Minwoo's POV

I have a secret that no-one knows – a confession that I have hidden away inside me, hidden behind a mask. I guess I have always had them, ever since I first met him; I know my feelings are wrong, by most it is considered appalling to even have them at all and disgraceful to admit them, but i can't help it. He has for so long been in my thoughts and now he has weaved his way unknowingly into my heart. I still remember the very first time he looked at me and I could swear I felt my heart beat faster, that's when I knew he was the only one for me. But how would he react if he knew? I'm not sure. But one thing I am sure of is that I love him,

I love you, Kim Donghyun

3rd Person

The members of Boyfriend lazed around their dorm, each distracted and in a world of their own. Donghyun sat in his favourite armchair, his eyes closed as he surrounded his senses with the new music he bought. Behind their soft couch, over by the tall stack of shelves, Hyunseong was lost in one of his favourite novels, oblivious to the world outside his written fantasy. Jeongmin, on the other hand, could be heard chortling from across the room as he immersed himself in the action of his favourite cartoon. While the Jo twins sat curled up together and occupied their own time through pointless talk about nothing in particular as the blonde, idly slung his arm around his brown-haired twin's shoulders. Then there was Minwoo. He just sat in the corner of the windowsill holding a magazine that he had no interest in; something else had caught his eye.

Every now and then, Minwoo would sneak a secret glance towards his leader, he couldn't seem to keep his eyes off him for long, he was drawn to him, it was a feeling he couldn't shake off. But on a few occasions he would look, only to find Donghyun looking straight back at him. At any of these moments, Minwoo face would flush and he would quickly dart his eyes away. Minwoo had had feelings for his leader for a while now but he knew better than to make them public, it was better to stay in the shadows. It was clear that Donghyun wasn't into guys, in fact he could recall how only recently, Donghyun had got out of a relationship with a tall blonde girl he met a while back. It turns out she was just in it for the money so he dumped her, rather crudely. Minwoo knew it was impossible for them to ever be together and he had tried his hardest to let go of his feelings. He had tried so many ways to try and divert his attention away from his Hyung, even by just out right ignoring him. But he always found himself pining for him. He couldn't get him out of his head, so in the end he just decided to keep on loving but just in secret and silence, all the while his heart would be calling for him and screaming for him to see how much he longed to be in his arms. During their time on stage, when they performed fan service as their 'couples' it was the best and yet the worst time for Minwoo. He felt the gentle touch of his crush and he felt  arms wrap protectively and warmly around him, he felt loved and safe: it was the best thing in the world. But behind it all he knew it meant nothing to Donghyun, that was what hurt the most; the fact that to him it was all for the fans, just an act to keep the screaming girls happy. The hugs, the caresses and everything else were just like empty promises; nothing really there, while eve