Chapter 17:Bittersweet 

Shin Rae POV:

I walked outside the building but I had to come back because I forgot my stuff …

-What’s wrong??? –Jimhae asked when I opened the door trying to be silent

-I left my stuff – I grinned, Jimhae burst in laugh and filled the house with it

-Oh you!!! You’re so distracted – she keep laughing …and so did I …I cant help it …I’m such a very distracted person, Caerin usually gets mad because I’m very clueless…but don’t blame me …its not my fault … I’m just the most of the time locked in my little world ….everyday routines get me really crazy …so I just try to make everything not so tiring

-Better take your phone …. - She handed me my phone …I was already late …I hate being late!!!!

-Kamsa – I smiled and left as son as I could.. We were supposed to meet in some park and then go and watch the “Han” river..I was wearing a Black Military Coat, it was long so I had no need of wearing pants or something like that..I also wore some black ankle boots.

I sat in some Bank to wait For Chanyeol Oppa , I thought I was late , but at the end I was way earlier started to play with my cell phone.

Then I heard a voice….so …it sounds like..

-anniong haseyo…you are early…im early too but you are way earlier. - Chanyeol!!! OH! GOD he have a gorgeous voice…I quickly stood up and bowed

-Anniong Haseyo oppa - *Shinning eyes* , Tonight  Chanyeol Oppa was ..Just stunning

Oh well stunningly gorgeous….

-how long have you been here??? – He asked

-Like since 10 mins ago – I simply answered 

-We were suppoused to meet at 7:30 but it’s actually 7:15…and that’s awesome – he rubbed the back of his neck shyly and then we both laughed

We stayed silent for a while

-What should we do first??- He asked first

-I actually don’t know …- I said – Oh a message – I looked for my phone on my pocket…there was no message actually I lied …I went to internet and looked for stuffs people do on a date …and all in a couple seconds…I saved my phone – What if we just take a walk

-Nice then – he smiled …. I was trying really hard not to drool …,He actually looked so handsome …How can somebody look like that!!!!...we started to walk…-how was your week??-he asked so randomly.

-it was fine I’m preparing a new drama…is a school drama…I’m the bad girl in this one…I mean the girl that makes impossible the live of the main character.- I said …nervous ..I mean who wouldn’t.

-that’s nice…I …I mean we …EXO, this week we have some interviews and presentations because of our summer comeback…-he said, it appeared like he was a little nervous about this too…e.e

-You should be really busy…-I said.

-Yes a little….-he said and then everything became a awkward silence ... it was a really awkward…so I look at my cell phone…*google….random questions* watch it for a second..

-do you like to dance??- I asked; breaking the silence.

-it is funny but that it is not my stuff…definitely…-he said and laughed-why do you ask??

-I don’t really know…-he laughed harder.-and…you…are you a good  cook??

-NOO…I left that part to Kyungsoo Umma…I know how to do it but I’m not good at that!- he said…and laughed again just thinked …GOOGLE REALLY WORKS!! It amazing what google can do!!.

-and you…??-he asked me.

-what??Me what??- i asked confused; I was thinking how amazing google was…it makes my date really funny.

-Are you a good cook?-he asked me.

-Not really good but some dishes…I can make it pretty well.-I said.

- You mean… are you almost a professional chef??-he said and we laughed.

-not at all…but…I CAN SAY THAT IM AN AMATEUR CHEF!!-I said with fire in my eyes…really proud of my self *I got the power*…he laughed.

-that’s fine….and what is your favorite animal??-he asked me …So Sweet.

-Mmmm…penguins!!...I love how they walk…and they are really small…for me they are really cute.-I said exited…I love to talk about  penguins.

 -Im to tall to be a penguin…-he said with sadness…GOD he wants to be a penguin!!

-you don’t have to worry…you don’t have to be a penguin to be cute…some animals are tall and cute…like giraffes…- I said trying to get up his mood.

-a giraffe with elephant voice??-he asked. With a cute expression.

-yes the giraphants are really cute!-I said and he laughed.

-yes really cute….i mean which could be more handsome that a giraphant…I mean they are really tall and have a really deep voice- he said and I laughed.- or should be giralion??

-hahaha…I think that should be giralion in your case- I said laughing.

We keep talking about a lot of stuff until we arrive to Han river.

The Han river Was so so so so so Beautiful!!!! ...I mean with Chanyeol here …I never Imagined How blind I was all this time …I mean Chanyeol was …

-Do you want something to drink? – ChanYeol asked 

-Yes, sure …-I said

-Ok..Ill be back – he went somewhere I didn’t noticed because I still had my eyes on the river …I started to think AGAIN , Chanyeol interrupted me last time  …but it was Him so it doesn’t matter

ChanYeol was …so …. I don’t know what kind of word I’m looking for…Its pretty hard to define

I mentally scolded my self …How I couldn’t notice before? Am I that Clueless?..Not that much But clueless enough to don’t notice …

I had so many Flash’s backs of me being with him or just talking to him  and being that clueless!! Oh dude What’s wrong with me?? It made me think of how many things I have ignored without noticing it …

 

Chanyeol POV:

I went back , Shin rae was in the same place  facing the river  ,She was exactly in the same place …I wondered how was her face looking at this moment since I can not see it ,With big shiny eyes because of the reflection of the river ..

She turned her face

-Oppa You’re here  …-she said and turned away  completely, now facing me , she had her hands on her pocket s-what did you bring??

-bubble tea..-I said and gave her one. She started to drink it and look at me with a cute expression …then I laughed and she did it too, splashing some bubble tea.

-why did you laugh?? My bubble tea almost gets out by my nose-she asked me laughing

-I don’t know but you laughed too…-I said to her and we continued laughing..

Uli’s POV:

-So, are you waiting for some one??

-NO im not!!

-so you are hoping to see someone, true??

-of course that No!

-don’t lie I know that you wanna see…

-see who??

-you know…

-yunho??

-No…kyungsoo!

-kyungsoo??...what do you think that we are?,kyuhyun??

-maybe a relationship…-kyuhyun said.

-of course that no…we just have a friend ship.

-Yes…sure-he said with a doubt face.

-Cant we stop talking about this!!!!

-Why??? !! This is an awesome topic!!!! – I saw him like “Are you ing kidding me?”  And he smirked evilly

-Im leaving then- I said, I stood up

-No its ok – he grabbed my arm and made me sit on the chair again

-Then let’s talk about Starcarft- I suggested

-it ok for me, but you don’t have too much to talk about that you talked about this; already this morning-Kyu said with a boring tone.-…I know that you want to talk about…

-No I said no!

-I was going to say world of warcraft, you always get the wrong idea of every time.

-sorry…it was really suspicious…e.e

-you left starcraft and went to WoW I can’t believe it!

-O come on…don’t start with this you know that I like mythical stuffs!

-You are part of the horde!-he claimed

-is an Evil maknae telling me that???…I don’t care I’m proud of being a blood elf-i said to kyu

-I don’t like blood elfs…-kyu said.

-who said that I care if you like it or not!?-we were having a pretty intense discussion

When wild Kyungsoo appeared, he was wearing all black and grey

He stared at us

-Anniong haseyo- he greeted-Oh!? Im interrupting something?

-Anniong; Of course that not-I said to kyungsoo

-Anniong!!  Kyungsoo, we are arguing…but isn’t an important thing-kyu said.

-is important…if you don’t accept that I chose that way you would make my life impossible!-I said mad with kyu.

-I will not bother you…but I still don’t like that you chose that…they don’t have anything special…

-I like it and that s the only think that I care…and I will bit you with that!-I was really exited, then I looked to Kyungsoo and he was like “what?”-ooo we are talking about WoW-I said with a “sorry” expression.- Kyu… keep playing starcraft… when some one bit you it will be me- I said to Kyu with a revenge/ threat expression .-kyu made the sign like “ok im not worry about that”.

-Seuk can I talk with you-kyungsoo said with a sweet voice.

-Mmm…ok-I stoop up and went with Soo and saw kyuhyun “I’m watching you” sign.

I followed kyungsoo  along the hallways of the S.M Building  and then he stopped at some stair and sat ..and so did I

-What is it???- I asked ,Curiosity was killing me …the way he suddenly came and looked for me

-Oh well…-he said thinking about the words ..I just kept waiting –I wants to talk with you about US

-About us??? – I  felt like this was an awkward topic

-Yes …You know what I feel towards you …and I guess you feel the same …- I suddenly felt embarrassed  and just nodded …the feeling is there ,but is nothing I like to talk about

-so you want to talk about THAT – I said

-I just feel …we should stop THAT before it starts….-he simply said not making eyes contact with me –You’re just a rookie…and That will just harm your career …maybe not only yours …

-I understand what you say – I nodded and he looked at me …that was the only time our eyes met .I actually understand how awkward he feels …were just ending something that haven’t started ….i couldn’t prevent how heavy my chest was feeling now –I was actually thinking about it …but since you were so cheesy it was pretty hard …doing it

He stood up  and helped me

-I just think we shouldn’t see each other -he said  

-I do think the same –I nodded and my chest felt heavier

-Im glad you understand ….you’re very mature …That’s why I love you –he whispered

We kept standing one beside each other …he broke the gap and Hugged me  for a while ..i holded him sweetly and breathed the smell of his clothes …it was going to be pretty hard forgetting he since It was just a crush but suddenly those days I just fell for him …his sweetness …

He holded me tightly and  kissed my forehead sweetly as a goodbye and then he released me

We kept staring for a while and then he left

I was standing in the same place .The first thing I felt was denial…but it got hitted by and intense Grief

If I weren’t strong enough  I would have just fell on the floor crying like a baby ...but I was motionless …and letting all the grief consume my poor and innocent heart ..

This is it …

Kyungsoo POV:

It was probably the hardest thing I had ever had to do  ...I was pretending like everything was ok …but it don’t  sounds so easy …I just have to be far …just for maybe  a year …

And its going to be hard because Jimseuk is so beautiful and her personality so adorable …that I think at that time im going to have a lot of competition

I hope it doesn’t take so long …and I hope Jimseuk’s feelings stay the same …at that time  and its going to be easier for me then Comeback to her ….ILL BE COMING BACK.

 

  

 

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