05
Before I Go BlindHaneul walked into the room.
Haneul : Doctor Lee?
A tall man in his late 50s was sitting behind his desk, going through some files. He shot Haneul a look when he saw Haneul at the end of the room.
Doctor Lee : Haneul... (he stood up and took of his glasses) please, sit.
Haneul slowly walked up and sat facing him.
Doctor Lee : Sorry to have kept you waiting. (he sat down) You do know Director Nam already made an appointment for you right? (Haneul nodded) Its not until after lunch.
Haneul : I know. I just... I have something else later on. Is this okay with you?
Doctor Lee : Its fine. (he smiled) Now, what it is it, sweetheart?
Haneul : Is it really too late?
Doctor Lee couldn't read her expression, therefore he didn't know how to respond.
Haneul : (Haneul sighed) I don't remember the last time I was here. Nothing really changed.
Her eyes wonder around the room. Just a few years ago, the hospital was like a home to her, Doctor Lee was like her bestfriend and this room was her hangout place.
Doctor Lee : I never agreed on stopping the treatment. (he said with a sad voice)
Haneul : That's why I never came back. (She ran her fingers through her hair) I was 18. I was too young to go through all of that.
Doctor Lee : And, now you're not?
Haneul : I'm not going through all of that again. (she let out a small laugh under her breath)
Doctor Lee : Then, how can I help you now?
Haneul : Just a few small matters.
___________________________________________________________
Woohyun came rushing into the restaurant. When he saw Haneul sitting comfortably at a table, he sighed with relief. Woohyun walked up to her.
Wooohyun : I told you I'd pick you up.
Haneul : I know. But I was already out.
Woohyun : You drove here? (his voice sounding a little frustrated)
Haneul : No, the driver sent me.
Woohyun took a seat and they both ordered coffee.
Haneul : Woohyun. There's something I need to talk about.
Woohyun : Go on.
Haneul first hesitated. She looked for the courage in herself and man up.
Haneul : I want to travel.
~Silence~
Woohyun : What?
Haneul : I want to see the world, Woohyun. (she smiled) I want to see the Forbidden City in Beijing. I want to see the Eiffel Tower. I want to see sun in Hawaii. I want to see the coloseum in Rome and see the people in England. (she sounded very excited) Do you understand?
Woohyun : Well, (he quietly grunted) I have work and.. there's a lot still to do here. I can't just leave.
Haneul : I know. (she bit her lips) That is why.. I'm going.. by myself.
Woohyun's face turned red. He seemed angry.
Woohyun : No. (his voice calm, but stern)
Haneul : But...
Woohyun : I said no. (he stood up)
Haneul : Woohyun, please.
Woohyun walked out of the restaurant and head for his car. Haneul followed him.
Haneul : Wait.. (She chased him) Woohyun! (Woohyun kept walking to his car, not looking back) Please, just hear me out.. (he stopped and turned around)
Woohyun : That's enough, Haneul! (he grabbed her wrist)
Haneul : (Haneul's hand was in pain, but she didn't show it) Woohyun, please. (she teared up)
Woohyun : Don't cry. (he let go) Get in the car.
He gestured a sign to make her go in. Haneul backed away. Shaking her head as she did so.
Haneul : How could you.
Then Haneul ran across the street, called a cab and went home.
"He doesn't understand," Haneul thought, "No one does..."
".....how could he...."
Comments