"Joohyun"

It was my very first time waking up in the morning and see her, without going anywhere or leaving me, still deeply asleep, peacefully resting her head on my chest with one arm wrapped around my body, hugging me.

As I listened to her breathing, the sun was already rising up and the white walls of her room made her look like the most angelic person I could ever see

Finally getting the chance to see where she spends most of her time, my eyes roamed around her room and noticed it was such a normal place - it had a big closet, a mirror, a keyboard and everything a girl needed.

Not wanting to wake her up, I slowly reached for my eyes and rubbed them, but right in that moment, I heard her sweet voice.

“Good morning” she smiled shyly and snuggled onto my neck, leaving soft and gentle kisses

“Good morning” I said and cheekily smiled while she continued hiding her face on my neck, while her fingers lightly tapped on my body

“Sorry...” she suddenly piped and caressed my arm

As soon as I looked at it, I saw that my arm was full of some red marks and scratches from our...uhm...session

“Can we just stay like this?” She began to mumble

“Can you stay here?”

“...Forever.”

Those words hit my heart...looking down at her, I saw how fragile and sensible she looked - I couldn’t reply as something blocked me from doing it, instead I just placed a peck on her forehead and held her tight

Despite being the most happy man on this planet right now, she’s always an idol, she’s part of a different world from mine and I don’t know if I can be with her forever or worse...if she will bare to stay with me.

I thought of how little I deserved her - all those insecurities didn’t make me feel good but I shoved them off my mind and came back to reality, where there were only me and her.

A million thoughts were running through my mind, but in the end, the only thing that mattered was her and how in love I was with the most amazing woman on earth

As the time passed by, we didn’t move an inch from our positions - it was already 9 in the morning but then...a person came into Rosé’s room without even knocking

“Oh god!” She screamed and as soon as I saw who was it, I covered myself under the blanket and squeezed my eyes

“Lisa!” I heard Rosé screaming 

“I thought this was my room, I’m sorry!” Lisa said and quickly ran outside

“Okay...that was embarrassing...” I sighed loudly, got up from the bed and put on my clothes when suddenly another scream came from the other room 

“Gyaaaa!!!”

Rosé calmly put on a pair of shorts that couldn’t be seen since her oversized shirt covered her whole body

“What’s happening?!” I heard Alex yelling and then I noticed he was shirtless while Justin was still fast asleep

He must be so drunk...

“Dude! Where the hell is your shirt?!” I asked, confused

“It was hot in here, so I just took it off!” He said as if it was something so normal to do, in a girls’ dorm

I facepalmed myself and then look on my right, seeing Jennie covering her eyes from embarrassment 

“What were they doing in the guest room?! Why are they here?!” Jennie asked nervously

“Relax, I let them sleep there because firstly they were so drunk and secondly because last night, Jaeden couldn’t remember their hotel’s name...” Jisoo replied and took a sip of, what it seemed, tea.

We were all having breakfast around the table and the situation was getting more awkward as minutes passed by

“By the way, you two” Jennie said and pointed at me and Rosé 

“You were sounded like rabbits last night! I hardly closed my eyes” She whined and looked at us dirtily

“Oh yeah right! I heard you too!” Jisoo pointed out while Lisa didn’t care much

We both stayed silent, wishing someone changed topic or wishing they would stop staring at us in such a weird way

“By the way...ehm...I’m so sorry for what happened earlier, Jennie” Alex softly chirped not daring to look onto her eyes

“It’s okay”

“So...what are you doing later?” Justin asked to the four girls

“We have a fan meeting event again, then an interview for Weekly idol and finally we have to sing 4 songs for another event” Jisoo explained 

“Oh...whoa” Justin quietly said and continued drinking his cup of water

“What about you?” Jennie asked 

“I-I actually wanted to visit my parents because they want to see Rosé so much but I guess you’re too busy” I managed to say

She then sweetly looked at me and left a brief kiss on my lips, “I’m so sorry babe, I would love to meet them but today, I really can’t”

“It’s not a big deal, maybe next time” I piped and continued eating my cereals

“I promise, tomorrow I’ll go with you, okay?” she asked with puppy eyes and I quickly nodded in approval 

“I was thinking...what if you guys, later come to our show at night?” Jisoo said nonchalantly 

“What? Can we?” Alex said

“Yeah, I’ll get you some passes for the backstage” she replied and quickly took out her phone, calling someone

“Uhm, yeah...can you get us three passes for our show?”

“Thank you, bye!” she continued 

“I got you some passes!” she said excitedly 

“Bro! Backstage passes!” Both Justin and Alex cheered 

“Oh! There’s also going to be Red Velvet performing!” Jennie suddenly said

Red Velvet?

“There’s going to be Irene...” I mumbled to myself but unfortunately they heard me 

“Of course she’s going to be there genius” Jennie said sarcastically 

I feel like I’ll just cause troubles if I come, but thinking about it, it’s the chance of a lifetime

Walking through Seoul’s streets made me really feel at home.

All my memories and remembrances were reminiscing on my mind - I still remember how I used to play on the street with my friends and how much I cried every time I fell, but fortunately there was always my mom to take care of me