*One fine day* 
*Hyunjoo's POV*

here I am,sitting beside umma's hospital bed while watching her sleep.How I wish she can recover fast and get out there in the public.It hurts me to see this part of umma although she tries hard to hide it but I just can see it through her eyes how sick she is,how sad she is.Why is umma sad? Did I make her sad? I snapped out of my trance when umma started gasping for air.

I pressed the help button,in a few seconds the doctor and nurses came rushing in.I stood at the side nervously while watching the doctor doing some examination on umma.Why is umma gasping for air? She was never like this.Her sickness has no relation to lungs.Why? A million questions crossed my mind while watching umma.

The doctor finished the examination and walked towards me with a sad look on his face.How I hate that face.Something bad is going to happen.The doctor looked at his clipboard and shook his head before giving it to the nurse.He led me outside to have a talk.I followed him outside nervously while fiddling with my fingers 

"Jung Hyunjoo,I'm afraid your mom doesn't have much time left.I'm sorry" the doctor sighed and looked at me in the eyes

"h-how m-much?" I stuttered

"I'm sorry to say this but the most she can live is this weekend.I advice you to start telling your family members" the doctor patted my shoulder and walked away to give me some privacy.

I dropped on my knees with my head hang low on the floor.I can't believe this.What's going to happen to me? Am I going to be alone now? Who am I going to cry to when I'm in a dilemma? Who is going to scold me when I do stupid things? Who is the one going to greet me good morning every morning? Who is going to smile to me every time I'm feeling down and make me feel better? Who? Million questions crossed my mind as tears feel down my cheeks 

I kneeled there and kept crying in silent.I didn't care about the eyes watching me.It felt like my world has crushed.Umma is going.Nothing can get any worst than this 

*Yongguk's POV* 

"hyung! I'm going to the grocery shop!" I shouted to the manager hyung while grabbing my car keys 

"HYUNG WAIT!" I heard Zelo shouted from his room while running to me with his coat in his hands

"what do you want?" I asked in half interest 

"I want to come with you" Zelo said bluntly 

"let the kid follow you.You're just going to buy groceries anyways" the manager walked in with his tablet in his hand

I sighed and ruffled my hair in frustration.I walked out and Zelo followed.The truth is,I'm not going to the grocery shop.I'm going to see Hyunjoo at the hospital.I drove to the hospital with Zelo's endless nagging why we are not going to the grocery shop like the way I told the manager 

"Joonhoong-ah,can you shut up?" I snapped at Zelo and he flinched.He turned the other way while mumbling some words that I couldn't catch.

I parked at the private parking area and wore my hoodie over my cap to hide my face.I ran into the hospital and stopped running as I entered the hallways to Hyunjoo's mom's level.Zelo was looking terrified at the view of the hospital.Zelo has always hated the hospital.I dragged him with me but then,a girl in the middle of the hallway caught my eye.She was crying with her head hang low and she was on her knees.I squinted my eyes to get a better view and realised who it was.

"HYUNJOO!" I ran to her and knelt down to her level picking up her chin lightly 

*Hyunjoo's POV*

god knows how long I knelt here and kept crying non stop.I wanted to stop crying but the tears won't stop falling.I felt my body weaken as I kept crying,my head getting dizzy,my eyes felt like it was burning.It was not until a warrior.My warrior finally came.The voice I wanted to hear.

"HYUNJOO!" he ran to me and picked up my chin lightly 

"oppa" I sobbed and broke down.

He quickly pulled me in a tight and safe hug.I continued to cry in his arms.He patted my back and my hair gently to calm me down while swaying from side to side.He carried me bridal style in his arms and carried me to umma's room.He sat down on the couch with me in his hands like a carying baby while he continued to calm me down

"oppa,I'm tired" I rested my head on Yongguks chest as I calmed down a little 

"rest baby,rest" Yongguk kissed my forehead and swayed from side to side while humming a song to me 

At the corner of my eyes,I saw another familiar person but didn't make it who was it as my eyes slowly closed and dozed off to dreamland.I woke up a few minutes later on the couch with a blanket over me.I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"oh? you're awake?" Yongguk walked in with 2 cup of coffee in his hands.He sat beside me and kissed my cheek before passing the coffee to me "how was your sleep?" Yongguk asked 

"just fine" I answered and took a sip of the coffee.I looked up and saw Zelo in front of me.Both of met eye contact and there was an awkward silence

"mianhe that he came along.He wanted to tag along" Yongguk glared at Zelo.I shook my head as a sign of 'it's ok'.I scooted closer to Yongguk and rested my head on his chest.

Zelo was about to sit beside me before Yongguk pulled him and made Zelo sit beside him.I chuckled a little at his cuteness.I sighed and told Yongguk about umma.I didn't bother about Zelo hearing this.What is there more to hide? Yongguk was surprised that he couldn't say anything.He pulled me into a tight and protective hug

He knew that with only one hug from me could make me feel fine but today,with that one hug.I was not fully fine.I felt like there was something missing.Yongguk pulled away from the hug and cupped my cheeks 

"babe,listen to me.I know you're going to hate me for saying this but you have to tell Yonghwa" Yongguk stared into my eyes meaning he is commanding me to follow his words

I was stunned.It felt like a moment of conciousness hit me.Is this it? is telling Yonghwa oppa that umma is not going to be around any longer going to make me fine? Is fulffilling umma's wish of meeting Yonghwa oppa again before she dies would make me feel better? 

"should I?" I stared back into Yongguk oppa's eyes and he nodded "can you come with me?" Yongguk smiled and nodded eagerly 

"of course baby,anything for you" he hugged me tight again "thank you for making this decision.I know this is hard but please for your mom" Yongguk oppa my back and I nodded

"shall we go now? I believe B.A.P and CNBLUE have the same schedule" Yongguk oppa asked and I nodded slightly 

He held my hand and squeezed it lightly.I grabbed my coat and hid my face.We boarded oppa's car and drove to the broadcasting company.I stopped Yongguk oppa before entering 

"are the other members here too?" I looked at Yongguk oppa hoping he would say no but he nodded.I sighed.I have to face that Himchan boy again.

Yongguk oppa took me to the waiting room.B.A.P is sharing  a waiting room with VIXX and another idol group that I don't know.I don't even bother about new groups nowadays.I tried hard to avoid any eye contact and conversation by Himchan.Yongguk oppa would always stayed by my side making sure the other guys from making a move.

I sat at the corner watching the chaos in the tiny waiting room with 3 boy group in here.B.A.P were getting their make up ready while VIXX were changing their clothes and the other boy group was searching for space to change their clothes.Yongguk oppa finished changing and his make up

"lets go" he held my hand and interlocked our fingers before leading me out of the chaos.Yongguk oppa pulled me closed to him not wanting to lose me in the midst of the chaos at the hallway.Yongguk oppa led me to the end of the hallway and stopped in front of a room.There was a paper on the door

CNBLUE 

that one name caught my name in the midst of the other 3 idols sharing the same waiting room.Yongguk oppa knocked on the door and a guy opened the door.By the looks of it,he is a member of the other group that is sharing the same waiting room.Yongguk oppa walked in while holding my hand tighter than before knowing it calms me down a bit 

At the corner of the waiting room,I saw him.The one I hated all these years but I've never been so glad than ever to see him.There he was playing with his guitar in his hand with a music sheet in front of him and a pencil on his ear.By the looks of it,he is composing something.I hid behind Yongguk oppa while Yongguk oppa approached Yonghwa oppa.

 I was stunned.The moment he looked up I was stunned.I didn't know what to say.Should I run away and let me handle umma's funeral umma? Should I fulfill umma's wish? Is this a bad decision? 

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finally updated XD.anyways,enjoy the chappie.Don't forget to comment 

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