Chapter Nineteen

You and Me: We're Dorm Buddies
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I haven’t been able to purchase an expensive gift for Byunghun. He was looking at me, eyes gazed into mine. The back-alley where he had  been skateboarding fell into silence. Everything was still. Just like a hummingbird. He lifted the cake box from the skateboard, looking at the cake with earnest eyes.

“Make a wish.” I grinned, waiting with a smile fleeting on my face. He blew the candle's light out. I filled the space with an optimistic cheer. "A year older, pretty boy."

“Done.” L.Joe touched the nape of his neck. “I don’t usually do this, In-Na. Thank you for the cake and skateboard.”

“Jiyong-Oppa helped with the gift,” I confessed. “I baked the cake. He picked out the best skateboard that we can both afford.”

“Y-You baked?” L.Joe stuttered. A bitter note of disbelief evident on his face. “Did you screw up the ingredients this time round? If I’m not present for school on Monday, you know what happened to me.”

I rolled my eyes but couldn’t help snickering at his statement. “We can always share the cake, Byunghun. That way, we can both fall sick and not attend our classes.”

He placed the cake to the side, lifting up the skateboard that both Jiyong and I have picked out for him. A smile warmed his lips as he stepped on the board. He glided around, almost too swift. All that could be heard were the sounds of his wheels against the pavement. His footwork was rather impressive. I was caught off-guard, staring intently at how he made it all seem so flawless.

“What did you wish for?” I inquired, throwing the studded black jacket that I have borrowed towards his direction. I stepped on my board, moving around the concrete ground. He looked up at me, shaking his head. Laughter escaped from his lips.

“It’s like you could read what’s in my head.” L.Joe layered the jacket over his navy crew neck. Delicately, he swiped his disheveled fringe to the side, attempting his usual board tricks as I watch and learn.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I inquired, heightening the speed on my wheels. Comparing the skateboard that I was on, the thrill on mine multiplied, comparing it to what he was experiencing. My board was splintered and I had scratched my initials on it. The wheels weren’t polished, making the tricks unnecessarily heart jolting.

I took a shaky breath, “I can’t read you, Byunghun.”

“I wish. I made a wish, in hope that she knows that I care for her,” L.Joe responded with a look that I couldn’t break through. “Always do. I make a wish that miracles will happen. Miracles aren’t bound to happen to me but this time, it’s different. She’s a miracle to me."

He whispered, "Another thing, it might seem greedy but - I wish that she could read through me.”

“Who is she?” I blurted, ruffling my head in confusion. He gave a smug smile, ignoring my questions all together.

“Are you in love?” those words escaped freely from my lips, halting my speed with the pressure from my feet.

“Falling deeper every day.”

He was right. I couldn't read him.

 

 

I pulled the wig back on my head, feeling warm from the time spent with L.Joe. We had our fair share of skateboarding, usual bickering, sarcasm-coated conversations and pure laughter.  He refused to share a piece of his emotions; his heart remained guarded about the girl who he has fallen in love with.

At the end of the day, we were just two beings, fighting our way out of this weary battle. It was

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CMR_1234
#1
I'm grateful I had the chance to witness this story begin and end before my eyes, and to be able to read it. Not only did these stories perhaps awaken this soul inside me who later on has her eyes opened and saw life and the world differently, then yearned to write; about the uglinesses of everything that exists and doesn't; about anything that revolves around themes of angst and slice of life — it kindled that dreamer in me who failed and made that her fuel to write. This helped me find what creations I wanted to contribute to the world; this was the key to door, the awakening of how later on I would write about miseries and sufferings and pain and struggles, in a way that I can believe only I can do.

Lost Dreamers and Dorm Buddies will eternally hold a very special place in my soul, so will you. Thank you.

And also, thanks to you, I was intrigued enough and watched Amélie which became one of my few favorite films, and, like your stories, hold a dear place in my soul.
kpop23
#2
ahh i've read this like 4 times and every single time i read it i just fall in love more and more!! this is so beautiful and well-written
--bwoyaaaa
#3
Hi there! Coming back to this story after years of being away from this site. I remember following every single chapter of this story and admiring the beautiful cover which I, later tried to kinda copy into making my own cover, but unfortunately failed hahaha
Shinigamirukiasr
#4
Oh my gosh I didn't know this was complete! I used to read this story and loved it, gonna have to reread it all from the very start ♡
kyuack
#5
Chapter 5: I'm new to your story and I'm loving this so much like gosh your writing style is so on point
asiannn_
#6
Chapter 59: truly hope all goes well with both teen top and l. joe. i hope that there won't be animosity between them.
blondesakura
#7
Chapter 59: I love him and truly devastated by this news, because i love his friendship with the other members. but i support him going after his dreams. it must've been really difficult for him.
your story is one of the stories ive kept very special in my heart. i read this when i was very young & starting to learn the hard things and sadness life could bring. now, I'm almost 20 and i've experienced too many painful things that I'm surprised I could still continue living.
I came back here after years of not really active reading fanfics like i used to, just to see your story again. I've lost inspiration, motivation for the past years ( i was lost, because of a difficult phase in my life) , I came here to read your story again , just to feel what i felt years ago . i had sparks of emotions when i read your story. i just wanna say how special your story is to me :") you're really inspiring authornim. thanks for being one of the reasons why i am who i am today .
CMR_1234
#8
Chapter 59: I was very shocked when I saw the news also, but, it's his decision. And if he wants to pursue his dreams, I have nothing against it even though I can't help but be sad since there would be no more ot6 Teen Top like before but I'm very willing to support him no matter what.
I kind of feel nostalgic since I read your fan fiction back on 2012 too. Right when you were just starting to write this and I so agree on what you said, that's what I also thought when I was reading this and maybe that's one of the reasons your work really got me hooked up. Ljoe really does suit the kind of character you wrote. This is a work of art. It's just so, so beautiful. Your writing style is just-- I don't know, I can't explain it in words but you really do have the talent. I think I would always remember the OT6 moments whenever I would read this story and thank you for that. I feel so nostalgiiiiiiiiic, gah. :(