Day 10
 

“I was trying to help, Myungsoo. If you weren’t going to listen, I’ll stay away. You’re right. We will draw a line. Your life is your life. I lead mine, they way I want to. You lead yours, the way you made it to be, dreamed it to be.”

“You’re on your own, Kim Myungsoo.”

It slipped out. Those sentences slipped out at the end. I was so clear with myself that I shouldn’t intrude or give my opinion when Myungsoo had his ‘phone-call argument’ with the ballerina. It gets a little confusing at the moment where I gave a piece of my mind.

I wished that I had stayed ignorant. I made a grave mistake.

Myungsoo threw away my advice tonight. He said that we should draw a line. I was just trying to help. I was able to connect to his situation but I guess, I could have been wrong. Kim Jae Rin didn’t want him to achieve his dreams. Kim Jae Rin hinders me from achieving mine. It might just be me, thinking that we’re similar.

Myungsoo and I, we’re worlds apart.
It’s all a mistake to think that we're on the same level.
So much for trying to relate to my dormitory roommate.

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Draw a line.

Plot two dots and merge it.

Boys are ing unreadable.
 

Day 11

He can’t see me.
He doesn’t notice me.
He’s preoccupied with something else.

“I am fine.”
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Day 12

“Shut your trap, jerks.”

What the heck, it’s only nine in the morning. They are making me run for homeroom.
You better run, run, away from my wrath.
It’s going to get ugly if you were to stay put to the bunk bed and try to wake me up.
I need sleep. Really.

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Myungsoo caught me playing by the streets, late at night. In my real identity. I wasn’t able to escape on time – my arms and legs became too frail at the abrupt disturbance.

“Why do I love soccer?”

“It holds nothing against me.”

For Myungsoo, “It makes him feel complete. It’s his significant other.”

I lied to Myungsoo saying that I will be having supper with Byung-hun.

Like that’s ever going to happen. Talking about Byunghun, we’ve never talke