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Nicky

Last night, I just got back from the kinder sleep over the other day. I went to sleep early but then had a bad dream and I was so scared. I needed Omma and Appa beside me. I went to their room and crawled to the bed and squeezed myself between Omma and Appa. Appa opened his eyes slowly and smile as he saw me trying to curling next to him. He patted my back lovingly and covered me with the blanket.

He kissed my cheek and Omma’s and then whispered, “It’s alright, sweety”. I didnt even say why i moved to their room, but Appa seems understand why. Then as if Omma could hear him, she wrapped her arm around me and her warmth embraced me.

Ah, how i love this moment.

I wake up and realize that Omma is already wake up. Appa is still curling next to me, without a sign of going to wake up any moment soon.

Omma enters the room and founds that i already wake up.

“Sweety, you’re awake. Did you sleep well ?”, Omma asks as she sits on the edge of the bed.

I nod and smile to her.

“What happened last night ?”, She asks again as she curious why i slept with them last night. I usually can go to bed myself, but last night was so scary, and i need my parents.

“Bad dream...musowoyo (scarry)”, i mumble and lay my head down.

“Kwaenchana (It’s fine)...dont be afraid...”, Omma pulls me to her and she hugs me.

Then i turn to Appa, “Appa doesnt wanna wake up, Omma”.

Omma giggles and she points to Appa and gives me a sign to tickle him. I nod excitedly and crawl slowly to him.

I lean to him slowly and whisper to his ear, “Appa, ireonajuseyo (please wake up)”

I’m waiting for his reaction, but still, none. Appa is still not moving any inch.

I let out a devilish smile to Omma and she gives a sign to tickle Appa now. I reach out my fingers and starts to tickle Appa.

Just after i tickle him twice, he starts moving and his arms catch me and he hugs me tight.

“Gotcha, you naughty boy !”, Appa says as he opens his eyes and traps me with his body. I cant escape.

“Waaaaa... Omma !!! Salyeojuseyo (Please save me)!!!”, i yell and laugh at the same time.

Then Omma throws her body next to us and Appa’s eyes nearly pop out.

“Jagiya !”, he nearly yell as he saw Omma bouncing on the bed. “Becareful. Dont you remember what the doctor said ?”.

Omma seems realizing something and she’s trying to sit still. Appa’s hand is reaching to Omma’s stomach and rubs it slowly.

Oh waeyo ? What’s wrong with Omma’s stomach ?

“We have to tell him, Appa”, Omma says with a nearly whisper voice to Appa. She gives a quicky glance at me.

Appa takes me and sits me on his lap.

“Nicky-ah... we have something to tell you”, He starts, “Remember you asked us for a dongsaeng ?. Well, you’re going to have one”.

My eyes grow wide in surprise and happy. I will have a dongsaeng ? Joha !!!

“Yeay, finally i will have a friend to play with!!!”, I say in excited voice.

Omma and Appa hugs me and then Appa says, “I’ll protect you all. Always”.

Khun Appa

I’m going to have a meeting with a client for a CF in JYP building. But as i arrived too early, i can still check out the rehearsal room. 2PM members are busy with their own schedules and some are sparing time to teach the trainees. Like today, i meet Seulong, who teach new boy trainees.

“Hyung, ppappo (busy)?”, i ask as i walk toward him in the rehearsal room.

“Aniya (no), just finished the lesson. Why are you here ?”, Seulong answers as he pats the chair next to him for me to sit.

“Gonna meet a client upstairs”, i answer and sit next to him.

“So,how’s married life ?”, he asks. Seulong is older than me, and sometimes he likes to ask about married life. Seems like he’s interested but not yet gonna marry quickly.

“Yeah, i’m on the highest point right now. I’m going to have a baby again soon”, i answer.

Seulong is drinking his water and suddenly trying to swallow quickly as he surprise with my statement.

“Whoaaa...chukhahae (congratulation)!!”, he says.

“Gomawoyo, hyung”, i say. “I need to earn and save more money now. Work, work, work”.

Seulong laughs at my joke, “well, that’s what mans do, brother”.

I nod agree. Yeah, that’s our responsibility.

Suddenly, my cellphone rings. I pull out from my pocket and read the caller, it’s the client company.

“Hyung, i better go upstairs now. Seems like they arrived”, i say as i stand up and give him a brotherly hug.

“Jjamkan (wait). What kind of CF ?”, he asks as he crunches his eyebrows.

“Um... a make up CF if i’m not wrong”, i answer. I heard it’s a make up CF but not 100% sure though.

“Really ? Well, i heard your partner will be a woman from a girl group”, he adds.

A woman from a girl group ? Who ?

“Nugueyo (who) ?”, i ask curiously at him.

“Well, i’m not really sure, but someone said it’s Sandara Park”, Seulong says and i just freeze as i heard his answer.

Uh-Oh.

I just met the PD and manager for the promotional of the CF. And yeah, as they said that my partner is a woman from a girl group, i just hope that what Seulong said was not true. But seems like it’s already decided that my partner would be Sandara Park. But they still cant give me the script, so i’m afraid if there will be a hugging or kissing scene on the CF.

“You okay with this, Nichkhun-ssi ?”, the PD asked to me.

“Well, to be honest, i feel a little uncomfortable. Look, i’m married and i hope i can make a less friction on my marriage”, i explained to the PD and the manager.

But then for a second, i realized that i really need this project. I have to save and earn more money for my little family.

I quickly add, “But if it’s already decided, then i’ll follow”. I let out a smile to assure them.

The PD and the manager exchanged look, and then they nod in unison.

“Alright then, it’s settle”, The manager said.

Well, i don’t have any choice, do i ?.

Vic Omma

Appa just went home from a meeting with a new client. I prepared the lunch and Nicky is already finished his lunch. I waited for Appa to come home to lunch with him.

After i take Nicky and put him to nap, i go downstairs and meet Appa, who just sit straight to the dinning room.

“How’s the meeting ?”, i ask him as i take his plate and put a kimchijjigae to his bowl.

He takes the bowl and tucks in immediately.

“Yeah, just like that”, he answers with no excitement.

I start to curious why. He always excited with what he do, and this time his reaction is just the opposite of it. What’s wrong ?.

“Oh ? Waeyo (why)?”, i ask calmly. I bite the fried pumpkin and eat the jjigae lowly. I keep my curiousity tone down, but since he’s my husband, he knew that i’m deadly curious.

He puts his chopsticks down and let out a sigh. I stop eating and waiting to listen to his story.

“Well, it’s a make up CF, and the brand is quiet famous. I really love to take the opportunity”, he says.

I was waiting for him to continue, but he seems waiting for my curiousity.

“That’s great, then?”, i add. I take a spoonful of rice and jjigae, and eat it slowly as i wait for his answer.

“But then, there’ll be not only me to star the CF”, he adds, and saying it carefully.

“You mean there’s a partner for you ?”, i let my question hang. I dont like where this is heading.

“And... yeah, there’s a woman who will be my partner”, he says.

There. He said that. A woman will be partnering with my husband.

“Who ?”, i really cant stop my curiosity. I let out a poker face.

“You knew her. It’s Sandara Park”, he answers and his voice is getting low as he said her name.

Sandara Park. Dara eonni. Cute and also a man killer.

“What’s the scene going to be ?”, i try to suppress my intonation to hide my anger in it.

“I dont know yet. They didnt give me the script yet”, he says as he starts to eat again.

Sometimes, boys are like aliens. They cant read the situation and keep doing things like there’s nothing happen.

My heart starts to boil with jealousy. Oh God, please not again.

“Well, better be a complete hugging and kissing scene”, i say as i drop down my chopsticks and stand up from my chair, “I....i’m full, Appa. Is it okay if you continue to eat alone ?”.

Then suddenly i cant hold my emotion anymore. The last time he had a scene was involved kissing and i met the woman he kissed. And i dont want to imagine it again. My eyes are starting to get wet and i dont want Appa to see me like this.

“Wait... Omma !”, he calls me. I dont even bother to turn around to him. I need sometime alone.

I walk to the stairs and go upstair without a word.

*Whoaa,,,finally i can update again. Well, some pregnant woman can get really sensitive and even more emotional. They tend to hold on to their husband much. And that's what happen to Vic today. Well, hopefully you guys still enjoy reading my ff. Pls feel free to give comments and i welcome new readers with arms wide open. Jeongmal kamsahamnida, yeorobun :))