Note: Harabeoji - grandpa ; Halmoni- grandma

A Song as you read

Jiyeon

I lost my baby...

I never thought it would hurt so much...

I'm a bad person...

A bad mother.

I hate myself...

I'm useless.

All I can do is cry over the fact that I lost my baby because of Shihoo.

I hate myself for being weak.

I'm still scared.

I'm still scared that Shihoo might come back...

I'm scared he'll do something bad.

Seungho quickly finished the banana he was eating. He blinked twice when I said one single voice.

"Finally, you talked!" Myungsoo exclaimed and hugged me hastily. I pulled away from his hug and stood near the window, facing them.

"What? Are you mad? I thought you'd never talk, so I was just so glad when you talked." Myungsoo added innocently.

"Why are you two here? Get out of my sight!" I yelled.

Of course, I wanted to be alone. Then, I can cry until I fall asleep without letting anyone see or hear. They don't have any idea how depressed I am. Even if they care, I don't need that 'care' when all I need is 'private time' to cry.

"L, we should leave... She needs time." Seungho told Myungsoo.

"Yeah right. You listen to Seungho." I said. Myungsoo stared at me in disbelief. Maybe because I told him what to do? And well, ever since we started dated, he hated seeing Seungho with me. He's a jealous man... It used to be fun... But not now.

"Why are you being like this? Why are you pushing me away? Don't you know that I took care of you while this Seungho was lying on his own bed?" Myungsoo stood, disappointed. "And