It's over
It's Over (short story)Himchan stayed at home for the rest of the week. He wanted to see ~~~~~.
But he thought it would be the best for her to take the time off and maybe if she'll think about it.
There was a knock on the door and Himchan immediately opened it.
A maid bowed at him and handed him a letter.
Himchan closed the door and stared at the letter.
That handwriting... Himchan's eyes widened as he quickly tore open the envelope.
It's from ~~~~~~.
" Himchan. By the time you receive this letter, I don't know where i'll be.
After you left, i thought long and hard and then came into a decision that i'll go realize
my dreams of becoming a cartoonist.
I want to bring color and happiness in children and also you.
I know how much you love reading my comic strips.
Thinking back those days, I really appreciated your support and love for me.
Himchan, I'm sorry for everything but i couldn't help myself to forgive you
after what you've done.
Sometimes i think it is my fault that you've changed.
I know it had been hard on you too.
It's my fault that you left the house.
It's my fault that you lost so many friends.
It's my fault for not being able to give you what you wanted. "
Himchan's heart clenched. It was never your fault, but you had always
decided to blame yourself for each and every fight you both had.
" My heart hurts as I send you away but this is for the best of both of us.
I know how much you missed your parents when you're way from them.
You're one persistent boy aren't you?
You insisted on choosing me over your parents and future.
I'm sure you have regretted it greatly.
I'm sorry to cause you so much pain. "
'Stupid girl.' Himchan muttered to himself as a tear trickle down his cheek and
splattered on to the piece of paper that he was holding.
'I never regret loving you.' Another tear dripped down.
" Himchan, i never regret loving you.
You're one great man.
Handsome, cute, funny and full of warmth.
But i think i'm restricting you from gaining whatever you had wanted.
I am a cruel person, right?
I wanted to meet you for the last time
but I couldn't bring myself to do so.
I am a coward.
I miss you.
Just looking at you make my heart flutter but now
when i look at you, it make my heart tremble.
Now you're at your rightful place,I wish you all the best and
to meet a better person than me that is worth your sacrifices.
But i sincerely thank you for giving me a place in your heart.
I don't think i'm worth it.
All the time we've spent together, i shall keep them in my memory.
I hope you do so too.
This is where our love ends, Kim Himchan.
It's over. "
Himchan couldn't hold it in much longer. He broke down crying. The last sentence you wrote broke him into pieces.
He wanted to hear your voice again. He wanted to hold you hands again. He wanted to hug you tightly and whisper sweet things in your ears.
He missed your smile. He missed your laughter. He missed you. He wanted you back in his life.
You're worth all his sacrifices. You're worth so much more than that.
He bit on his lip and hit the cold hard floor with his fist.
He' swear he will find you. He will be a better person for you. He will make you proud of him.
'Our love is not over.' He said to himself.
It's not over.
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