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“Chukhahae hyuuunngg ~ !”. Zelo Shouting after a canddle have been blown. “Chukahae yo noona.!”.

“Thank you Zelo.”. You are smiling and thanked to Zelo.

Today is your wedding anniversary, and it’s 2 years already. You spend the time at your husband office. Celebrated it with your best friends. Eat so many food, dancing and Karaoke all night.

After a long party, you go out to the balcony and look at the beatiful Seoul night scenery, and smell a fresh summer night air. The other are finally drunk, and there is you, Yongguk, and Himchan that still awake. Because actually, you hate the drinker.

“Hi, why are  you alone here? Where is Yongguk?”. Himchan appear and asked you with a glass of Soju in his right hand.

“Yongguk in toilet. He said that he got a stomachache.”. You answered him with a wide smile on you face.

“Nah! I almost forget to tell you about this. Wait a minute.”. Himchan enter the room leave you alone, but he is comeback already without Soju, but it’s a photo’s album in his hand. “Yesterday I found it when I cleaned Yongguk’s room. I think it’s his, because there is lot of his photos when he was a baby.”.

“Oh thank you.”.

You opened it and stare at beautiful woman, as you known she is your mother in law. But she is look si beautiful and very young. Your mother in law hug a baby that has a big nose. You giggled.

“It’ must be Yongguk. He has a big nose and a thick lips.”.

“Yeah! Keekekeke. You must see all of the photos, because Yongguk are seriously funny! And there is me too. When I’m and yongguk in same school when we were kindergarten.”. said Himchan while he is giggling.

“Ya ya ya! I heard you two talking about me huh?”. Yongguk come and hug you from behind.

“I just found it at you room, and I show it to your beloved Wife.”. Himchan explained to Yongguk.

“You are so cute Cookie *You called Yongguk with ‘COOKIE’ from yongGUK/KUK/COOK+IE = COOKIE xD I loved to called him with this name xD*. It’s makes me wanna have a baby boy.”. You stared the photo and suddenly you felt sad.

“Why don’t you make a baby? Since Yongguk is ert I think it impossible you two never doing such a thing huh?”. Asked Himchan playfully and mocking Yongguk.

“Actually, we doing it everynight!”. You answered and your face turn a red. Yongguk just laugh and give you a peck on your cheek.

“Hahahahahaha ~”. Himchan laughed and give a punch on Yongguk Shoulder. “I Hope you’ll have a baby soon.”.

“Thanks bro.”.

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It’s afternoon already. You went home this morning and sleep well until you wake up now. You open your eyes and look at Yongguk who sit on bed beside you.

“Are you sleep well?”. Yongguk realize you already awake and asked you who yawning while spread your body up.

“I sleep so well because you are here.”. You answer while give him a wake up kiss on his lips.

“About what we talked last night.....”. Yongguk look unhappy and he said seriously with his eyes stares yours. “Let’s go to the Hospital. I wanna have a baby. No matter Adeul *boy* or even Ttal *girl*. It’s so , I am so jealous when I look a baby. I wanna have one.”.

“Me too. I like a girl so much.”. Your eyes are truly teary, just because you imagine it.

“I Like whatever. But, of course I wanna a boy for my first child. So? Let’s go to hospital.”.

“Okay. I’ll take a bath and so we can go.”.

“Okay.”. Before you leave Yongguk hugging you so tight and give you a peck on your lips.

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You already here at the hospital. Now you sit in the waiting room, because you and yongguk were tested. Actually, you waiting with nervousness for the doctor calling your name and tell you about the test. And after a few minutes the doctor called you.

“Good evening doctor.”. You greeting the doctor.

“Good evening. So you are Mr. And Mrs. Bang?”.

“Yes we are.”. Yongguk feels so nervous and you can see it on his pale face. You two don’t know what makes you so nervous.

“The test is negative. Your wife is not pregnant.”.

“Yes I know. So what about the reproduction test?”. Yongguk asked.

“Your wife is healh and normal. So no problem with her. But, the problem is on you.”. Doctor’s face are so serious and when she tell us her last word I feel my eyes already full of tears.

“What’s the problem?”. Yongguk look even paler, and you can see his sweat oh his forehead.

“I’m so sorry. But, I must tell you about this. You are barren, whatever you do,  you couldn’t  have any children. Even doing IVF, it wouldn’t work too.”.

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After thanked to the doctor and paid the administration, you and Yongguk going to home. He is so quiet. You know the result is so broken your heart, and he is so upset. So you try to entertain him.

“It’s so long time since we didn’t even go on date yet. What about today? Let’s go on date!”. You speaking happily while grab his hand, and give him a super cute smile.

But, Yongguk didn’t heard you. He is just stare straight to the road, and focus on his drive. Until, you see something blinking fell from his eyes, his tears. Seeing his tears give your heart more painful. And....your tears are coming down too.

Yongguk go to side road and stopped his car. His break into louder cry. You hugged him and try to stoping his tears.

“I’m sorry....hsk.....I can’t give the baby to you. Forgive me and please always loved me...”. He hugged you so tight and crying on your shoulder.

“It’s okay, no matter what happened I still love you.”. You kiss his forehead and wiped his tears. “I believe someday we can get one. Nothing impossible, because god always loves us.”.