ive been single for the whole of my life...i just cant seem to find that special someone. people say that i have high standards...ive grown tired of trying to explain everything...everything again and again...i cant be bothered arguing with them anymore because all i want to say it that, the guys that i like are genuine, slightly above average males. its just that the world has so little of them, or it may just be because none of them have appeared in my life. im not saying all guys are bad...especially when i met him.

but i have to say many girls around me have resulted in lowering their requirements and expectations so they could find a boyfriend or husband. personally i think they shouldnt do that. firstly, what happened to patience? you cant force something to happen if it isnt meant to be...you have to wait for the right time...destiny and fate will take its place.

secondly, why are you making it easier for guys? they should work hard to impress you ...they should be at their best and become something, instead of us female always changing for them.

last but definitely not least, what happens if because you lowered your standards, and great...you meet a guy, marry him but then what happens if you cant stand him anymore because it just doesnt feel right? or that he cheats on you because of how low you had to move your standards?

OKAY~ i know i may be a little durastic here but isnt that the truth? would you rather prepare and get yourself together, presentable and right during the time you are single and then find the right guy...or would you rather rush into things and then have to suffer and regret it for the rest of your life? but then again...destiny will take it place...maybe because of that you will meet the right guy when he glides in to your life to be your prince charming...your saviour.

i have to say...im not the pretty type, the cute type, the whiny girlie type. im just an average girl, average grades, average attitude and average life. i hate the fake, i hate the overs. i like natural, normal. GENUINE people with good intentions. i dress typically, shirt and jeans, or shirt and shorts. i consider myself as normal, down-to-earth.

my point is...everyone has their own guy...maybe two...everyone has different requirements for their other half...everyone HAS someone who is meant for them...whether in a boyfriend way or boy friend way or husband way...never give up hope even though you feel as though there is no one who will meet up to the characteristics you want...because for me...after 18 years of hoping, dreaming, fantasizing...i found him...and he is PERFECT...his flaws are what makes him PERFECT...his personality it 100% what i wanted...even though he may be a little numb in the head in some situations but he is numb in the situations that i accept him to be numb at. he is cute. sweet. shy. fun. handsome. gorgeous. y. smart. stupid. funny. talented. everything i need. everything i want. to be honest i could go on forever...i can only be able to express myself if you and me were sitting in a coffee shop, so i could ramble on and on about him, waving my hands, gesturing, trying to show his features when words could not be used. you could see what he has done to me when i talk about him, i laugh, i giggle, i chuckle and freeze to daydream. if only he were here, he would know how much i love him.

BE WHO YOU ARE, LOVE WHO YOU ARE, STAY THE WAY YOU ARE...and one day you will find the guy who loves the real YOU~

and...here is my story...~