-Final-
Lie To Me
► Chapter 20►
People have high expectation about their near future , I , for my part , had long lost that pleasure of waking up early , curling my hair , straightening it , wearing a dress , or changing into some comfy jeans , having large cute sweater or a simple plain shirt . devouring a cake or two , drinking a cola or three .
Being late to school .
looking forward meeting him .
missing him .
loving him .
It felt like death . when everything i once thought was mine left me slowly , the people who made my days shiny and bright started to disappear one after one , not giving me the chance to understand what the world was hiding for me . I foolishly locked myself into my sorrow , refusing to face my faith .
was i immature or simply scared ?
I can't deny the emptiness that embraced me , death , it felt death . as if i was alive and dead at the same time .
Then i watched you with envious eyes . ' Why it's her ? why isn't it me ? ' . Question after question , i ended up watching you from far away taking everything i loved away of me . a mother's love , a house's warm , and him . I intend to say that i am a generous person , but every single human in the world has his limits . But even if i suffer , i don't know how to scream it , how to call for attention .
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