You're Mine...

‘damn him!!’ I screamed as I entered the apartment and closed the door with a loud bang that made ria and aia look at me in surprise.

They just looked at each other and burst out laughing ‘what??!! What’s soo funny??’ I shouted as I slumped down on the floor ‘I cant stand him anymore…he’s annoying me to death!’

‘aww Sammie-san…is it heechul-oppa again?’ aia asked me as she handed me a glass of water as if that would calm me down but I took it anyway.

They both sat beside me and took turns in trying to give me words of wisdom and comfort on how to deal with an imbecile named kim heechul who’s only mission in this world is to annoy me and make my life in SM Entertainment a living nightmare! I didn’t use hell yet but I know if this thing would keep up I’d be losing my head and I’d end up killing him.

‘what’s wrong this time?’ I asked the new mrs.ria cho who just came back from honeymoon, she and kyuhyun-ah didn’t live together yet due to their so busy schedule, her being a psychiatric nurse and doing her masters while kyuhyunnie was busy with the super junior and a couple of other businesses. Truth be told I also wanted to settle down and have cute and adorable kids with a man I love but then again as I imagined my kids to look a lot like heechul I decided to remain single for life.

‘I couldn’t understand what he wants?! First he agrees to what I made for him now he changed his mind and wants another design?! How am I going to finish his costume in a day and he has to wear it tomorrow for a photo shoot!! That nasty rat!’ I screamed as I stomped my feet, I didn’t care if I looked like  child with a nasty temper tantrum I wanted murder and right now kim heechul’s head would do just fine to compensate for all my troubles that morning and much to my horror my bestfriends just laughed their hearts out.

‘it’s not funny…it never is funny’ I grumbled as I leaned back on the sofa ‘why aren’t you with your hubby today mrs.cho?’

Ria blushed and hit me on my arm ‘its because they have to prepare for their shows in thailand…they have a meeting I guess.’

‘so that would explain why that moron was such in a hurry earlier when he told me wasn’t satisfied by his first costume’ I grumbled

Aia smiled and hugged me, she was also very happy with yesung oppa…why am I having such crazy luck when it comes to relationships?? It wasn’t fair!! And now my work is going to be tougher since the suju would be leaving for Thailand for a series of shows.

‘you and heechul oppa sure maintained your love and hate relationship…’ aria told me with a grin

‘duhh…love and hate?? I agree more on the hate part..but love?? Hell no! I take back what I said that I love him!! He’s going to be the death of me if this keeps up! How can a pretty guy like him be such a brat?’ I asked my friends not expecting them to answer

‘I heard that Sammie-ah…so you love me??’

I look around at the sound of that voice and without looking I knew it was none other the man responsible for my mood swings these past few weeks, he drove me nuts! And I certainly didn’t mean that in a nice way…I’m going crazy!!

The rat was grinning at me from the doorway with a shocked kyuhyun and yesung oppa who looked at me in wide eyed wonder.

‘you!! I am not going to make another costume for you, you agreed to that a week ago! I’ll be so damn busy that I cant find the time to rush another one-‘ I reasoned

‘I love you too Sammie-ah’ he told me with a smile

‘you what?! Grr!! What are you saying?’ I asked him not wanting to believe that he can actually say those words infront of our friends. What is this man up to now??

He smiled and pulled me closer to him so that I was surrounded by his strong arms and I can smell his scent that I have come to love ‘I said I love you…saranghamnida. As much as I would like to say that in Japanese I cant I don’t speak Japanese’

‘dork!! Stop touching me!’ I demanded as I ran inside my room not wanting to face him again. I sighed in relief as I was in the comforts of my bedroom and let out a loud sigh again as I jumped face down on the bed ‘that jerk! Stupid, stupid Sammie!! Why did you admit that infront of him!!’ I scolded myself as I pulled my hair in frustration.

‘sammie-ah stop hurting yourself…I don’t want my yojachingu to have bruises or an ugly face…I do have a reputation to maintain you know’

I looked up from my pillow and saw heechul inside my room, happily sitting on the bean bag on the floor, how the hell did this retard get inside my room? ‘this is off limits’ I told him as I sat up and hugged my pillow to my chest.

He smiled at me  and sat beside me on the bed, I looked away and pretended to study something interesting on the wall

‘you should really just accept the fact yo-bo that I’m in love with you and you love me back. It will make things easier’

I looked at him ‘do you think its easy for me to admit? Do you think I like being in love with you? I spent 2 years trying to forget you kim heechul and I thought I did the right decision by leaving…I cant love you and I don’t want to…’

He just took me in his arms and I began to struggle as I also fought back the tears trying to fall from eyes, I didn’t want to cry infront of him…I didn’t want to be this close to him for his nearness affects me so much.

‘just let me hold you yo-bo, lets just stay like this for awhile…you never told me why you left and why you didn’t want to talk to me…’ he whispered as he was kissing my hair

I finally stopped struggling and just let myself be wrapped in his arms and for a moment…even for just a moment in my life I can say that I have him this close.

‘eun ae talked to me at ria’s wedding…the wedding that got cancelled. She told me that you were hers and I should just leave you alone…’

He stopped kissing my hair and sighed ‘sammie-ah what we had was something I cherished but I don’t and I never want her back anymore…why did you believe her?’

I sighed and snuggled closer for his warmth before starting again ‘when we had lunch with your family you forgot that I was there…you even sat beside her, you couldn’t stop looking at her and she also hit me…’ I whispered

‘what?? She did what?!’ he shouted as he forced me to look at him ‘where did she hit you? And why didn’t you tell me?? Why yo-bo?’

‘it was a long time ago heechul-san and how could I tell you…I didn’t want to have anything to do with you after then…you’re such a playboy and don’t even deny it’ I told him

‘yo-bo…I’m not like that, my hyungs thought I was going crazy for I let you shout at me and call me names…its not like me…no one and I mean no one can talk to me the way you do…I let you insult me and I let you call me names…those hurt Sammie-ah’ he said as he continued to look at me

I didn’t realize that I was being insolent already and that I was already hurting him, I didn’t want him hurt…that’s the last thing I want. He kept looking at me as if I’m the only girl in the world for him and much to my surprise he was silently crying…

‘heechul-san…’ I whispered as I wiped his tears with my hands ‘shh…’

‘I let you do all those things…I let you hurt me though at first I had no idea why but then I knew why I let you treat my like that…I have come to love you though at first I would admit I was attracted to you and then that attraction grew…I’m in love with you. I wont let anybody hurt you again’ he whispered as he hugged me

I just cried in his arms not wanting to say anything that would ruin this moment…if only we could stay like this forever, but somehow I knew we cant for there’s another world where there are other girls and a girl from his past named eun ae. I didn’t want to worry about what can happen, I’m too amazed at what heechul said.

‘you don’t even call me oppa…you call my hyungs oppa and you’re extremely close to donghae’ he continued

‘eh?? What about donghae-oppa?’ I couldn’t help but ask him for he sounded like a jealous lover and as much as I didn’t want to admit it, it made me feel beautiful.

He smiled at me and leaned down to give me a kiss. Ahh those y lips on mine…it felt like heaven and I could only wish we could just keep kissing…oopss rated r hehe ohh well kim heechul kissed me!! Now I don’t know how could that still feel wrong.

‘you’re mine…’ he told me in a whisper and leaned down to kiss me again, how could I still say no to that?

** 3weeks after**

Yo-bo… ^_^

I miss you! And I cant wait to be home soon…we still have a lot of things to talk about. <3

Loving you,

Cinderella

I shook my head after reading heechul’s weird text message…yup he’s Cinderella alright. I couldn’t help but smile after receiving it though. I was about to put my mobile phone down to continue working on a design for a dress that the snsd will be wearing on their new music video when it made a noise again.

Thumbelina

^_^ why don’t you come here to Thailand and we can be together. I mean ria-ah is with kyuhyunnie while yesungie is with aia-ah…come here <3

‘thailand? You have got to be kidding me’ I whispered and continued to add the finishing touches of the design I was making.

As much as I would love to be there and watch him and the rest of the oppas performing and doing what they love best but I just cant leave my work.

‘flowers for Ms.Curtis’

I looked up from my designs to see a delivery man with a basket of flowers and an envelope talking to our head designer Mrs. Park. The latter looked delighted and pointed at my table, I smiled at her and wondered who the hell would be sending me flowers at this time?

‘are you Ms.Curtis?’

I nodded ‘if it’s a Samantha Curtis then yes that’s me…’ I answered as I admired the basket of red roses on my desk

The delivery boy handed me a paper and told me to sign it ‘ne, flowers for you Ms.Curtis…hope you enjoy them’ with that said he was left the flowers and the envelope on my desk and everyone was grinning at me.

I was about to open the envelope when my phone rang, it was heechul. I knew then he sent me these  roses.

‘heenim-ah?’ I answered as I sat down on my chair.

‘I love it when you call me that…saranghamnida jagiya, did you like the flowers?’ he asked me

I smiled, I still wasn’t used to his sweetness, its not that its weird but no one was ever this sweet to me before except for family and friends but then again I don’t remember aia and ria sending me roses.

‘hai, I like them…I actually just got them seconds ago…’ I answered him

‘what about the envelope? Open it jagiya’ he said ‘open it now and don’t scream’

I laughed as I opened the envelope and found a ticket, a hotel key and another key. I knew the ticket was for Thailand but I didn’t know what the other key was for…

‘thailand? Heenim-ah I have work..i cant take a leave or something’ I reasoned with him though I wanted so much to go

‘yo-bo just stay for the weekend…I miss you so much…please?’ he said and I knew he was also making his cute pleading face…how can I not give in to that?

‘fine…fine I’ll be there this weekend, thank you for the ticket and ahh the hotel room, but what about the other key? What’s this for?’ I asked him

He never gave me an answer but he just said he’ll call me back later after his dance rehearsals, with that said he gave me a kiss thru the phone and was gone before I could even say I love him.

I sighed as I put the phone down and started to work again on my design so I could make another one…busy busy heenim, he doesn’t have time  for me anymore though I understand it and knew he tries to find time to text me or call me when he’s on break and for that I love him all the more, though we never really formally announce that we’re a couple and our friends didn’t even bother to ask, we were happy with what we have and I guess that can be enough for a relationship to survive.

Work soon began to get a little demanding for me I didn’t noticed that it was almost 5pm. I looked up to see most of my friends fixing their things so I decided to do the same. I didn’t get any messages from heechul the rest of my shift so I decided he might be busy with rehearsals. I was about to leave when my mobile phone rang..a video call from ria.

‘ria-san! How’s Thailand??’ I asked her

She laughed and gave me a kiss ‘we miss you already Sammie-san, but heechul-oppa said you’ll be here this weekend and we cant wait for you to be here’ she said excitedly

‘hai…work is so tiring, I need a break. He sent me flowers today’ I told her with a smile as I got out of the room and showed her the flowers I got from heechul ‘I also have a ticket to Thailand, a hotel key..and another key I don’t know what is it for though.’

She smiled and looked behind her, I saw a sleepy kyuhyun but he gave me a smile and sat beside ria-san, they look so cute together.

‘sammie-ah…come to Thailand already’ he said

I laughed and nodded ‘hai, I’ll be there this weekend. Kyuhyun-ah, where’s heechul?’ I asked him as I went out of the building and started to walk home.

‘he’s going to call you in a bit so we have to say bye, bye for now’ he said

Ria looked at him in wonder ‘huh? But I just called Sammie a few minutes ago…’

‘you can call her back after heechul hyung calls her…bye Sammie-ah’

I just looked at my phone for a bit and shrugged, since they got married this couple has gotten weirder by the minute and yet I don’t understand how we can still call them cute…I guess being the youngest have some perks and they abuse it constantly, I cant even think of them as a real married couple minus perhaps the cheesiness and the mushiness that they share which makes them look like a pair of loonies out to do some mischief.

I walked around for a bit since I didn’t want to go home yet, I mean what’s the purpose of going home when I’m all alone anyway. It was getting a bit cold that week too, so much for enjoying a warm summer looks like I’ll be freezing like a popsicle before I even make it home.

***

I made it home before it started to rain and good thing I didn’t get that wet catching a cold or getting sick as of that week didn’t count as a sign of me getting the break I wanted. I was about to get my key when my phone rang from my pocket.

‘video call from Cinderella’

‘konichiwa heechul-san’ I answered him and when I saw how tired he looked I wanted to forget about work and just go follow him in Thailand or wherever he is at that moment. ‘itoshii..daijobu desu ka?’forgetting for a moment that he cant understand some Japanese words.

‘jagiya…I don’t understand’ he said with a smile as he moved to sit down on a couch, not even his smile or that kawaii expression would hide the dark circles beneath his eyes.

I smiled at him and shook my head. I finally got the door open and sat down on the couch and admired the roses he gave me.

‘arigato for the flowers…are you ok heechul-san?’ I asked him

‘I’m just tired…we had rehearsals and we did lots of interviews today. I want you here with me jagiya..’he told me as he laid his head on one of the pillows, behind him sungmin oppa gave me wave, donghae oppa blew me a kiss.

‘sammie-ah…heenim hyung fell asleep’ donghae told me in a whisper as he got the phone from heechul’s hand

I smiled and nodded ‘tell him I’ll call him when he wakes up…take care of that cute jerk oppa or you’ll answer to me’ I told them

‘ne, we’ll take care of him..you take there too Sammie-ah and come here already’ donghae told me before he said goodbye.

I stretched my arms and stood up to arrange the roses in a vase…then I remembered the other key he gave me and I forgot to ask him what it was for…I guess that will have to wait.

I sighed as I remembered how he look when he called me…I never realized I could finally care for a guy that much and it felt good to openly admit that I love him…as easy as breathing.

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i wrote this chapter while watching suju's mini drama the first episode...hehe even if the theme was horror i still found them funny <3

if anyone would want me to write a fanfic for them with their fave suju member...leave a message!! <3