December, 2014

                Christmas is approaching, yet I still have no plan what I am going to do this Christmas. Right now all I want to do is alone and drinking till my body and soul can’t take it anymore. Without realizing much, my third bottle of wine just arrived. I nodded to the waiter without lifting my head, they can’t know that the biggest SNSD’s Taeyeon is about to passed out because she’s desperate and have no one. NO ONE! HAH! Who do I have? My fans probably leaving me too because they think it’s all my fault Jessica left the group. What do they know exactly? Stupid.

                I tried so hard to open the bottle but why is it doesn’t work? “Arrrg, why I can’t open this? I really can’t do anything huh? .”

                I want to take another sip but then I feel someone grab my hand and take the glass from me.

                “What the hell are you doing here? And you are alone?” his voice sounded so mad, is it Jiwoong Oppa? But his voice more gentle, I’m sure I knew it somewhere. I try to look at the person who just take a sit next to me, but I have no idea who’s this man is.

                “Who the hell are you? Do I know you?” I said as I try to grab the glass he took from me.

                “You’re not going to take another sip. God, you’re mess!”

                “Yeah right, my life is a mess!” I shout at him and try to push him away from me but his hand grab my wrist. I feel like losing a balance and just then I feel he pulled me so I don’t fall to the ground.

                “I think I’m going to throw-“ before I finished the sentence, something comes out from inside my body and everything goes blank and I don’t remember anything.

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                I wake up with my head spinning around so much, but strangely it feels comfortable. I want to sleep some more but my head hurt so much. What happening last night? I remember I was alone at some bar, drinking alone, but how could I ended up in bed? But wait, this isn’t my room. Where am I? What happen to me? I try to look around, this place look so fancy. But I’ve never been here before, the bed is king size. Who take me from the bar? Then I suddenly see a man coming wearing a plain white t-shirt and short pants. G-ING DRAGON?! WHAT THE ? I look down to my body, God! I’m wearing a shirt. But this isn’t my clothes!

                “Jiyong! What are you doing here?”

                “What am I doing? This is my place, Tae.” He said and smiling to me. Then he sit at the corner of the bed.

                “Are we doing? Ehm, you know.. like..” I said awkwardly. But he let out a big laugh. What’s that supposed to mean? .

                Still smiling from ear to ear, “You don’t remember? I kinda waiting for your apology.”

                “Why would I?”

                “I’ll help you remember, but first I’m going to help you with your hangover. I prepared something downstairs. Come on, Tae.”

                I hesitated, I think I should go before paparazzi knows I’m spending a night with G-ING DRAGON! But let aside the paparazzi, how about my manager and the girls? Oh my God!

                “I think I should go, I’ll get some taxi.”

                “You’re not going anywhere right now, cause I’ve been followed with papz these few days. I think they’re right outside this building.” He said so care free, like paparazzi doesn’t mean anything? Your career is under the nose of media, like seriously!

                “Then how do I get out of this place? Should I fly or something?” I might sound so sarcastic. Ugh! But he laughs again. Jerk.

                “Don’t worry, my manager would pick you up. There’s a way.”

                “And what about my manager?”

                “I think you don’t want your manager or worse your company know you’re here?” he said it like it doesn’t mean anything. So, he doesn’t offended right? And he got a point.

                “Right.”

                And I followed him, I let him prepare anything in the kitchen while I am amused by how fancy his house is and he’s living alone! How rich is he? I never contact him since my debut and he never did too. There’s no a reason too. I know he’s big star now and so do I. People think that we don’t know each other but funny thing is we know each other in the past, but tim