chapter 21

Complicated Love

Jessica is hanging out with her MILO gang, except Top because he’s busy with his soon-to-be-release duet’s album with GD. And she’s really thankful that Top is not there because she knows that he likes her. She doesn’t know how to react and how to act when she’s with him. He is a really nice guy but she just treats him as a friend, not more than that.

 

‘Sica-ah, are you still clinging to that Donghae?’ Hyunjoong asked her.

‘Oppa, it’s not clinging, okay?’ she said coldly.

‘So, what is it?’ Yoochun asked.

‘I don’t know,’ she said quietly.

‘Guys, stop torturing my princess,’ Jaejoong told them.

 

‘Seriously Sica, until when you’re gonna be like this? Loving him, hoping for him and begging for him. I don’t like seeing you been pathetic like that for a guy. A guy that’s not worth it,’ Hyunjoong said sternly.

‘I know I’m pathetic, I know I’m stupid but I cannot stop myself from loving him. If I can, I’ll just forget him the moment he dumped me, but I can’t. You know that, oppa,’ she said weakly.

‘Hyunjoong-ah, leave her alone,’ Jaejoong told him.

‘Jaejoong, I said that because I care for her.’ Hyunjoong said.

‘I know. I care for her too but don’t be too harsh,’ Jaejoong said.

‘It’s okay, oppa. It’s not Hyunjoong oppa’s fault. It’s my fault for being stupid,’ she told him.

‘You are just stupid in love. Other than that, you are a smart girl,’ Yoochun said kindly.

‘I know. I’m Jung Jessica,’ she said playfully.

The guys chuckle seeing her playfulness.

 

‘Mianhe, Sica. I think I’m too harsh,’ Hyunjoong apologized.

‘Ani. I’m not blaming you,’ she said while smiling.

‘So, how is it between you and Donghae?’ Jaejoong asked.

‘Well, like always,’ she said shortly.

‘Like always? You are happy but you are still suffering too?’ Hyunjoong asked.

‘Neh, ‘she said shortly.

‘Aigoo, I don’t know where you get strength to face that kind of relationship,’ Yoochun said to her.

‘Me too. I’m surprised with myself,’ she said jokingly, trying to hide her sadness.

‘Don’t pretend in front of us. It’s not working with us,’ Jaejoong told her.

‘Aishh, you really can read me like a book,’ she sighed.

‘Of course, I’m your Kim Jaejoong,’ Jaejoong said playfully.

 

‘Sica, why don’t you try to accept Seunghyun?’ Hyunjoong asked her.

‘I did but it didn’t work out well,’ she told him.

‘You did it half-heartedly, that’s why it’s didn’t work out,’ Hyunjoong said.

‘Mianhe, oppa. I have tried my best but the feeling is not there,’ she said.

‘Of course it’s not there because you gave all of it to Lee Donghae,’ Yoochun told her.

‘That’s right,’ Jaejoong and Hyunjoong said in unison.

 

‘What can I do? I can’t control my own feeling,’ she said quietly.

‘Arasso. But, I think you will meet Seunghyun often once he started his promotion for the new album,’ Hyunjoong told her.

‘Neh, I think so,’ she said.

‘Please treat him well. He is a nice guy,’ Hyunjoong said.

‘I will, don’t worry,’ she assured him while smiling.

 

They are enjoying their moments together. They are best friends, dungseng-oppadeul. They always care and support Jessica in everything she does. The only thing that they didn’t support her is about her love for Donghae. They totally objected it when they knew that she still loves him dearly. They always told her to move on like her Heeline’s but she just couldn’t. Like she said, she can’t control her own feelings.


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Mayenne #1
Chapter 58: I am rereading this story again. See my earlier note to you that says I have read this ff over and over again because it is so realistic and I enjoy it everytime. Can you write a sequel? Pls author- nim. With a third par added. Knowing that Jessica is no longer with SNSD and has her own love. While Junhyung may be quiet with his lovelife but I am convinced that he is in anither longterm relationship. A sequel, pls.
lizbsol
#2
Chapter 86: I like the story, I enjoy reading it. I just think that you finished it to abruptly, while I was reading I was imagining that the ending would be reveling their relationship to the public. Other than that
Mayenne #3
Chapter 62: Utterly amazing and enjoyable story. This story is one of 2 affs that I love the best and have read and reread close to 50 times. Just can'T help myself. It's always so fresh every time I read it. Thanks for making this possible, author-nim.
Exoshidae_0912 #4
Chapter 86: I wish the ending is where they publicly admitted they were dating but nevertheless it was an awesome fanfics.. :)) Love it.. Thanks
MaoMao_96
#5
Chapter 86: I love u author hahaha kidding .. Yongsica all the way
MaoMao_96
#6
Chapter 62: Finally YongSica...
MaoMao_96
#7
Chapter 53: Can you makes TopSica fanfic?because i love them too same with Gsica couple ..
MaoMao_96
#8
Chapter 44: I love yongsica couple than haesica ... This is such a beautiful story i ever read ...please makes more yongsica fanfic on the future and you are good at writing
MaoMao_96
#9
Chapter 39: I hate Tiffany in here not real ... But Yoona is right ..
SoneAffxtion1995 #10
Chapter 57: Ok, so this like my third time reading this fanfic and I'm still so hooked! I love the way you write for both Jessica and Junhyung. It is just pure magic. I really think you should write more for them. Especially now that Junhyung and Hara have broken up. It leaves more space for creativity. I really wish you''ll take this into consideration. I truly love your work. Keep it up! ;)