Eun Hee POV

Months had passed, yet the memories that I tried so hard to erase wouldn’t go away.

Whenever I walked past that particular isolated area, it would always remind me of what a monster I had actually become.

Whenever opened my inbox on my phone it always reminded me of the break with L.joe or when I constantly tried to contact L.joe or L.

But what got me even more down was the fact that I had no-one now.

L was overseas in America and L.joe was somewhere.

Exams and graduation was coming up.

I didn’t have any friends to study with, I didn’t have anyone to help me if I didn’t know the solution to a problem and I didn’t have anyone to shed tears with on my graduation.

I opened up my textbooks and began studying for Mathematics. Although it wasn’t too difficult, it was still a challenge to remember all the formulas that I had learnt over the years at school.

The next time I checked my phone, it was already 11pm.

I decided to finish up for the night as I still needed energy for tomorrow to study.

Than the day after tomorrow would be the all-important day: Exams.

I look forward to it, but I kind of did.

Once Exams are over, they’d be nothing after it, but probably only university for the students who are willing to go further in their studies.

I studied non-stop before the exams, I wanted to ace it.

It was finally the day of exams, and I was anxious and afraid.

I had mixed feelings.

When the papers were placed in front of me, I began to write almost immediately, afraid that I would be able to finish the papers.

The first few pages were easy but it started to get hard when I reached the end, but nonetheless I tried all the questions.

I hoped that I had studied enough to at least get a pass on my overall score which would determine if I would get into the University of my Choice.

For the first time in a while, I wondered what L and L.joe were doing.

Was L having his time of his life with his family?

Did he get a girlfriend? Was he happy?              

Where are you L.joe? Have you forgotten about me? Have you moved on?

Questions arose as I began thinking of them.

I wanted to know the answers; I wanted to see them so bad.

I knew they left because of me, I knew it was my fault.

Authors note:

btw, this fic is ending soon.

probably another 3 chapters or so!

anyways, there you another update

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