Kevin (POV)

so we went to hoons hous and... O-M-G. his house is huge! it looks like he could be related to the president. but we just played COD and diablo all day.

while kiseop was walking me home...

"im so glad hoon forgave us." i said glomping on to his arms

"me too. i needed my video game friend back. but. kevin,  can i tell you something?" he said

"yea. what is it." i said

"you know you are the most important thing in the world to me......and i thought it over last night. and i thought ' i dont deserve any of this'.  i think we should break up" he said with tears down his face

'what" i said so softly

"im sorry kevin. im sorry for breaking your heart. but i dont deserve you. with all i've done in life." he said

"but." i said choking on my words and looking toward the ground. but i dragged him by the hand all the way into my house. by the time he had time to acctually know what was going on, he was pinned to my bed. still silent. 

"kiseop. i love you too much. too much too let you go... in just two months i have joined SGC, been beaten up,lost my ity,and i did it all with you. i cant let it all go to waste. dont leave me. baby dont leave me." i said crying as my face was hovering above his. i kissed him passionately. within 20 seconds we were already into it. "kevin." he said gasping for air. "yes" i said. "im moving to china tomorrow." he said hugging me tightly. my eyes widened at what i heard. i then got up from my bed and curled up in my rocking chair in the corner, crying, with my head barried in my arms. "kevin." kiseop said turning on his side, looking at me. "dont talk to me." i said almost immidetly. "i dont want to talk to you. why are you just telling me this. you seemed so calm yesterday... and when we first started dateing, you said i would a;ways be yours." i said softly.

"kevin... i couldnt figure out how to tell you. so i started out with saying i wasnt good enough. and you know what else kevin? do you want to know why? when i was younger. my mom. she was never there for me. and one day when i was with my friends. they told me to steal something and i did. and when i did i couldnt stop. but luckily one day my mom quit her job and she started having more time for me. and she talked me out of everything... thats why i dont deserve you." he said to me. i sat there in silence,with my head still in my arms. but i was listening.

'what time are you leaving? for china?" i said flatly.

"11:00 pm" he said.

"ok kiseop. this is all i can do. we can spend the day at your house. like you wanted. and then when the day is done... were done." i said

"wow kevin. i never thought this could happen. but...ok." he said getting up andd carrying me bridal style to the bed. he then knelt beside me and said, "i'll miss you. i'll miss you. i just dont wnat you to give away your love to anyone else. if theres love, theres only one true love. you love me right?" he said. "yes" i told him. "i wont leave my love for you behind." i said. he then walked out of my room and left. wow,lee kiseop.wow

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sorry for the short chappie~