YJ:
> cats or dogs?

DH:
> dogs

YJ:
> AH i like cats more

DH:
> why? they just creep up on you and scratch you

YJ:
> yeah but theyre more calming than dogs
> dogs are always running around and forever looking for food
> cats are just lazy, lazy is fine

DH:
> im always looking for food though

YJ:
> are you comparing yourself to a dog?

DH:
> no
> im just saying im always hungry so im always looking for food

YJ:
> I bet your always eating
> do you have food right now

DH:
> yep
> im eating ramen

YJ:
> HOW DO YOU EAT SO MUCH BUT NOT GET FAT
> YOU LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN MODEL

DH:
> LOL no i dont
> i walk to school so that helps

YJ:
> what so thats the only exercise you do?

DH:
> yeah pretty much

YJ:
> screw you and your model figure LOL

DH:
> but youve only seen my dp and its just a headshot

YJ:
> yeah and you bloody look like you belong in some perfume ad with the slow voice over playing in the background

DH:
> ohh no i dont
> my lips are like oddly big
> my nose is bloody massive

YJ:
> NO
> STOP
> THERE
> I DONT CARE IF I SOUND LIKE A GREASEBALL OR WHATEVER BUT YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE OKAY

DH:
> no but you dont understand
> i see the way people look at me, they look at me like im a freak or something

YJ:
> youre not a freak
> trust me
> but so what if they think that?
> it doesnt matter what other people think
> theyre probably out there just to make other peoples lives miserable coz they got nothing better to do

DH:
> no
> its not just that
> my mum kinda leaves the impression that im not the best looking thing out there
> if my own mother cant even love my face, im pretty sure somethings wrong with it

YJ:
> shes wrong
> she is so ing wrong Daehyun
> dont listen to her
> i have this one rule with life
> only listen to compliments and constructive criticism
> if people just point out the bad and dont have anything good to say, dont listen to it coz theyre just out to get you
> the world is filled with a lot of
> just gotta look over all that bad and look for the good stuff
> coz i can write a freakin essay about how you are beautiful
> just do me a favour and whenever you look in the mirror find something about your face you like
> it can be anything
> even if its just your hair or something like that
> just think about that good thing about your face and focus on that
> actually
> let me help you
> look into your eyes and think to yourself what do you see
> don’t look at the rest of your face just your eyes
> okay?
> next time you look into the mirror, do that
> promise me that

DH:
> okay
> i promise

YJ:
> and i dont want you to think that youre being a pain or anything for me
> youre not
> i don’t want you to keep everything bottled up
> you can tell me anything

DH:
> ok

YJ:
> my cousin killed herself because she couldnt look past all the negative things
> she kept everything bottled up and so she gave up in the end
> i know its not my fault since it was her choice in the end
> but i still feel like i could have stopped it from happening
> like maybe talked to her a bit more or something
> maybe then she would have opened up to me

DH:
> i dont know what to say
> im sorry

YJ:
> its okay
> i know youre not so good with words but you still try
> but ever since that happened ive always tried my best to help people
> coz i dont want that to happen to anyone else or their family
> so yeah i always try my best to bring some light to the world

DH:
> youre doing a pretty good job so far