“Hyung do you think she’s serious? About she’s leaving this group?” Henry.

“I don’t know, not sure. The important thing now is we are going to keep our mouth shut. Don’t tell anyone, okay?” Leeteuk.

“But hyung, I’m not going to let her go just like that. She’s like our mother in Super Junior. She take care our group so well. She’s a talented singer, we have to stop her hyung, and that’s why we need the others,” said Henry.

“And that’s why we have to keep it secret, you know the others will do something if she’s really going to leave us,”

“Okay,”

                   It almost midnight, but everyone didn’t seem sleepy yet. They are more to hyperactive.

“Yo, everybody! Let’s play something,” Eunhyuk, Super Junior rapper and lead dancer shout.

“No, I can’t stop thinking bout you girl, what game?” asks Donghae while singing happily.

“Hide and seek?” said Zhoumi.

“Aishh~ No way! Henry and Leeteuk scared of ghost. Let’s just play Star Craft, ”Kyuhyun.

“ How about Monopoly?” now is Yesung turn to give some idea.

“Stop thinking about money, hyung! Let’s just sleep,” said Kangin.

“I know, how about we play truth or dare?” Siwon.

“That sounds fun,” we all gathered in the living room for the ‘BIG’ game.  Everyone seems really excited for the game, while I’m just acting normal.

“It’s Heechul turns,”

“Okay, truth or dare?” ask Kibum.

“Dare,”

“Go cook some ramen for all of us now without Hankyung helps,” wow, Kibum really smart, and Heechul seems mad at him. Heechul cannot cook anything without his ‘girlfriend’ Hankyung.

“I’ll prove it to you!” he then shows his evil smile and just straight to the kitchen. We cannot continue our game because our rules for every game we plays are 16 of us should be there. No left even just one member.

After almost 20 minutes waiting for him, he came back with a bowl of ramen.

“I ask you to cook for all of us, why did you just cook one bowl?” Kibum.

“ You didn’t say I should cook 16 bowl , you just said for all of us. Now, we can share this ramen altogether in one bowl. It’s enough for everybody,” Heechul.

“What a crazy hyung,” I said.

We continue our game after 5 minutes eating the ramen.

“It’s Shindong turns,”

“Okay, truth or dare,” ask Heechul.

“Truth,”

“What do you feel when we first debuted, about all the bad comments? Sorry for asking, but I’m really curious,”

“The truth is, I don’t care what they comment at that time. I’m big so what? I’m not the biggest person in this world. I really don’t care what others think about me. All I know is, I entered Super Junior is because I’m talented not because I want to humiliate myself,” woah, he is such a honest person!

“Henry turns,”

“Truth,” Henry answered it quickly. He seems really excited about this game.

“Okay, who do you love the most  in this group? Why?” Shindong.

“I . . . .  love *____* in this group because she took care of me and the other members really well. I know we still got Leeteuk as our leader but she’s like our mother in this group, I know she also love us like her sons, although she’s not married yet. I’m sorry for not choosing the others, miandhe,” ouch, he’s such a touching guy! Really love him.

“I’m taking a really good care of you, didn’t I?” ask Leeteuk.

“Yeah, all of you took a really good care of me since I’m the maknae,” said Henry while looking at Kyuhyun.

“Hello? I’m the maknae, not you!” said Kyuhyun. He’s freaking jealous!

“You are not our cute-sweetie-maknae like Henry! You are fake-evil-maknae  Kyuhyun,” said Ryeowook.

“Woahh, sice when did I teach you guys bad words?” I’m pretending to be their ‘omma’.

“Omma, ‘appa’ Leeteuk teach us that bad word!” said Kyuhyung imitating a baby voice.

“Hey, let just continue our game, now” Hankyung.

“*___* turns,”

“Truth,” I said. Since Heechul cooked that ramen, everyone didn’t want to choose ‘dare’ again.

“Have you ever think to leave our group?” Henry asks.

I think I’m going to faint right now.

Did he know something that he really shouldn’t know?

Or I already told him? Did I?

What happen?

Maybe my mom already told all of them? Did she?

 Ahh~ maybe this is just a game. He didn’t know anything yet.

Right?

“Ah~ I . . . . nope! Absolutely not. I’m not going to leave all of you ( I’m such a liar ) , I’m not perfect without you guys,”

“Really? Seriously, you haven’t think about that since we’re debuted?” now, it’s Leeteuk turns. Did he know? I’m so confusing right now.

“No, why didn’t you trust me?”

“We all trust you, just curious. Are you mad?” reply Henry.

“ Nope, just curious also. Let’s just continue our game,” I know they knew something.

Something that they shouldn’t have knew.

SOMETHING .

            We continue our game until 3 in the morning. I didn’t focused for the last 30 minutes game, since I’m very curious what did Leeteuk and Henry have knew something about me. Something about leaving the group,I guess.

Well, we just have to wait and see.

Besides, it’s just another few months before . . .

Before . . . .

I’M LEAVING.