JIMIN'S

I'll let her leave,I won't dictate her anymore,it's her own decision. Naiiyak nanaman ako nang maalala ko yung nakita ko na photos at video sa phone ko,someone emailed those to me and I don't even know who. I can't believe what I just saw na nag-cause sa phone ko para mabasag.

I turn my back at her,she's going to leave. She's going to leave me again.

Once she step out that door,everything will be over,this will really be the last time. I flinched when someone's warmth being pressed against my back,hugging me from behind. I didn't utter any word. Seriously,what are you doing to me this time?

"Jimin I can't."
 

She speaks,almost whispering behind my ears. "I can't leave,I can't leave you again,please." She said as she tightens the hug,she's crying,naguguluhan na ako.

"Minjeong why-"

Gusto ko humarap sa kanya pero lalo lang niya hinigpitan yakap niya sakin mula sa likod.

"Don't move,stay. Ayoko makita mo'kong umiiyak ng ganito,I don't want you to see me still crying over you. Jimin,listen to me." She held my hand and squeezed it.

A moment of truth don't watch me cry

I'm not crying 'cause you left me on my own

I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning

I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been

Are you aware when you set me free?

All I can do is let my heart bleed

"I still,I still love you,my love for you is still here after all these years. 'Di ko alam I've dated some people back then pero,pero wala paring makakatumbas sa'yo. I also admit that I still do miss you. Ewan ko,kahit anong aking gawin ikaw at ikaw pa rin,it's still really you."

Is this one of my nightmare again?If yes,please I wanna wake up,I'm getting scared on what will happen next,I don't know how to respond at her.

"Minjeong-ah,please stop pinapahirapan mo lang sarili mo,don't do this." Inalis ko pagkaka-yakap niya sakin humarap ako sa kanya,it hurts me seeing her like this,crying infront of me,she held my face.

"Let me do this for the second time,I want to win you again,I don't know,I don't care anymore,Jimin give me atleast a second chance and I'll prove it to you." Dahan-dahan akong umiling and removed her hand that's been holding my face.

"Stop it,you,you're making me confuse,you know that I'm already in a relationship with someone,right?"

"I know,pero sa'yo na mismo nanggaling na confused ka,Jimin,what do you exactly mean that I'm making you confused?Do you still have feelings for me?"

Do I still have?

"Just stop Kim Minjeong,sana 'di mo ginagawa 'to just because wala ang boyfriend ko dito-"