Eunhyuk pov.

I sit at my bed and I am bored. I have no class today.

Lately I’m being so busy because I have a class project that I need to finish. But now, after the class project yesterday, I don’t really have something to do.

Actually I need to practice with Shindong and Hangeng hyung for the dance competition that will be held about 2 weeks more. But those two hyung can't make it today. And I don’t feel like to practice alone.

Plus, because of that class project, I didn’t even have time to came to dance club when the practice day.

So, I haven’t see Dong Hae for few days since the party.

He-he-he.

That party. I smile.

Shindong hyung always brag about how much his contribution in my relationship with Dong Hae.

I must admit about that. If Shindong hyung didn’t drag me to the party, I and Dong Hae maybe can’t be this close.

That night at the party we really talked much and had fun. Even how much I think about it, I still can remain smiling if I remember that night.

I don’t know. That was just so a precious time, for me.

Well, maybe not as close as I want us to be, but the progress in our relationship is really make me happy. I think we can be considered as a friend now. At least, now we can call each other in informal way and I even have his phone number.

At the party, when we were about to going home, I courage myself to ask him his phone number. For me, that was a brave step I take.

And fortunately he didn’t hesitate and gave me his number. But at that time, his phone was off so I can’t save my number into his phone.

He told me to message him but since that time I’ve never did that. I have no courage to send him a message. What should I write then? And because he doesn’t have my number so I can’t have a hope that he will send me a message first.

I sigh. I think I should do that.

I should did message him because I’ve promised him to. But I am being so timid if it’s about him.

Now maybe he thinks badly about me. And things can be awkward again.

As I think about him, I feel something strange in my heart.

I try to analyze it and I think,,,,, I miss him.

I put my hand on my chest and still feel the uncomfortable things inside.

Am I really missing him now?

Really?

Am I already in this serious state that I even miss him because I haven’t met him for a few days?

I make my decision. I need to see him.

I pack my bag and start searching him. From what I observed as I followed him those past days, at this day and at this time, he must be just around his faculty.

I turn on my motorcycle and rush to him.

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Donghae pov.

It’s not good.

I stared blankly to my bag. It’s because of Sungmin.

Well, actually not all his false. And honestly he didn’t even do something wrong. It’s because of me. My careless. I sigh.

You know what’s happen? I forgot my wallet.

This morning, Sungmin picked me up at my apartment and we went to campus together.

He knew about my address because he once sent me off after dance club practice. And out of blue, he offered me a ride for today because he had something to do in my faculty. So, I accepted it.

But the not so good thing is,, because I went to campus on Sungmin’s car, so I have no reason to use my money this morning and so, I have no reason to checked if I bring my wallet or not. Because, in normal days, I always ride a bus to campus, so I will carefully check my wallet.

I know about that just 5 minutes ago when actually I want to buy some drink.

Now, I’m doomed. I have no money.

Unfortunately, my phone is out of battery so I can’t call someone I know.

And because earlier I have something to do with my lecturer after class, so I think almost of my friend already somewhere else now.

I sigh. It’s really not good.

I think I would end up going home by feet.

Sun already set off now. The sky is getting darker. The wind so chilly and I didn’t bring jacket.

I feel so helpless.

I decide to start walking now so (hopefully) I can arrive home not so late because my home is pretty far away if I walk.

I try to think about something else so I’m not really stressed about it.

It would be nice if I have someone accompany me now. But I have no one here.

Then suddenly rain pouring a lot and make me drenched. Today is really not my day. Everything works wrong for me today.

I feel so lonely walking alone by myself in this crowded city and no one care about me. Plus the rain make the desperate feeling of mine become greater.

Out of the blue, I suddenly think about many things that make me even lonelier.

I think about my Mom at my hometown, Mokpo. She live with my little sister, Amber, there. And it’s been a long time since I’ve met them last time. I think about my late father. He is dead when I was still in senior high school and Amber was just a junior high school student.

From that time on, my Mom tried to make a live for us. Actually we are not that poor but she said that she need make more money for Amber’s and mine future.

And from that time on, I promise to taking care of my Mom and Amber.

But here I now, can’t even take care of myself.

I can feel my eyes get teary. I try to hold back my tears. It’s so pathetic to cry here.

Abruptly, a motorcycle blocks my way.

I feel so uneasy because the road I take now is so dark and no people here. I can feel my heart beat fast. What does this biker wants from me?

 I think about many bad things could be happen to me now. I don’t know what to do in this kind of situation.

I am panic. My eyes get tearier as I remember my Mom and Amber. Who will take care of them if something bad happen to me now?

Again, so many things went through my head, all the negative ones. I’ve never experiencing something like this, so now I am really freaked out.

The biker takes off his helmet and looks straight into my eyes.

I hold my breath for seconds and then I can feel a relief wave went through my heart. And then I sigh in relief.

I know the biker. I know him.

And somehow I feel so assured by the fact he is here.

Hyuk Jae.

I don’t even know why I can be so assured by his presence like this.

Maybe it’s because earlier I feel so lonely yet so depressed, and then I feel so scared, and then know that I am save make me really emotional now.

I can’t hold back my tears anymore because of this relief feelings,,, and I sob. In front of him.

Oh, I must be looked so absurd from his point of view because I’m sobbing like this out of the blue in front of him.

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Eunhyuk pov.

I never think that I could see this kind of thing from him. And I don’t want he do this kind of thing.

As soon as I take off my helmet, he starts crying. I am speechless.

I REALLY don’t know what to do now!!!!!

Those tears, makes my heart winch in pain.

I don’t even know the reason of those tears of him or things I should do so I can wipe it off.

I feel so useless while he still sobbing in front of me.

Please, please don’t be like this, Dong Hae-ya.

I’m not realized that I was holding my breath when I see those tears.

What I am supposed to do if you are being like this in front of me???