your POV 

you woke up, realising that youre in taeyang's room. you sat up and fixed your hair

taeyang came in looking much better than before 'morning, jade where are you going?' 

'I have to work' you stood there searching for your bag.

he giggled 'baby, its sunday' he came close and kiss your forehead 

you close your eyes a rush of sensation wash over you *no, this can't be*

'owh, I see,i forgot, are you feeling better?' 

'yes, you took care of me although i had to stand under the rain for so long to wait for you and you never came' he pouted

you touched his cheeks 'I'm sorry baby, i was caught in a meeting and i totally forgotten'

His face came closer, you knew what was coming 

'eeee, no' you laughed and push him

'yahhh, pay back time, I was a kiss' he trapped you with his hands 

'ee, i want to brush my teeth' still laughing

he laughed and let you go  

in the toilet you stared at the mirror 'why now its getting harder to hate him'

*why all the tenderness and butterflies*

you gulped 

you knew you have to deal with this but maybe later. today you want to spend time with him. you will think about all that. later..much muchhh later 

coming out to the kitchen, taeyang was there with breakfast ready. 

you ate together. he was busy telling stories about his progress on his new album, you listen attentively 

'I made a song about you' he said shyly 

you were shocked, lifting your head, eyes wide 'ahh?'

he went to the living room and played a cd

'listen, its called connection' he said excitedly 

you listened to the song ;to shock to respond' 

you listened to the lyrics 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBMJje3vfxM

he came to you 'you liked it?' his eyes hopeful

you gulped, feeling scared *this has gone too complicated*

not realising tears were coming out, you nodded 

his face change 'baby, why are you crying' 

he hugged you 

you closed your eyes 'Im scared' you whispered 

he hugged you tighter 

'don't be, I'm here' he said softly soothing you

you closed your eyes

more scared than before 

he carried you to bed and put your sorrow away

will lily tell the truth?