Hey guys! Mianhae, i know it has been a long time. I've just been so busy and writer's block is the worst thing ever. Sorry if i've made any gramatical or spelling mistakes. Please Enjoy:

Donghyun's POV

It's confusing, these sudden feelings I've discovered. I've honestly never felt anything like it before. I have dated many girls, don't get me wrong: I'm not a player, but I've had my share in dates. But none of them could ever make me feel like this. My stomach is in nots, I can't stop my hands from twisting around each other nervously and sometimes even shaking, my lip will soon be bruised from the amount of times I am left biting at it from these feelings. I don't know what to do. I could ask one of the others but then I would have to explain my feelings and I could be cast out as disgusting, I wouldn't blame them. I know that is what is considered of people like me, isn't it? My parents would be horrified if they found out I was... gay. I dread to think. No, stop. I'm not even sure I am. I could be blowing this way out of proportions. This isn't love, I'm sure this is just... I don't know... a phase? Anything! It means nothing. Ugh, but what do I do? I never thought I would ever face this problem so I am completely stuck. Why did this have to happen now? It is just so confusing.

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