room 

''h h how did i move here?''

i looked up and saw my grandmother standing beside me 

''minho it's time to bed now go to sleep''she said patting on my back spreading avery warm smile i relaxed a bit and laid on the bed she was sitting on the edge looking at me i closed my eyes

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i opened my eyes slowly there was tears on my cheek i wiped them off

i was looking at nothing just going aroung with my eyes when my eyes catch my black box i remembered it's my grandmother's box i saved in it all her messages that she gived me she always liked giving me letters for encourage me or congratulations me or just remind me of somethings important

i get up slowly from the bed and took the box i wanted to open it but not in my room i wanted to be close to my grandma

i headed to the drawer and took out the keys then i went to her room

i opened the door suddenly i felt like warm feeling as if it welcoming me

''i'm sorry grandma i haven't been here for long time''i just felt like i should say something

i sat on the chair and put the box on my lap , opened it slowly and start looking for letter to read my eyes fall on letter named [never give up] i took it and start reading it

*minho it's grandma it's my first letter i write for you i want to tell you so many things you know your parents passed away.i'm sorry for that i know it's hard to live without your parents but i promise you i'll do my best to make you happy even thought i'm old i don't know how long will i live but you should know afew things me your dad your mother we all was and am and will stay watching after you if not with you on earth there from above i love you so much my dear 

why i don't see you dancing anymore?you used to dance so much before your parents death don't you think mom will be upset to see her son giving up on his dream you are the best dancer so make sure your dream will come true never give up on it

your dad will be so proud of you if he sees how good you are but you were always shy to dance infront of him he was understanding so he never told you but he always wanted to see you dancing  

please don't be so sad always and cheer up your parents and me will be happier as well i love you bye*

my tears were falling slowly down my cheeks my grandma is right i always had dream of becoming dancer and well known but when my parents passed away i didn't dance infront of anyone i always felt like nothing worth trying since then i forget about that dreami danced of course but alone only lately people start to see me dancing 

i closed the box and putted down on the table then got up and walked out to the living room i sat on the couch and turned the music off and the tv on there was nothing except for news i was watching it and it was all about how this star was dating that star and how another star was going out with her friend but the fans were taking so much photos and so many photos were while she was eating so the photos isn't that good that got me so mad i mean people don't leave them alone how can that be

i turned the channel to another one and there was showing program about thier diary they showed everything how they eat how they practice

another show was showing how women talked into the phone and she seemed happy that the other side agreed on what she was saying then she went in to a building and knocked slowly on the door the door opened and obviously it was the manager she went in and start walking the sleeping group it wasn't good view i mean they were sleeping after all

that really got me mad they don't have any privacy ''that's it''

i took my phone and my wallet and put my jacket on turned the tv off put my shoes on and get out of the house it was 8am now i locked the door and start walking 

i walked alot then get real tired so i get into a bus and headed to sm building 

at 9:30 am i arrive at the building and went in this time no one stopped me 

i was walking when someone stopped me

i looked back and saw all the shinee members and the manager

''what are you doing here?'' onew asked smiling

''i'm here to give my answer''i said 

all of them looked at me with nervous looks and then walked me to a room 

''so what is your decision?''the manager asked and all the boys were looking at me 

''well my answer is......''

okay i'm so sorry but i really wanted to end this chapter at this point kkkkk childlish isn't?

you know the dream that minho said?well to say the truth it was my dream it was seriously no joke it's so scary but i couldn't describe it well but should've been really scary after that dream i couldn't sleep or stay alone in room after that dream for over week , did you guys ever had such dream?

please comment and tell me your opinion thanks^_^