► Chapter 18 ►

You walked to  the garden , feeling the cold breeze of air , inhaling , exhaling , sighing desperately . You sat under your habitual tree , running your hands through the green grass , picked up a flower , smelling it and slowly a vision came across you mind . You let out a a  scream , throwing it away . taking a deep breath , you tried to calm yourself . 

You need to be strong . 

You took a last slip of your coffee before grabbing you bag and walking away of the house . ' I'll be back ' you murmured to no one in special , actually no one lived there beside you . Since your mother left you , you've been living with the money you get from your part time job , your aunt will send you something time to time and pay you visit , because after all , it was her duty  as an aunt .

You reached school .

ing your blazer you sighed like for the hundredth time ' Damn the weatherman ' you ruffled your hair ' Damn him , he said it would be rainy today and it as sunny as a summer day !' You took it off , throwing it in your bag , fixing your blondie hair . You somehow , hated that color , hated that your hair had grown up , you felt like it was tying you to your past . 

But that's okay past isn't just hurtful memories , it is a dazzling and beautiful story too . 

Or maybe you should think about changing your look ? would it bring some joy to your lonely heart? you promised yourself to go cutting your hair after cl