A month pass by 

location: beach house

You were standing at the balcony looking at the beach, listening to the sound of the waves 

your dress: http://www.womenssundresses.net/whitesundresses/whitesundress4.jpg 

the sun hit your skin, warming your face that has longed for a healthy sun bath. the wind blowing your hair. You felt in peace 

some one came walking and hugged you from behind. Taeyang. He placed his face on your shoulder and hugged you tighter

'baby, you like my suprise?' 

you closed your eyes 'ehem' you nod, 'thank you but we have to go back this evening right, i have work'

he pouted 'why cant your boss give you a break' 

'cause he's the boss' 

he pulled you to the beach house and ask you to sit on the sofa 

he seemed excited, like a child with a secret. 'wait I have one more suprise' 

he went to the room and dissapear behind the door

You stared at the beach house. it was beautiful. In the pass month you have been dating with taeyang. your plan went smoothly, everything falling into places. Although now you have the feeling that he is going to take it more seriously. 

He was always so sweet but you know your goal.

His face does make your heartbeat rise a few notch, his laughter does makes you flutter inside but when the image of your family's corpse arise, your feelings fade.  

deep in your thought. he was back 'babe, i have another suprise' he took out a bracelete from his pocket  ( http://makeluxurycount.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/love_bracelet_red2.jpg?w=300 )

it was a simple red bracelet with a ring in between engraved 'love' 

he sat next to you and placed the bracelet in 

'ah nice!' he exclaimed 

you stared at the bracelet. lifting your face you looked at him 'thank you, but you dont need to'

he sighed 'you're always like that ,not wanting things from me, why cant you be happy , your my girlfriend for goodness sake and i want to buy you stuffs'

*girlfriend* you gulped 

'anieyo, sorry tae, its beautiful' you lay your head down on his lap. He smiles and rubbed your head slowly 

;jade' he said 

'yes?'

'want to meet my hyungs? the big bang members'

'anieyo, dont, let's wait' 

'why' he said

'cause..emmmm, we have to keep this a secret yes'

'annieyo, why so?, they are my hyungs'

you know you cant meet them, you cant afford the risk of exposing yourself could you 

you sat down, a plan to divert him 'one day ok, i'll meet them, now lets pick up shells' come you pulled his hand. 

He laughed 'jade, your like a kid' 

he chased you to the beach shore, you played the whole evening 

home: 12 midnight 

lying on you bed you felt tired. you have just arrived from the beach trip.

When are you going to going to drop the bomb. you asked yourself

you whisper 'maybe a little bit longer'

you slept with the bracelet on