Jimin Yu a.k.a Karina,my girlfriends name,you guys read it right. I've known her for a long time since we're still in Senior High,she really did caught my attention right after I saw her on our orientation that time,I mean who wouldn't?For me she's perfect,I became her secret admirer that whole year,nung time naman na nagka-lakas loob akong kausapin siya which is she became one of the cheer leader of our basketball team,'di ko na pina-tagal  at umamin na ako yung secret admirer niya at gusto ko siya,I even asked her if I could court her,but unfortunately she declined me and turned me down saying that there's already someone who's currently courting her,I was so shocked right after I knew who that lucky person is,its none other than Kim Minjeong,na akala ko kaibigan niya lang. Inaamin ko,sobra akong nalungkot nung sinagot na niya pala,naging batch mate ko din sila nung college na kami at hanggang ngayon,pero inaamin ko my eyes are still on her kahit sila na ni Minjeong nu'n,lagi ko silang nakikita sa school,lalo na tuwing sabay sila laging pumapasok at umuuwi,I became a damn stalker that time. They look so happy,like really really happy,ang healthy ng relasyon nila.

Kaya nagulat ako nung malaman kong wala na sila,I even saw her sa parking lot,tanda ko pa yung araw,April 11th.

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April 11: 2 years ago...

"Bro ang kj mo naman,'di ka talaga sasama samin uminom?Tsk talagang pinapanindigan pagiging good boy ah." 

"Shut the up Jeon,I'm tired and I need to rest." Totoo naman kasi,pagod talaga ako galing practice,kakatapos lang namin mag-training. Nagpa-lamig lang kami dito sa mall saglit,man-hunting na din daw kasi ng mga chix 'tong mga tropa ko,mga chixboy talaga pota. Nandito kami ngayon sa parking lot,nakaramdam naman ako ng siko mula sa katabi kong si Suga.

"Si Karina yun 'diba?" Sabi niya sabay nguso sa bandang harap namin. Hah you can't fool me dude,I chuckled while shaking my head.

"Shut up August D." Binatukan naman ako ni gago.

"Gago dude seryoso kasi tignan mo."

Then there I saw her walking papunta atang kotse niya habang hawak phone niya sa tenga niya,may kausap ata.

"Eyy si long time crush naman pala~." - Jin

"Bro isa niya lang ata oh,puntahan mo na." Bulong naman sakin ni Jimin at tinulak pa ako konti.

"Yun oh ngiting-ngiti na si gago HAHAHAHAH!" - Hoseok

"Tanginang whipped pa rin,tabi kayo mga tropa!Si V na!" - Jhope

" you kayo tigilan niyo'ko mga chixboy,may girlfriend 'yang tao." Inakbayan naman ako ni Jungkook.

"Bro,kakausapin mo lang naman siya ulit 'diba?So what's wrong with that?"

"Yeah dude,isa pa mukhang mag-isa lang siya."

Napa-kamot ako sa batok ko. "Tangina niyo 'pag ako nayari lagot kayo sakin." Nagsipag-whistle naman sila ,inambaan ko silang sisipain mga pwet nila.

"Shoo dickheads mauna na kayo doon." Pagta-taboy ko sa kanila,mga nagsi-thumbs up naman sila at lumihis na ng daan.

As I was walking near her,her attention's on her phone at bigla siyang tumakbo. I stopped my track at pinag-masdan lang siya,she seems in a hurry habang binubuksan car door ng kotse niya,I hesitated na lapitan siya. Hanggang sa bigla na lang siyang napa-upo w