Tag: MingixReader     Honestly, you felt bad.   You felt guilty .   How could you not have noticed the signs?   how could you not have noticed that your baby boy needed you.   You gently cradled your arm around the bigger ones of Mingi, placing your face in the crook of his neck as you gently rubbed his back whilst you rocked the both of you gently.   You fought your own tears as you suddenly recalled just how long you baby had been holding out.   You hadn't meant for it to happen.   You never meant to neglect him.   It just had been one of the worst months , your whole academic schedule was a mess.   so many projects, so many assignments to complete... you hadn't even noticed how your distant behaviour had affected him.   Every time Mingi ended up making any sort of advances he ended up rejected. not on purpose obviously but it still hurt.   Seeing him so dejected and worn out made you feel guilty.   You looked at your trembling giant who was now wrapped around in a cocoon of blankets, his face was red, particularly his little pointy nose, his ears were also flushed and his hair was sticking to his forehead, given the cold sweat that he was having.   The fever wasn't so high thank goodness, but you still wished that he was healthy and felt extremely bad for not noticing the signs of your boyfriend falling ill.   You really were a terrible girlfriend you thought to yourself as you went through all of the events that had transpired.   *   It all started the day you had received your second semester project topics.   Not only the deadline was ridiculously close, but the topic assigned to you did not even completely make sense.   There were barely any scientific papers available on the subject.   And what little material that was published was still under work given it was still a newly researched area.   You sighed as you stared at the document file that was staring back at you blanking, your nose scrunching up in irritation as you attempted to figure out how to start an introduction.   Unbeknownst to your boyfriend Mingi had just entered your apartment, he had a bouquet of flowers on his left hand and a bag full of snacks on his right hand.   Based on the simple T and joggers he was wearing along with the dark hat and the mask on, he had just finished practice   "-Hey love" he said dropping the bag in the kitchen and placing the bouquet in your empty vase which he had now filled with water.   You made some sort of noise of acknowledgement whilst you typed furiously in an attempt of producing some sort of readable piece.   Mingi observed you a while before he came to you and placed a gentle peck on your temple.   You made a noise in protest shooing him away as you remarked that you were busy.   Mingi just smiled leaving you to it.   He did not intend to disturb you while you worked, so instead decided to order you some dinner. His cooking skills were not exactly the best. Plus, he did not want to set your kitchen on fire by cooking unsupervised.   To be honest he had come by to tell you about this new survival programme that his group Ateez had been casted for, but he supposed he could just tell you about it later.   Days later Mingi had called you, they were about to travel to Japan for 2 days because of a schedule and wanted to speak to you.   Your reply was cold, almost irritated as you rushed to end the call, as you told him you were nearing the library.   A week after and Mingi had tried to get you to cheer up he had bought tickets to go on a resort the two of you together, but you had cancelled on him, telling him you had finally gotten a reply form one the researchers in the Institutions and you needed to meet them to discuss their current findings.   Mingi tried week in and week out   He tried to talk to you, tried to cheer you up, tried to hide his disappointment every time you basically rejected him.   Everything he did , did not seem to work.   He genuinely was not trying to make things difficult for you, but he missed you and wanted to see you smile for him, wanted to hear your cute laugh, and your warm embrace.   Things had escalated when he had tried to pry you off your laptop for a few minutes. Trying to get you to rest a little.   It was the day of the submission."   It was safe to say that things had gone south really quickly .   As you exploded, all the tension and frustration of the month getting up to you as you yanked yourself out of his hold. Ignoring how hot his body temperatu