(continues from chapter 7)

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Nicky

Playing with B1A4 hyungs is fun. I love playing with them. They teach me their dance moves and teach me to sing. Neomu Joha. There’s a tv also in their room, so I can watch Appa’s performance then.

Baro hyung and Channie hyung are really mentally same like me. CNU hyung and Jinyoung hyung are truly hyungs. And Sandeul hyung is the balancer. Uwaaaa… it’s fun to have many hyungs. If only they can be my hyungs. They can play with me all the time. Hmm, maybe I should ask Omma to let them be my hyungs.

“Nicky-ah, from the 5 of us, which one is your favorite ?”, ask Sandeul hyung.

Baro hyung and Channie hyung are giving aegyos for me to pick.

Then I point my finger to Baro hyung, “Baro hyung”

The others fell and disappointed, “Wae ?!”

I laugh, “all is my favorite”, I continue. I stretch my arms wide as I’m saying that.

“Yeayyy”, they all yell happily.

Then Jinyoung hyung tap my head lovingly, “Nicky-ah, show us the dance that we teach recently”

“Eung….”, I nod and start.

All the hyungs are watching closely as I try my best to dance what they teach me recently. They taught me Beautiful Target dance.

Then, as I feel comfortable with my dance, I start singing to it. Sandeul hyung yells happily as I start singing. I ended my performance with a big smile and bow to them.

Hyungs applause wildly and CNU hyung grabs me to his hug.

“Aigoo, our very talented dongsaeng… that was awesome”, he praises me as he hug to me tight.

I hug to my bear hyung, “Kamsahamnida hyung”.

Jinyoung hyung takes over and he scruffs my hair playfully, “That’s our dongsaeng ! You’re a fast learner. You really take after your parents”.

“Kamsahamnida hyung”, I say as I hug him.

Baro hyung and Channie hyung come and they hug me together.

“Kamsahamnida, hyung”, I say.

Then finally Sandeul hyung shed some tears in the corner of his eyes, ”oh, I taught you good, Nicky-ah. You’re ready to be a trainee in a few years. Give hyung a big hug”. He stretches his arms to hug me.

“Kamsahamnida, hyung”, I say. “If only I got my own hyungs”

I look down to my feet and wishing that I could have hyungs like them.

“Hey, we can be your hyungs, Nicky-ah”, Channie hyung replies.

My eyes grow wide as I cant hide my happy heart, “Jeongmal yo ?!”

They all nod in unison.

“But, we have a favor too”, Jinyoung hyung says.

“Eung ?”, I furrow my eyebrows. A favor ?

“We also need an Omma”, he continues, “And maybe Vic noona could be our “Omma””

Eh ? Mworago yo ?

Vic Omma

I’m seating in the studio with Sulli and Yong Dae. 2PM is rehearsing for the last time on the stage. Appa waves at me several times, and even sometimes blow a kiss-bye. Sulli and Yong Dae are having their sweet time by talking and sometimes cuddling. Channie Oppa and Sooyoung are on the way here and Sherleen is busy taking Wooyoung’s picture near the stage.

Then suddenly, someone sits beside me and greets me with his beautiful voice. A voice that I really missed.

“Annyeong, Qiannie. Oraemanheyo”.

I turn my head and freeze as I see who’s greeting me recently.

Surprised and also happy to see the person.

Cho Kyuhyun.

Suddenly, my eyes become hot and teary. I hug him tightly as I let my tears fall.

“Annyeong, Kyu. Oraemanheyo…”, I shed the corner of my eyes and give him a smile.

“Wow… I totally miss your smile, Qian”, he jokes and laugh.

“Where have you been ?”, that’s the first question that come to my mind when I saw him. I do miss my best friend a lot.

He shrugs his shoulder, “Well, I spent times with my family. Teaching vocal and doing business. Next month I’ll enter the army”.

I look at him straight, and say, “I miss you, Kyu”

Kyuhyun laughs and look at me with surprise and happy, “Jinjjaro ?!”

I nod, “Since I’m married, we barely hang with each other again. Changmin also busy with his own schedule. We barely have time for it”.

Kyuhyun looks down and gives a crooked smile. He remains silent and not replying what I said.

Then suddenly,

“Tell me, Qian. Are you happy ? Haengbokhae ?”, he looks deep into my eyes. I don’t know why, but I feel something different with the way he looks at me. Something that was not there when I looked into his eyes a few years ago.

I turn my head to the stage. Appa is doing his best for his stage. Sweat falls on the sides of his face. But he always smiling and energetic. Hardworking as always. Appa suddenly looks up to my direction and smile, he waves again. I wave back to him and send a kiss-bye to him. Slowly, I turn my head back to Kyuhyun.

I nod, ”Ne, Kyu. Haengbokhae. Neomu haengbokhae. I’ve never been this happy in my life”.

I continue, “I have no regret marrying him, and having Nicky is the best thing in my life”

I could see something in his stare. Something unhappy. A pain.

He lets out a bitter smile, “How’s Nicky ? Uncle Kyu misses him too”

I laugh as I think about Nicky, “He grows so fast. And he’s becoming more like Khun on the looks and more like me on the inside. You should come over and play with him, Kyu”

He laughs plainly, “Well, I’m happy for you, Qian”.

I tap his shoulder friendly, “Well, it’s time for you to look for your own happiness, Kyu”

This time he doesn’t reply back. The atmosphere feels weird, it feels like we never gonna be the same like before.

“Hey, I should go. Maybe I’ll drop by to your place and get to know Nicky”, Kyuhyun suddenly says and rise from his seat. “Please say my hi to Khun and Nicky”.

Kyuhyun walks away. His back’s facing me.

“You know, I do really miss you, Kyu. As a best friend…and a sister”, I say quiet loud for him to hear.

He turns to me and smile, “Me too”

Then he walks away again.

You have to be happy, Kyu.

Khun Appa

The performance went well. 2PM did a great job today. I’m in the artist room with Vic. Nicky is still playing with those B1A4 kids. The 2PM boys are busy with themselves. That means, me and Vic can have a serious talk about today.

“So, how was the performance?”, I ask her as I arrange her fringe.

“Perfect as always”, she lands a kiss on my cheek. I pinch her cheek and she punches my arm playfully.

She helps me button up my shirt and arranging the collar, “There, nice and handsome”.

“Maybe I shouldn’t bring you here next time”, suddenly I say to her with serious expression.

She frown and say, “Wae ?!” with an angry tone. “Wae I can’t watch my husband performance ?!”

“So that you can have the girls coming over ?”, suddenly she adds, and this time she sparks me up.

“Mwo ? what girls ?”, I scoff. “There are no such girls. And that’s not what I meant, Omma”

She looks deep into my eyes. “Then why ?”

I look down and hold her hand tightly, “because I don’t want those hoobaes hawking at you and flirting on you like this morning”

Vic laughs wildly, “So this is what it’s all about ? You’re jealous with those kids, Appa ? Oh come on…”

She cuddles to me and link her arms around my neck.

“The way they stare at you and praises you. Those kids are ready to go on a date with you if possible”, I say.

“Awww… You’re jealous, jagiya ? Kwiyeowoyo…”, she pinch my cheek playfully.

I look into her eyes, “not only that. I saw you with Kyuhyun this afternoon”

Then she avoids my eye contact and she broke her link. She’s hiding something.    

“What is it, Vic ? ”, I ask her slowly.

“I…. well, you know he’s my best friend. And he seems taking space since we’re married. I told him that I missed him so much”, she answers me. Her sad expression is the thing that I never wanted to see in my life.

Slowly, I draw her into my chest, hug her tight. Suddenly I hear her sobs.

“I barely have time for him, Appa. And he’ll enter the army next month. I guess he really need supports from his best friends. And I haven’t been a good one for the past few years”, she continues as she starts wiping her tears. “I just want him to be happy”

“Well, maybe we can invite him over. But maybe, the reason why he’s taking space to you is because he liked you, Omma”, I say, “More than a friend”.

She frowns, “There’s no such a thing, Appa”. She hugs me tightly.

“It’s my opinion, though. I see how he looked at you, his gesture, and his expressions. Man can read those, Omma” , I continue.

Vic releases her hug and cups my face.

“Listen, I love you. I’m married to you. I’m your wife and Nicky’s Omma. And that’s final”, She draws her face closer to mine and she lands a sweet kiss on my lips.

I hold her head and bring her closer to me. She links her arms to my neck and I link mine on her waist. We’re kissing like the room was ours. Then she stops the kiss and releases her hug.

“I believe you”, I whisper to her, and bring her to me again, continuing our sweet kiss to a passionate one.

Then Taecyeon cuts our romantic scene.

“Ya ! where do you think you are ? This is a public place. Please control your desire for each other, okay ?”, he nags like a mother-in-law.

We release each other and we both laugh at Taecyeon’s nag.

“Taec, you should find a girl”, I say to him, “so that you don’t have to envy me all the time”.

Vic laughs and she pats Taec shoulder friendly. Taec seems offended.

“Help me find one, hyung-su-nim”, he says to Vic.

“Hahahaha I will, Taec”, she says as she walks away to the door, going to B1A4 changing room to pick up Nicky.

Everyone deserve to be happy, right ?.

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