March 2015

                I’ve been avoiding Jiyong since Siwon’s Oppa Birthday party last month. He kept insisting us to meet, but I always ignored his plea. But I don’t know why every time he called me or texted me I always make sure to replied. It’s like I want to avoiding him but I also want to be with him. These are all confusing. And today is my birthday, the girls had sent me their birthday messages. Even Jessica sent me a dress and birthday card and I thanked her for that. I miss her so much.

                *Beep*

                [Jiyong wrote]

                Happy birthday, Tae.

                [You wrote]

                Thx.

                [Jiyong wrote]

                I have something for u. pick u up at 7.

                Do I want to meet him now? I’ve been changing every subjects that lead us to meet. I’m not even say anything about his plea a month ago even though we frequently called each other, sometimes we doing facetime. Even though all the messages were short and solid but this is the very first time he directly asked me out like this. Should I say yes or reject him? I don’t know. I kind a missed him though. After long debate with myself I decided to said yes, no matter how hurtful it is I think it’s the best idea to know what’s exactly he’s up to.

                Flee from my members was not so easy, I know that from the moment I said yes to Jiyong. How do I make up story to my girls? I don’t want the girls to know I’m hanging out with The G-Dragon especially at my birthday.

                “Where are you going?” Tiffany rushed to my room when I’m about to go out and putting my earing. Jiyong would pick me at parking lot, I just hope the girls wouldn’t do crazy thing like following me.

                “Having dinner with my family.” I said in hoping Fany would believe me.

                “Are you driving?”

                “No.”

                “Then how do you get there?”

                “Jiwoong’s waiting for me at the parking lot.”

                “Why he’s not coming here? He always coming up.”

                “My parent’s waiting, Steph. I gotta go. Bye. Let’s have dinner tomorrow with the girls!” I said and rushing out. Hoping she would believe in my terrible acting. Whatever I’ll deal with the girls later, now I have a bigger problem in front of me. Kwon Jiyong.

                Thank Goodness he’s not riding his Lamborghini or the other fancy cars he has because that would be really stand out in my apartment parking lot. He’s riding his humble SUV. I hop in and buckle the seatbelt.

                “Where are we going?”

                “You’ll know.” He said, smirking with such a meaning I have no idea what is it about.

                He’s dressing pretty casually, wearing ripped jeans and a white T-shirt and cover it with a casual black suit. While I am wearing a black dress with off shoulder and putting a silver stacked necklace for some accent. Was it too formal? I don’t even know where we’re going but I hope it’s not really a casual place because I dressed up pretty much with effort tonight.

                Turn out, he took me to some VIP restaurant in Gangnam. Thank goodness I’m dressing not so formal but still not so casual to eat at a place like this. The dinner was going so smooth and we’re in a private place so the chances for people knowing that two leader of a biggest group in Korea is having a date is pretty much small. Why would I say this is a date? This is just a casual dinner with old friend. The waiter is pouring a red wine to our glass, after that he left us. This is absolutely one of my fancy dinner.

                “S