Hey my Dolls, my precious readers, returning or new one. It's ranasungmin here.

As I mentioned at the start of the story, I have something to say. About this annual fic.

Time flies, it's already sixth year of me starting this anniversary fic. To be honest, so many things have been changed. It's too damned long since I last read something in this site. And very rarely come to post story except for annual fics.

I started this annual fic after I saw the snippet of JiCheol's marriage video. It was back in 2016, I'm still a student that time, got free time and regularly updated stories, always here in this site 247. I first wrote 'The Word I Cannot Tell You' as a special to celebrate 19 July - that date was at first assumed as JiCheol's marriage date (by the translation). But because I have write angst, I added 'Beside You' as a compensation. However, at that time I was planning a long chapter for JiCheol that I ended up lining up 'A Secret' with 'Beside You' storyline while 'A Secret' was in progress. So, that ended up 'A Secret' as the first celebration fic. While I was completing 'A Secret', the translation was clarified and the date actually 19th October. So, from that point I have made decision to celebrate 19th July as couple day and 19th October for marriage. And that's how I later planned for 'Without you, I'm nothing' for October celebration.

In the next year, 2017 I decided to take up writing a regular annual fic for this two dates because I really want to share JiCheol loves. And I picked up that I used different theme for each month celebration. July with mpreg theme and October with some fantasy AU. So I keep it that way, even to this year. And this year I just realize my tendency of naming a chapter starting with 'The' for July fics lolol. 

It was in 2019 that I started to struggle writing it because I starte