Death is Not the End

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Hyukjae rushed back to Yesung's apartment after his audition. He was glad that Shindong was the same friendly and heartwarming guy that he remembered because otherwise, his nerves would have gotten the best of him and he sure would have failed that audition. Meeting Death...or whatever it was that grabbed him in the waiting room really shook Hyukjae to the core. He turned to each unfamiliar face in the crowd wondering with great anxiety whether or not one of them was Death just lingering around and watching him closely waiting for him to make a mistake.

By the time Hyukjae reached Yesung's apartment, he shut the door behind him as quickly as he could then leaned his back against it, before finally breathing a sigh of relief. He was really close to hyperventilating and he wasn't sure how much more of it he could take had he not reached the house when he did. At the sound of the door slamming shut, Yesung walked to the entrance of his house to greet Hyukjae. 

"You're home! How did it go?" Yesung asked excitedly but his smile slowly dropped when he saw how pale Hyukjae's face was. "What's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost."

Hyukjae looked up at what he said, face white as a sheet and scowled. "Worse."

Yesung tilted his head to the side in confusion and followed after Hyukjae once he finally took off his shoes and entered the house to go to the living room. Hyukjae dropped himself on the couch and covered his eyes using his arms but as soon as darkness consumed him, the image of Sungmin with golden eyes appeared behind his closed eyelids causing him to immediately snap his eyes open in shock. Yesung took notice of this strange behavior and got worried. 

"Eunhyuk-ah, what's going on? What happened?"

Hyukjae took a deep breathe before slowly shifitng his head a little to talk to Yesung. He was hesitant to start as he didn't know what were the proper words to say. It all sounded so ridiculous but then again, wasn't him coming back to life a lot ridiculous as well? Swallowing down his nerves, Hyukjae decided that if anyone could help him with his situation it would be Yesung. 

"H-Hyung...I think...I saw Death today." Hyukjae observed Yesung closely to see how he would react. He was kind of hoping that the other would laugh at him and tell him how silly he was being because there's absolutely no reason for Death to appear before him, but when he saw Yesung's breathing stop and freeze, he knew he was in a lot deeper mess than he thought. "Do you know why he came for me?"

Yesung tried to not show how surprised he was at Hyukjae's revelation but the way his adam's apple bobbed up and down when he swallowed his the lump in his throat was more than enough give away at how scared he really was that Death would appear just like that out of nowhere. Things might not be so simple afterall. 

"What did he look like?"

Hyukjae's brows furrowed, a little perplexed as to why that would be relevant to his question. "He-He looked normal. Why does that matter?"

"Normal how?" Yesung insisted for Hyukjae to be specific. "Did he look human or did he look- you know, like Death?"

"No...he-he just looked like a normal person except his eyes were different." Hyukjae's brain immediately recalled the eyes of Death and it was enough to cause him to shudder. "His eyes were like a golden color but you could see darkness in it."

Yesung nodded his head slowly but then noticed a mark on his wrist and immediately grabbed it. His eyes were wide and the way Yesung yanked Hyukjae's arm towards him startled Hyukjae. "Did he touch you!?"

Hyukjae flinched when Yesung pressed on his skin which was strange because he didn't feel the latter put any pressure in his touch whatsoever. "Y-Yeah." 

Hyukjae looked at where Yesung was touching him but saw nothing there. However, the way Yesung's fingers were gently grazing over his skin, Hyukjae knew he was seeing something he wasn't. Yesung's fingers followed a pattern on Hyukjae's arm starting from the base of his wrist up to middle part of his forearm. The burnt mark of a snake eating its own tail caused Yesung to bite his lower lip in slight alarm. 

"Hyung," Hyukjae called to grab Yesung's attention once again. "What is it?"

"Death's mark you, Hyukjae." Hyukjae's eyes slightly widened hearing Yesung use his real name. It very rarely ever happens since the latter wanted him to get used to his new life as Eunhyuk, so now he's confused as to how being marked by Death changes things. "Getting your place back might not be so easy after all."

Hyukjae gulped and was almost too afraid to ask but he knew he needed to know the answer. Ignoring the tears that welled up in his eyes, Hyukjae braved the question out of his lips. "Does this mean I'm going to die again?"

"No," Yesung answered too quickly. "I-I mean, we won't let that happen."

"What does this mean, Yesung hyung?" Hyukjae sounded so lost and afraid that Yesung felt bad that he couldn't reassure him better. "He-He said he didn't like to be cheated, Hyung. I-I didn't cheat, hyung. I swear I didn't! I just wanted to stay by Donghae's side!" The tears that Hyukjae tried to hold back started to fall simultaneously as his thoughts got away from him and all he could think about was losing Donghae again. The simple thought of getting separated form him again was too much for Hyukjae to handle and all he could do was cry to release some of the ache in his heart out. 

is words started to blur together in inchorent stutter and there was nothing else Yesung could do but pull him in for a hug and offer his arms to cry on as Hyukjae got more hysterical. 

"I don't want to leave Donghae, Hyung," Hyukjae sobbed against Yesung's chest as he gripped his arm tight trying to get a hold of something solid to try to keep some of his sanity together. "I don't want to leave him again!" Yesung hushed Hyukjae and gently patted his head as he whispered words of comfort in his ear so the latter could hear him over his sobbing. Yesung's mind already thinking about the dozen different ways he could find out about Death's purpose with Hyukjae but he knew there was only one sure way he would get the answer he was looking for. He just hoped it wouldn't cost him too much this time around. 

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 Donghae entered his apartment completely exhausted after today's work. He dropped his keys in the small fish bowl on the side table before taking off his shoes. He hung his coat behind the door before dragging his feet towards the living room and dropping his body on the couch, lying flat on his back. He closed his eyes for a moment just to rest them a little but his position on the couch was so comfortable that before he knew it, Donghae's breathing has evened out and he was already falling deep in slumber. 

"Hae! What are you doing?"

Donghae looked up from the table where he was chopping onions and smiled seeing Hyukjae so happy in front of him. 

"I'm making you your tteokbeoki. You've been dropping hints all week and I finally have some time to make them today."

Hyukjae laughed and went around Donghae to check on the boiling pot of water. "So you can take a hint then."

Donghae chortled at Hyukjae's sarcasm before pushing the latter aside lightly with his hips so he can add the onions and the red chili paste in the pan. He stirred it around to mix the flavors together before placing the lid back on top and waited for the sauce to thicken. He turned towards Hyukjae who was just pulling away from the fridge with a carton of strawberry milk already attached to his lips. Donghae couldn't help but laugh at his lover's routine. 

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I was going to put "Stay with Me" as the finale song *for obvious reasons LoL* but "Somebody New" seemed more fitting.
I hope you liked the story ^_^ Thank you! <3

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purple_88 #1
Just a foreword but already feel so angsty. I love it!!
hyukflavor
#2
Eh?? I suscribe it alr... but i don't think that I read it already. Okay then, i might read it asap
fullofwish
1547 streak #3
Chapter 25: If it weren't for that deus ex machina of the time control watch, I thought we were all in for one more round of angst with everyone finding the letters and going through it again before Donghae somehow stopped Hyukjae from giving up and leaving again. Glad you showed the characters (and us readers) mercy though, author-nim. Maybe, after turning back the clock this will be the first lifetime through all their fated reincarnations where they actually get to spend most of it together? Hopefully it changed the course of their future Iives too, to they won't be such tragic star-crossed lovers. A harrowing but romantic story, thanks for sharing! ♡
Nishinoya_yuu #4
Chapter 26: I LOVE IT <3 EVERY PART OF ITTTT. I have been a fan of your stories and I dont think you remember when I was so excited that I found you on twitter! I just want to say that you did a great job! This is @heemiyah btw hehe.
EunHaeLove42 #5
Chapter 25: So loved this story. The love Hae and Hyuk had was unreal. I'm so happy u wrote it. Thanks for sharing! ❤
ElloryQueen
#6
Chapter 26: I honestly didn't know if I was going to get through this as the angst was really getting to me, but thankfully there was a happy ending. It wasn't where I thought the story would go, but I'm very satisfied with how it turned out. I wonder if Donghae will eventually forget about the four years like a bad dream?
Leox801 #7
Chapter 26: This was so so so well written omg!!! I teared up a lot in the middle my heart legit ached huhu especially the part where hyukjae projected his insecurities for that short while during their flashback :((,,, anyway omg they are so sweet and lovely together thank you so much for this story!! <33
gnp0109
#8
Chapter 26: Your video was so good DB!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
KyuHyukHae718
21 streak #9
Chapter 26: The fantasy mixed with real life reminds me of Goblin, one of favorite dramas, and I love you for that authornim! I knew no one could resist their love story, even celestials are as whipped as us fans. Also, thank you so much for the adorable video, I hope you find the inspiration you need 🥰
Nightprincess55 #10
Chapter 26: This was such a cute video. It fits the story very well. Good luck with the writer's block! I hope inspiration finds you easily. Thank you for all of your hard work!