=Sunggyu POV=

 

"ouch! it hurts! my right arm crash through the ground gaving me a wound which bleeds. aish! I was irritated.

 

no one dared to hurt me again before! I wasnt in the right mood for this so I lifted my head and ready to scold the person who dared to bump me but stop midway when I saw who it was. this girl... isnt she...? nevermind.

 

I slightly shook my head to remove all those thoughts then clear my throat after. she immediately stood up, bowed then apologize but I cut her words before she can finish it. I dont have time to listen to her explanation right now.

 

I stood up and told her not to be stupid and look at her direction.

 

I know I was kind of harsh but I only said that because I wasnt in my right mind after seeing that my right arm got hurt.

 

as soon as I finish talking, I left her behind without waiting for her response

 

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"SUNGGYU HYUNG!! ARE YOU OKAY?"

 

woohyun yelled from afar while running towards my direction together with the other members

 

"ya! you dont have to shout my name that loud!" I scolded him

 

"you're being a meanie again! cant you see how worried I am?" he said with a pout

 

"aigoo ~ our woohyunie is so sweet~"

 

I said while pinching his cheeks

 

"stop it hyung. you're ruining my cheeks"

 

he complained while trying hard to remove my hand

 

"as if its not ruined already. whahaha" I joked

 

"hyung!!!"

 

his childish mode is now activated lol :p

 

=End of Sunggyu POV=

 

 

=Myungsoo POV=

 

"CUT! NG! WOOGYU SCENE is NG! Do it again!"

 

dongwoo said with a loud yet strict voice while crossing his arms and pretends to be a director who cut woogyu scene because of NG lol xD

 

all of us burst out laughing because of what he did just to get sunggyu's attention

 

"ehehem! we're still existing hyungs"

 

I remind both of them that we are still here after surpassing my laugher

 

"oh mianhe, this tree keeps on distracting me so my attention got occupied" he explained

 

"dont worry hyung, we're already used to woogyu moments" sungjong replied

 

"yeah what's new about it?" hoya added while chuckling

 

"changing the topic. how's your right arm hyung?"

 

I asked sunggyu concernly about his hand condition

 

"well luckily, its still okay. the doctor said that I did the right thing to go here immediately when my arm got hurt to avoid my past injury from occuring again. But he said that I need to be more careful next time cause if not... who knows? I might lost my arm conpletely" he explain gaving all of us a shock

 

 

"no way" I subconciously utter

 

"dont worry too much, im okay now. nothing bad will happen to my arm"

 

hyung touch my shoulder and assured all of us that he's fine. he even smile but... why do I seem to see pain in his eyes? or am I just seeing my reflection through his eyes? because im hurting for him. I cant afford to see hyung cry and suffer alone once again after the cruel accident which almost take away his arm... because of me

 

 

*flashbacks*

 

 

"HYUNG!!"

 

I yelled when mafia began to surround him

 

"let go of myungsoo! he has nothing to do with this"

 

he said to the guy whose standing right infront of him. the guy look at me and smirk before returning his attention to hyung

 

"you mean the prince? I bet the palace is now on chaos because of his disappearance.. what more if... I killed him?" he said making sunggyu erupt in anger

 

"YA! dont you dare or i'll make you see hell first!"

 

the mafia members hold both of his arms so he wouldnt be able to move or fight back. I tried my best to break free from the rope that is tied to my whole body and in a thick pole but I cant....

 

"arent you being agressive? want me to teach you patience?"

 

he said ready to punch sunggyu but hyung kick him on the stomach hard making the guy groan in pain

 

"ya!" he shouted and take out a gun from his pocket then pointed it directly into my head. at that moment, I froze

 

 

"DONT!" sunggyu yelled and the guy grinned

 

 

"if you fight back once again, he's dead" he threaten

 

"fine! I wont fight back just dont touch him!"

 

hyung respond, I got surprise by his answer so my awareness went back

 

"no hyung!"

 

I tried to change his mind but he just replied me with a smile

 

"dont worry"

 

he said then the mafia leader went to him again and threw a hard punch to his face which makes it bleed.. he punch again, and again and again until hyung is already kneeled down on the ground with so much blood

 

"how easy, shall we add some twist?" he said and back off to look for something, after a while he was now back with a piece of thick wood

 

 

"ENAUGH! stop hurting him!" I struggle to break free but it was no use

 

"ohhh~ bromance, how touching.. shall we end this up with tragedy? whahaha"

 

he said while lifting up the wood and laughing evily. when he was now heading to my direction, I shouted at him angrily

 

"YOU! who give you the right to hurt my hyung huh?! wait and see, if I got free from this tie. i'll crush you into pieces" I warned

 

"omo, mom dad im scared. the prince will crush me. help. help. whahaha"

 

he said mockingly and all of them began to laugh. I got pissed off so I spit my saliva into his face and Im pretty sure he got annoyed to what I did but manage to smirk

 

"dont you think this wood is kind of thin? shall we try this to you?"

 

he lifted the wood and ready to hit me as I immediately close my eyes and ready to feel the great pain as I waited and waited but feel nothing, what's going on? I open my eyes to check why the wood doesnt hit me yet and to my horror, I see sunggyu hyung infront of me, he block the wood from hitting me so he is the one who got hit. his arms form an 'x' as he use it for defense

 

"what are you doing hyung?! get out of the way, you are hurt badly already!" I scolded

 

"NO" he refuse, so the mafia leader keeps on hitting his both arms until the wood is broken. I was so terrified, I hate my situation right now. more likely, I hate myself for not being able to help hyung at times like this. I hate it!

 

when something bad happen to hyung, there is no one to blame other than me. I wont forgive myself if that happen

 

"SUNGGYU HYUNG!!"

 

I yelled when he drop to the ground and lost conciousness

 

"omo , seems like he's dead already.. how fast, im still enjoying"

 

the mafia leader commented, I gave him a deadly glare.

 

just then, the door slam open revealing the 5 remaining infinite members

 

"did we arrive late?" woohyun asked confidently still not aware of sunggyu's condition

 

"yes! very late! now untie me me palli!" I shouted at them

 

"eyyy, why are you so hot tempered.. you kn-"

 

hoya said while walking towards me but stop midway upon seeing hyung lying right infront of him. their eyes widen in shock

 

"surprise?" the mafia leader finally spoke. woohyun clenched his fist in anger

 

"You..." his voice drifted off for a minute "what did you do to him?"

 

woohyun asked while still trying hard to take a hold of himself. the mafia laugh

 

"what did I do? I break his bones" he answered. woohyun started to move his feet towards the boss direction with his head bowed. At that time no one dared to stop him because we all know that once he became that serious, no one could ever stop him

 

"what did you just say you do to him?"

 

woohyun keeps on asking in every single step he's taking but the mafia boss arent answering him instead, he keeps on throwing many mocking words so woohyun will be pissed off

 

"you're acting tough right now huh? who are you his knight in shinning armor?"

 

the mafia boss commened and woohyun smirk

 

"did you enjoy playing with him?"

 

"yes, very much. I actually wish to play more but too bad he fainted"

 

"you better do, 'cause right now.. the playtime is over! i'll make you pay for what you've done" woohyun remarked

 

"let see" the boss showed his full confidence.

their conversation go on until woohyun finally reach his place

 

"i'll play with you the way I played with him... boys! surround him!" he commanded but no one surround woohyun

 

"I said surround him! are you guys deaf?!" he exclaimed angrily but no one gave response nor follow his command. when he cant take it anymore, he look back and was so shock to see his boys lying on the floor

 

"surprise?" I questioned in a mocking tone as I copied his voice earlier when he asked the same question. sungyeol started to untie me

 

"I just make them sleep for a while" dongwoo announce proudly making the boss grint his teeth

 

"now, its between you ... and me"

 

right after he declared that he let go a forceful punch but the boss quickly dodge it. not being alert enaugh, woohyun got hit by wood in the head

 

"hyung!" I was about to run at his side but he told me to stay back

 

"i'll take care of him"

 

"you still want to get hurt? fine then" he lifted up the wood and attempt to hit woohyun once more but hyung block it using his arms. seeing that scene makes me feel worried to death. tell me this isnt happening. tell me it isnt! I held my head and shook it, trying so hard to refuse the cruel reality that we're facing right now so I fell down on my knees

 

"myungsoo hyung are you okay?" sungjong asked me in a panicking mode

 

"STOP DOING THAT WOOHYUN HYUNG!!! STOP BLOCKING THE WOOD WITH YOUR ARMS! THAT'S WHAT SUNGGYU HYUNG DID EARLIER! SO STOP IT!!" I shouted to my heart contents, I feel like having a mental breakdown right now. I take a look at woohyun checking if he listen to my words and thank goodness he did by grabbing the arm of the boss which the wood was being held and he twisted it making the boss yell in pain

 

"I told you i'll make you pay for what you've done" he reminded before kicking the boss leg making him lost his balance so woohyun take that opportunity to slam him down onto the ground. the mafia boss dared to get up but woohyun didnt allow him to do so by stepping on his chest and bent down then grab his collar

 

"sunggyu... is one of the most important person in my life. he's... my bestfriend" a tear escape from woohyun's eyes when he is saying those words

 

"and you hurt him! I will never forgive you!" he informed and punch the guy with his full force. me and the rest couldnt believe our eyes, he's completely a different person right now. the woohyun who used to be joyful, greasy and noisy all the time became serious and scary. I never imagine him to be like that

 

"YOU'LL DIE!!" he keeps on repeating the same words over and over while continiously gaving punch to the boss's face

 

 

"woohyun hyung that's enough" I said as I pulled him away after hearing the siren of a police car

 

"LET GO OF ME!" he complained

 

 

"NO! let the police handle him. we need to take gyu hyung to the hospital before its too late. his arms were badly injured"

 

when I said that, he came back to his sense and run towards sunggyu

 

"lets go!"

 

I nod then we all went out and at the same exact time, the policemen finaly arrived

 

"are you okay prince?"

 

"im fine but my friend is not so we've got to bring him to the hospital. i'll be leaving this bad punks to your hands now police officer"

 

"I understand. we're gonna make sure that they'll be punished for what they did" he respond with a salute....

 

 

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"how is he doc?" I asked as soon as the doctor went out of the surgery room

 

"he got badly hurt and has a lot of injury but what worst is.. He wouldnt be able to use his right arm for the mean time" the doctor explained hyung's situation.

 

after hearing all that, I feel as if someone stabed me on the heart

 

"is there any other way for him not to temporarily loose his arm?" dongwoo ask but the doctor shook his head

 

"his arms were badly injured but his right arm got most affected. infact, he might loose it completely if he got injured again without waiting for the wound to heal" he explain even further

 

"MWO??!"

 

we ask in chorus

 

"we cant do anything now, sorry"

 

just like that the doctor left.. I was too shock to say something, woohyun also seem to loose his strength as he sat down on the chair lifelessly with tears flowing down his eyes

 

"sunggyu hyung... he wouldnt be able to play his guitar for a quite long time.. I know he will be hurt when he found out about this... im worried" woohyun stated and sungjong sat next to him to give some comfort

 

"I know what you feel woohyun hyung, we know how important music is to sunggyu hyung but we cant do anything about it now. lets just hope that he'll recover immediately"

 

I felt my body getting weaker and weaker. its my fault. he wouldnt be able to play his guitar because of me. if only I wasnt get kidnap then... none of this will happen.. im sorry hyung..

 

*end of flashbacks*

 

 

=Sunggyu POV=

 

"hurry up were running late!"

 

sungyeol announce while running fastly

 

"I didnt have a class left though. 'cause my teacher is absent" hoya commented

 

"nado" (me too) sunggyu and dongwoo second emotion

 

"ya hyung! how come you didnt have a class when I do?"

woohyun complained to me

 

"because im excused"

 

"that's unfair!"

 

I stick out my tongue then push woohyun away til myungsoo, sungjong and sungyeol drag him out leaving me, hoya and dongwoo

 

"so where should we go now?" hoya questioned

 

"lets just compose a song for our project in music class" dongwoo suggested and hoya agreed

 

"wanna join us hyung?"

 

"sure. I'll follow later after doing something" I said and we separate ways

 

 

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My Feet drag me to our hangout place where me and my childhood bestfriend used to go in the past but this time im alone. And now here i am standing in front of a big tree looking at it intently with sad eyes.

 

*kim sunggyu you pabo, why you keep hurting yourself*

*because of that one reason* my another self answered but i cant continue to talk myself, so i brushed it off quickly. Im being like a mad person here .

a sad smile escaped from my lips. I sighed and keep staring at the big tree

 

i scan it.. looking for the ingrave letters that we put before she LEAVEd me.

But due to its oldnest you cant clearly read it now, some were gone already but in my mind its clear like new.

 

My hands lift up when i saw her name. Tracing each letter one by one my eyes started to tear up and all the memories i wanted to burried rewind in my mind like it was only happenned yesterday.

 

 

*flashback*

 

"Knock knock, Kim sunggyu-shi.. lets play outside“

 she shout like she used to but her voice somewhat different.

but kim sunggyu doesnt recognized it.

 

as soon as he heard her voice he immediately sat-up

 

"omma, ill go to the playground arasso" and he run to the gate without waiting for his mothers permission. But when he open it theres no trace of her.

 

"bunny lets go" he called for her.

"bunny" he called for her again. no respond.

"BUNNY" this time he shout and still no response.

 

His shoulder deflated "Am i hallucinating?" he asked himself and shook his head.

Ready to went inside the house when someone poked him in the back.

 

"bunny?" he asked and turned around

"who do you think it is. Except your waiting for some.."

he cut it off by hugging her.

"Hey lastgyu, i cant breathe" she said.

"oops im sorry.. i thought you lea... oh never mind"

he said smiling brightly.

"where did you go" he waited for her reply but min. came he doesnt hear her voice.

"Hey" he shook her shoulder "Are you okay.. are you sick.. did i say something bad?"

"Ha?.. ahhh.. Lets go" she grab my hand and smiled but her smile didnt meet her eyes.

 

"Are you sure your really ok?"

he asked again

"uhmm.." she bow her head.

*shes not acting like her usual self today*

 

=Sunggyu POV=

 

"lets play..whoever reach the playground first is the winner.. and the loser will be given a punishment"

I said and started to run fast but not as fast like i usually do. because i wanted her to win.

 

"yey.. i win.. i win" she jumped up and down

"uhmm.. what would be your punishment?" she smiled

"ahh.. cheater" I said

"no im not.. you lose because you're slow GRANDPAGYU" she laughed

"do the gwiyomi player...palli"

"mwoh... i cant its so embarrassing" I complain

"gwiyomi..gwiyomi" she said cutely

"why you have so much aegyo.. aishh.." I said

and do the gwiyomi player..

 

 

"wah its so embarassing " and i put my two hands over my head and dunk down.

 

 

 

"ahaha...youre so cute.. dae-.. ahaha -bak ahaha"

shes laughing continuesly.

"my stomach hurt.. your really funny kim sunggyu-shi"

*im happy that my plan worked. she smiled*

"what did you say?" i started running to her

"kyahhh" she run too.

were running in circles until her phone rung

 

"omma... dae.. dae.. arssso"

thats the only thing i hear. After the call ended she went silent again

But this time i let her because Im afraid to ask her.. i dont know why but maybe im afraid that her answer might not turn out what i hoped to be.

 

Weve been like that for almost half an hour.. Me leaning on a big tree with my eyes closed and she playing the stone until she said those word...

"DONT FORGET ME" ,“IM HAPPY THAT KIM SUNGGYU-SHI IS MY BESTFRIEND"

and that last word i hated to hear coming from her

"IM LEAVING"

 

I dont want to open my eyes hoping it was only a dream. But when i open it i saw her.. Her head lowered above her kness and her shoulder shaking... Thats when i realized its true.. What they said was damn true..

 

"So what our neighbours told me about you leaving was true." i said with all my might trying my hardest controlling my tears not to fall.

 

She only nod

A bitter smile form in my lips. 

"When"  I asked not wanting to know the answer but still I needed to know.

"this day" She said between sobs

As if on cue.. the tears i kept holding started to fall one by one.

 

I was shocked that my eyes that used to be small are wide open now.

The me who has many things to say.. dont know what to say anymore.

And the me who doesnt want to cry in front of people .... are now cryin because of her.

Even if i want my tears to stop falling .. i cant, its hurt

 

She stand up then grabbed a stone and started to write something in the big tree

 

"so you really leaving me?" i said wiping my tears away

"anio.." she shook his head.. "even though were afar from each other youll be here always."

she point her heart and " this big tree are the witness of our friendship." she smile but the tears still skip from her eyes.

 

My eyes darted in the tree.. reading what she written awhile ago.

Its her name and my name and below it are the words BESTFRIENDS FOREVER.

 

I hugged her "you'll comeback right"  I said while my tears streaming down my face.

she nod.. and hug me too. " i'll come back.. in this place.. where this big tree stands.. so wait for me.. ill definitely, ... definitely, come back" she hug me tighter.

 

For 5 min. Were like that, hugging each other like no one wants to let go.

All you can hear is our hicups and the sounds of the leaves blowned by the wind.

 

A car beeped and she released herself from my hugged, walk three steps backward away from me.... and that moment I know what's next..

 

"Kim Sunggyu-shi"

she paused taking up the courage to say the next word

"Kim sunggyu-shi.. ill take my leave now.. anyeong, thats what you want to say right“ I continued for her

“Uhmm...and dont forget take care of yourself. Im happy that i met Kim Sunggyu-shi"

"Me too.. Im happy that I met you"

She smile but the tears still skip from her eyes. But she wipe it off quickly and run to the car waiting for her.

 

I bow my head and closed my eyes..

Even though I dont want to let her go.... I need to..

when i met her a year ago I know this thing will happen...

That eventually she need to go back to where she belong..

I thought im prepared when this day come..

*but what's this feeling? why i need to feel this?.. wae?*

 

He crumpled his shirt where his heart is and said those words that he can only hear..

 

"i'll wait for you and say those 3 words"

 

"SARANGHE (I love you)"

 

*end of flashback*

 

 

--back to present--

 

"can I say those words now? will I be given a chance to be with her again? I wonder" I said sofly.

 

"Its been a year since you left and promise to comeback but you still havent.. how long should I keep waiting? how long should i keep hurting? its getting harder for me to bear the pain.. what should I do?" I utter and started to cry silently so no one will notice me.. atleast thats what i expect to happen

 

=End of Sunggyu POV=

 

 

=Jiyeon POV=

 

 

"jiyeon-ah, can you please deliver this to the principals office?" soyeon unnie pass me a files of paper she ask me to deliver

 

"sure unnie"

 

I get the paper from her hands then went out just to notice that there's not much students wondering at the campus today. maybe because its still class hour, wow! the students are being good today huh? what's with them? Nvm, its a good thing though.

 

while on my way to the office, I pass by the biggest tree at our school. I stop for a while to take a look then notice a silhoutte. seems like there's a person standing beside it, my curiousity got all over me so I came closer to have a better view. its a guy. he has his head bowed so I cant see his face clearly.

 

I patiently wait for his head to be lifted up and luckily, it didnt last for long.. he look up, but I found out that the guy is no other than the nerd I bump into last time. the one who has a small scary eyes. I sudenly feel the urge to come closer to him and sub-conciously, I felt my feet moving.by itself.

 

a minutes later I am now at this back. when I realize what my situation is, I immediately wanted to back out and run away but its too late, I am here now so there is no turning back. I bit my lips before taking a deep breath.. he still didnt notice my presence so I spoke

 

"a-anyeong haseyo" I began to stutter as my heart keeps on beating fast. why do I feel scared right now? or im just guilty?

 

in the middle of my thoughts, he abtruptly turn around.. I was shock to see his eyes being soft and watery right now, I didnt expect it so I was left dumbfounded

 

is he... shedding tears before I appeared? my heart suddenly ache, I feel pity for him even though I didnt know the reason of his sadness

 

"are you ok?" I asked with full of concern. he didnt gave respond. instead, he wipe his tears away and face me with his usual scary eyes. but it isnt as scary as before.

 

maybe because I see the other side of it so I wasnt affected anymore

 

"what are you doing here?"

 

even though he pretends to be cool and strong at the monent, he wouldnt be able to hide his sadness from me. I can see everything through his eyes, hear everything through his voice and feel everything through his actions. I know he needed someone by his side but he just cant show his weakness to others.

 

its either he didnt want others to feel weak when they see him being weak or he cant express himself well... because he's hurting too bad

 

"you dont have to act cool. I know you are hurting right now, there's no need to hide it from me" I said leaving him surprised

 

"dont act as if you know everything about me because the truth is... you really dont"

 

"I may not know you that well but it doesnt mean that I wouldnt be able to see the pain in your eyes. why do you need to keep it to yourself? isnt that hard? isnt it painful? to face the problem alone. dont you wanna have someone to be with you at times like this?" I said

 

"its none of your business so stop pretending that you care.. so what is it to you if im hurting? or if im in pain? or if I need someone to be with me, huh? you do not even know me so get lost!" he exclaimed angrily and started to walk out

 

"NO I WONT! 'CAUSE I KNOW YOU NEED SOMEONE RIGHT NOW AND I CAN BE THAT SOMEONE FOR YOU"

 

I yelled which makes him stop at his tracks

 

"I DONT ASK YOU FOR THAT SO LEAVE ME ALONE!"

 

he yelled back and leave completely disappearing from my sight. am I being stuborn? but I just wanted to help, is it a bad thing?"

 

I brush all those thoughts and decided that whenever he ask for someone he can lean on, I will always be here… because I know how it feels like to be alone… in pain. I nearly stop breathing. But then, appa and oppa appeared in my life. When im at lost, I didn’t even know myself that time so they serve as my guide and now I see my old self in him. I’ll make sure to guide him just like how I was guided….

 

=End of Jiyeon POV=

 

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Author's Note

 

hi there readers, im back!! sorry for making you wait again -_-

so? how's this chapie? i hope its okay, im not sure if i reach your expectation but .. oh-well, it ends up like this hehe ^^

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