Folding shirts she arranged them in the luggage. Her eyes drained of emotions cause she believed she don’t deserve any. She’s leaving. More like running away. The company is spreading its wings to Australia and she put herself incharge for one of the big projects there. It’s a way for her to forget this agony she constantly felt. Her bed was a mess, socks, jackets, cardigans, toiletries. She sighed. She will leave tomorrow night. Her sight falls on a polaroid picture beside a stack of socks. She sat on the bed, took the picture and stared. Their baby. She shook her head, no her baby. She met a doctor yesterday and she confirmed the baby boy’s health. Yes, her baby boy. She smiled.she touched her tummy, a bump now felt. ‘its real’ she said.
The baby is real, she is going to try to be a great mom. This baby boy is going to hold her heart as his father once does and still does

She felt guilty deceiving taeyang. Again. But she can’t tell him after the scene she saw two weeks ago, she cant, he was happy, he had joy in his eyes. He deserve to be happy. The scene kept playing in her mind since that afternoon. How he laughed and smiled. What did she expect? That he was as sad as her, longing for her like how she is desperately longing for him?
She was the bad villain wasn’t she?
And now this baby? He will never know because she’s not going to let him.
A tear rolled down her cheeks ‘stop crying; she said in anger ‘stop lily!’
She won’t cry anymore. She’s a mom now. she have to be strong  

Taeyang’s POV 
Location: back stage, getting ready for a concert
    He sat at the chair, staring at his phone, sunny his hair stylist was fixing his hair. ‘taeyang, lift your head up’ she said
He lift his face staring at the mirror. Sunny was still busy applying gel. ‘walah, done’ sunny said and went to TOP who was sitting next to him
Seungri who was sitting next to him looked at taeyang ‘hyung, you ok?’
He arched his brows ‘yup, all great, why?’
Seugri looked at his mirror and played with his hair ‘ I don’t know you look distant these days, you’re dating?’ he laughed
He felt a pang near his heart. Goddamit he hates it. She still have that effect on him. That scheming liar, that scheming beautiful heartbreaking liar.
He gulped ‘nehh, I would have told you if I were, won’t I?’
Seugri smiled ‘woot woot, hyung, go get a girlfriend its time’
*I did and look what happened*
‘you and girls’ he laughed
‘hyung, I was going to ask you, you know that song you wrote for you’re last album, connection, damn its great but I’m wondering who gave you the inspriration’ he flutter his eyes looking childish
Top who was busy getting his hair done said ‘yes tae, tell me who’s the girl, GD has been wondering to, and its been a hit recently’
‘yahh, you busy bodies, I inspire it on my own’ he lied. His mind flashing back to the time when he let lily hear the song. She cried and told him she saw scared. Scared? Why was she scared?  He took a deep breath. Forget it tae, you’re just finding excuses, you need to get laid.
‘tae, wanna join us to the club tonight?’ TOP asked
GD shouted from the corner getting dressed, ‘yah, you have been a saint for this pass 4months,I was worried the next thing I know you’re getting married’
The boys laughed
Tae’s eye turn hard. If only they knew why he was being a saint. He was ready to bring her to meet them but she refused.
‘ok then, let’s go tonight’ he smiled
He have to forget her, by hook or by crook

will their path cross??

will they ever meet again?

will he know?

will they get their second chance?